Being a Wallflower

Chadrick 2022-03-21 09:01:08

Only then did I know that there is such a precise word as wallflower to describe this feeling.

Until not long ago, I was very repulsive to make myself high. Whether it was going to KTV or participating in other people's birthdays, even if I was going out to dinner with my members as a minister, I didn't order wine.

Sometimes I think of something like this: When I was in the third grade of elementary school, I was learning Cambridge Children’s English. The textbook was A4 size. Our teacher Miss Xu, the first teacher I like since I was a child, will be there every time a student When answering the questions correctly, put a chapter on the inside page of his or her textbook—it is the same as the kindergarten big red flower. At that time, my English name was Tom. I can’t remember how this name came from. I was a transfer student. Many of my classmates had been partners for several semesters, and many of them were students in grades 5 and 6, so I don’t know. How to talk to them.

In short-I just sit in the third row of the classroom by the window, listening to get out of class and reading, watching their senior classmates play around after class, and when school is about to end, I will be absent for a while to see if there is anyone outside the window to pick me up.

The best-performing classmate in the class was named Sunny, a 6th grade girl who was smart and outgoing. In the middle of the impression, she was Miss Xu's favorite student. One time, because Miss Xu was naughty and made a mistake after she set the rules, she was torn off the cover and inner pages of her textbook in front of the class-Sunny received so many praises that even the inner pages, even the cover full. There were some boys in the class making noises, Sunny was sitting in the first row and crying, Miss Xu's voice was also a little trembling, and repeatedly asked the class if he wanted to tear it, and the senior boys were clamoring.

I don’t know what to do. The senior boys seemed to be joking. Although Sunny was facing away from me, she was obviously crying. I didn’t seem to be familiar with everyone to the point where I could speak casually, so I just lied on me. On the table.

Miss Xu noticed this, she walked off the stage, her voice trembling and said: Tom, you haven't spoken for a while, do you want to tear it?

I listened to the person next to me yelling "Tear! Tear!" and I watched Miss Xu He never looked back, but Sunny who was crying all the time, I said "Don't tear"

It seems that the cover of Sunny's book has been preserved. I don't remember much about whether "Sam and Charlie became good friends" in the movie afterwards.

It's just that I saw this movie and felt that it was also some of my own feelings, but being a wallflower was seen, and there were some perks, which seemed not unexpected.

So although I am now gradually able to accept KTV and participate in some slightly higher activities, I will still stick to some of my own personality. For example, when everyone is drunk, I absolutely keep myself not drunk and will not let myself make mistakes. Sometimes it seems a little disappointing, but there will always be people who suddenly get out of the noise. The
first time these wallflowers encounter the word Wallflower is in Priscilla Ahn's song. I don't know what it means. It was a sophomore in high school.

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The Perks of Being a Wallflower quotes

  • Charlie: Sam, do you think if people knew how crazy you really were, no one would ever talk to you?

    Sam: All the time.

  • Charlie: I know who you are, Sam. I know I'm quiet... and, and I know I should speak more. But if you knew the things that were in my head most of the time, you'd know what it really meant. How, how much we're alike, and how we've been through the same things... and you're not small. You're beautiful.