When you saw that star, it had already exploded

Jeanne 2022-03-20 09:01:06

On November 15, 2014, after watching "Interstellar", I walked on an unmanned winter night with cold rain. Every step greeted the gentle percussion of raindrops.
My steps are extremely small, as small as the vast starry sky, leaving no trace.
I hugged myself, trembling unstoppable, and tears, I kept thinking: Do not, go gentle, into that good night.
DO NOT...

And I just came into this night, bewildered by this cruel and gentle night.

I got into the car, feeling a touch of warmth, and started the car's engine.
The oncoming raindrops on the windows of the car, the seemingly broken glass, and the light from the flashing lights of the intersection monitoring lights made it shatter and shatter continuously. Like the last person in the movie, Matthew McConaughey went to the five-dimensional space alone, resisting the boundless darkness and fear-at that time, he was still recording his last words:
"The screen is all broken."

I yelled in my heart . How fortunate to have seen the greatest movie of my life!
It makes me look up at the starry sky, no longer feel there is no limitlessness. Every parting and reunion in

those few hours Sleeping and waking up Death and rebirth Loyalty and betrayal disaster and eternal loneliness and companionship Forward and backward Looking up and falling Revolving and crossing the edge of being in it and being exiled Waiting and desperate choice and Giving up and letting go ... both are warm and painful. Even if I exhaust all my strength and use all my withered and pale language, I want to speak.




















I know that there must be someone like me—



the moment Matthew suddenly bid farewell to the stars, I started to hold my breath and my heart beat faster. I was put on a mask, and I was deeply frightened—
whether he won’t come back,
how many deaths of
his teammates he has to face, how much darkness he has to travel through,
how much guilt he has to fight against,

where will he go? go with?

I was covered with this invisible "mask". When every shot came, I felt as if I was hit hard, and I felt fragile and suffocated.

When his teammates were on the spaceship, they sank into the water for the first time and decided to sleep.
I suddenly discovered that this is the picture I dreamed of when I was a few years old.
There is a science fiction comic strip (I have forgotten the name of the book for a long time), and there is a story in the picture that I always look forward to.
In order to live a long life, humans invented the "frozen man" experiment. As long as you put your body in the ice, you can wake up for a hundred years.
But when I saw the plot at the beginning of the movie, I was deeply afraid-this sleep, it seems that I will never wake up, it will last forever in this universe, no one cares about it.

When they found Matt Damon, who was exiled by loneliness, on a truly frozen planet...he woke up and really wept bitterly.
When he lay down, I don't know if he would wake up again; but when he woke up, he felt warm, scared and hopeless.
This sleep is like a paradox after all. You go to sleep to prolong the wait (for death); waking up or not waking up has prolonged death indefinitely.


The first time I cried was when Anne Hathaway returned to the cabin and saw her black teammate.
He was a little dull, because he was alone for too long.
They escaped from life and death, but they spent 23 years of life here.
He began to grow gray hair.
Anne Hathaway asked him: Why don't you sleep?
He said: I dare not sleep, I am afraid I will not have time to record everything I observe. I am waiting for you to come back.

The female teammate's pale face and red lips, warm hands touching his pale face at the temples, tender and lonely.

At this time, Matthew McConaughey walked straight to the video and turned on the machine. It was too late to start watching the 23 years he had missed.
His son grew up and gave birth to a son.
His daughter was finally willing to face the screen and tell him that grandpa is dead.
He can't touch or touch the vicissitudes of the world. The person on the opposite side of the screen is nothing but a monologue facing the darkness without hope.
Even if he has a strong heart, he can hardly resist the power of time to defeat him. Tears were in his eyes, rushing non-stop.
He was just an ordinary father filled with guilt, powerlessly spinning in this interstellar space, with nowhere to rely on.
He looked very lonely.


Who is to blame? Who is the enemy we want to defeat?

Anne Hathaway argued with him when she rose to the beginning of the starry sky: Nature is not evil, is it? It's like a lion will tear the antelope apart, but it's not "evil", is it?
-It is difficult to argue.
Matthew also advised another teammate who was scared around him-
you know, there are many great windsurfers in this world who can't swim. Once they fail, they will fall to the bottom of the sea. But this does not hinder their greatness. And now, we are on this ship.

He seems to live like a fighter, fearless.
At every moment when a decision comes, he has enough reason and courage to judge. Manipulating the machine, boarding the starry sky, traversing the black hole, and moving forward--none of the difficulties he felt. But the return, for him, is fatal fragility.
People have to deal with the boundless darkness with the reason they think they are strong enough. I think the wisdom I have pursued all my life can be shining enough to lead mankind, get rid of eternal disasters, and gain eternal life on another planet, but...
Although the old professor sent his daughter to the sky without burden, he couldn't escape the guilt brought by the big lie of Plan B.
Although Matt Damon decided to wait for the arrival of humans on a planet without burden, he could not escape the desire to survive, and lied Matthew McConaughey to the brink of death.
Although Anne Hathaway left her father without burden, she couldn't bear to give up the hope that her lover on another planet was still there in the starry sky.

