The dream that I have had for more than ten years has been realized in the film today, and I am really grateful and satisfied.
I miss the innocence of the past, and I feel ridiculous about my childhood behavior. Now, it really looks like childhood. Let's talk about that, as if it were a record book of old events.
Everyone has an emotional enlightenment person in their heart. It is also the period when secret feelings begin to arise. I was in the third grade of elementary school. At that time, for some unknown reason, she suddenly broke into my heart and lived there as soon as I lived. It has been nearly 6 years, and this is also the beginning of when I used to think that I was a single-minded person. When I was a child, I didn’t know what love and love were, just like it. I even thought it would be too tacky to say the word love. Said, I am so naive and arrogant that I think I am unique, well, that is, I like her very much, I like her very much, I only have her kind in my eyes, there is evidence, the basis is that whenever I am in class, I always I kept staring at her, thinking that her frown and smile were all good to me. Sometimes I didn't flinch when she met my eyes. I even stared at her and saw her blushing and turning her head. Of course, not every time. All the time, the class still has to be listened to.
There are many reasons to like her. Being beautiful is the top priority; having the graceful and dignified nature of traditional Chinese women is a plus; my mother is a teacher, so her grades are naturally in the top rank; having many admirers even arouses my fighting spirit;
But I'm an idiot, and I don't have a keen sense of smell and talent for emotions. I never fight unsure battles. I have to make sure that my confession is a 100% success rate, not 99.5%, and the way to maintain a 100% success rate is to let her Speak first. So I chose to have a crush, just staring at her in such a "conservative" way to let her know that I like her, which turned out to be useless. In addition, when I was a child, I was a face-loving person. When someone said that I liked her, I would be angry and tell her to shut up or fight. But what I didn't know was that the whole world knew I liked her, only I thought they didn't.
This habit lasted for a long time, until the sixth grade, when she changed to my front desk, we had a lot of contacts, had breakfast together or cleaned the floor together, the best thing is that the study group can be divided together, slowly I The two seem to have intersected on coordinates, and the intersection is not only in the school, but I gradually have her shadow in my life. At that time, I had a PHS, and the first time I asked for her mobile phone number , and also went out to play together (not alone). Gradually, I realized that her feelings for me were not just friendship. Once I was sick and didn't go to school, she said to my deskmate, I felt that I was missing something when I was not there. So she fell in love with me, and it felt so sure, so sure!
But there was a plot like "life is a life without regrets". In the end, no one said anything. This was supposed to be what I did, but I was still waiting for her to speak, so I greeted her while waiting. Graduation test, regret is still going on, I got 189.5 points in the mathematics phonetic test for graduation test, but did not reach 190 points, because I was assigned to her next class because of the difference of 0.5 points, after this situation, whenever I saw her, I would be low Looking back, I thought I was not worthy of her or I was sorry. After a few times she called me and I didn't know how to respond, I really drifted away. Because I didn't respond, she might have thought that I didn't like her anymore, felt disappointed, and left. After a semester, there was no intersection. Intersection refers to the intersection of mutual liking.
Later, in her second year of junior high school, she had a boyfriend, who was very handsome. I also have someone I like, but it's on the Internet. Now, for ten years, I haven't seen her. I often wondered at that time, can I have the ability to see through the hearts of girls, and if we were together at that time, would there be any changes now?
So I wrote a lot of things, and I was able to see this film that brought back memories, just to commemorate it, I wish all the lovers in the world can be married, and I hope that in the future, I can get what I want. The thing or the person I choose to stick to. Eavesdropping is never as good as what you can get
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