I don't know if I should write about my weak side so honestly. When life is peaceful - it's actually more likely to create an inexplicable loneliness and fear.
When I was a kid, I used to laugh out loud at movies, or—cry out loud. The emphasis on 'voice out' is to tell you that I don't like to endure and suppress my sensibility.
In the year I was about to graduate from primary school, I watched Jet Li's famous work "Shaolin Temple". In an instant, all our classmates, not all the children in the whole school in Beijing, were fiddling with posture and practicing every day. Kung fu. At this time, I found that most of my classmates began to like me as an imaginary enemy---in children's society, benevolence, righteousness and morality are also very important---they don't always 'bully' a person for no reason.
At those times, I was always fighting outside; slowly, I discovered some tricks earlier than others - such as: how to let others vent for themselves; how to cause a fight between others, and then sit on the mountain and watch the tiger fight.. .Not only these clever and despicable things I often do, for example, how to get the teacher to catch the 'pigtails' of the classmates who can't get along with me; how to make the classmates who bullied me forget my 'revenge', believe me ,etc.
It is because I was short and weak that I was more clever and learned some basic knowledge of today's 'game' very early.
Sure enough, when I got to middle school, my performance was different. Began to help out the blackboard newspaper, and then became a publicity committee member; became a student union cadre; served as a class representative and discipline committee, specializing in reporting and dealing with those naughty students who were usually naughty-some of them later taught me a lesson in the class. Maybe it was because of my scheming that I quickly became friends with these naughty students in this class; even to this day, I don't have any more genuine children except for them.
The teacher likes me very much, because I dare to put forward my own opinions 'timely and boldly', so as to comfort the irritable mood of the teachers; one of my favorite classes is always the Chinese class. Every time the composition is read aloud, it is almost my talk show; the Chinese teacher of the junior high school class teacher still likes to call me: godson~
When I said this, there was a wry smile on the corner of my mouth. In fact, I am not optimistic about these premature 'chengfu' in my childhood. So for a long time later, I have had the painful experience that it is difficult to communicate with people sincerely.
In junior high school, there were very few classmates I played with, there was one named Chen Xu---also a strange temperament with a darker mood; although my academic performance was good, the ones I interacted more with were those who were 'oppressed' by me. There are so-called 'bad' students who are generally disliked by teachers. Another feature is that I basically like to socialize with girls. This has been the case since elementary school. It has always been normal for me to go home after class with female classmates. At the end of junior high school, I began to learn basic language under the guidance of my father. Before I became interested in programming, in fact, for a long time, I firmly believed that I would become a writer or translator in the future. I wanted to satisfy my mother, and I wanted my mother to see that I would become like my grandfather who died during the Cultural Revolution. A Xinhua reporter.
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