They are struggling painfully between humanity and extinction. Every decision is about the future.

But Annie is righteous: What's the point of loving a dead person? I traveled through the universe eagerly, just looking for a person who might die. ... But, love is like this! Not because he died, I lost the meaning of loving him! Isn't this just our human instinct!

So what are you talking about? !
You thought that you came to this universe for the sake of a great human being, but in fact, you are still for your daughter, lover, career, personal achievement...no one is spared by that gentle temptation.
So his hands behind his professor his life, a witness Gujue equation conceal the lie, he obviously is a calculates the people, but with verses tell of loneliness:

Do gentle into that good night,
despite the night roar, roar, dark tear
also Don't be confused by the gentle night,


like a spell, chanting in Matt Damon's heart. But he would be wrong.
So he wiped out humanity to the utmost extent, but he was not spared.
He walked into the darkness, exploded in the starry sky, torn, and annihilated.


When I saw this, I was already shaking.


I don’t know how much else will be sacrificed for the next three people and one robot, fuel, pursuit, belief, courage... When they already know that they or their loved ones are all exiled, why should they have to? Persist in walking into nothingness?

As Matthew once said to Annie, do you know the biggest difference between being a parent?
Just want to give children safety. Even if you know this is the end of the world, you will not tell them that disaster is coming.

Annie's father didn't tell her.
Matthew didn't tell his daughter either.
He didn't tell Annie in the end.

He entered the last limit and suddenly let her get out of the aircraft. In the end, he walked alone, no longer afraid of being torn and corroded by the darkness.
I couldn't stop crying, I just wanted to gently hold his hand in the time warping effect.
Tell him that the end is not death.


In my "mask", I heard the sound of my tears, breathing and heartbeat... After the


infinite fall, he went to the legendary five-dimensional space.
He alone, seeing the past is like climbing into a valley; seeing the future is like climbing a mountain.
He has overcome the biggest obstacle, time.
But what's the point?
He is alone after all.
He shouted to his daughter in the three-dimensional space, telling her that Dad made a wrong decision, and I would rather not make this decision.
But everything is already, too late.
He became the greatest person, the most fragile nerve in his heart, but was defeated.


I am suffocating in this deep darkness.


I saw a father who told her when his daughter was young: When we became parents, it became your memory.
Then he made up a lie: When I come back, maybe we are the same age.
But he knew well that he could travel through time and space, but his daughter could not. He can live to be one hundred and twenty years old, but his daughter can't.
They will never, impossible, be the same size.


(At this moment, every movement and every voice I make will be heard and seen by my daughter more than ten years later. In her memories, the real meaning will emerge. This is our sorrow as parents. She To follow in my footsteps, but I can’t go back to the past. Between us, as far away as a universe, I can’t see her (after my death) blooming light in the future, and she can’t see me (in The past blooming light before her death. We will never truly reach each other.)


Matthew’s daughter knew it when he left. Years later, she walked into the laboratory and desperately told the dark screen:
Dad , Can you hear my voice?
Did you know that we are here, starving, suffocating, and waiting to die; you left us early.
Now I know that all this is a lie.


She has lived like an orphan since she is sensible.
This is uncomfortable.

A moment in the sky, a hundred years in the world.
Her father, Feng Chen, stepped across dimensions and woke up-
she was old.
The perseverance and waiting of orphans has meaning, but also loses its meaning.


She said: Dad, no parents will watch their children leave. The white-haired person should not give it to the black-haired person, you go. I have my own children.


She reserved a piece of farmland for her father, exactly the same house.
There, her father was able to come back and return to his peach blossom spring. Even sitting, having a drink with the robot.



In the distant starry sky, there is another person waiting.
That person has traveled through the universe eagerly and set a tombstone for his lover.
That person has recorded everything that happened.
That person is getting ready to go to sleep and sleep forever.




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I haven't decided to go to the movies This afternoon, I was reading poems to my 19-month-old daughter in my room.
The poem seemed ordinary, but my eyes stayed for a long time.


Park里普列维尔

a thousand ten thousand years
it is difficult to
tell to make
this eternal moment
you kissed me
I kissed you
in the hazy early morning winter
morning in the Parc Montsouris
Park in Paris
Paris is a city on the ground
that the earth is a heaven Stars




look up to the eternal loneliness and love of the starry sky for mankind, and write this memorial.


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Interstellar quotes

  • [last lines]

    Dr. Mann: ...There is a moment...

    [gets cut-off by an explosion]

  • Brand: Very graceful.

    Cooper: No. But very efficient.