Love, dreams and character

Chatting with Brother C on WOW the night before (Thanks to NetEase's awesome server, I can only open a new account for fun). Suddenly C brother said to me: brother, let's hurry up and get a sister. I gave a few names casually and all said, "It's too fierce, I want to find someone more docile". I was dumb, not knowing what to say, and he said again: I think I am satisfied with finding a woman like that. A certain woman looks average, cheerful but docile, likes to eat garlic, ginger, etc., and is not single. According to Brother C’s usual mate selection criteria, I was shocked at first, but after thinking about it, it made sense. A few years ago, I always felt that if I found a girlfriend to take it out, I couldn’t let Xi Shi hide his face, Zhaojun, tears, and Diaochan cried the concubine and committed suicide. I'm simply sorry for my handsome face; now that people are getting bigger and bigger, the words are also increasing proportionally. On the contrary, the standard for choosing a spouse is getting lower and lower, and it drops again and again as long as I look pleasing to the eye. It's enough to live a lifetime with me in peace. In other words, this is not a reduction in standards, but more and more reality. If you think the word reality is too cruel, you can replace it with a desire for peace and gradually replace your ambition for dreams.
I clearly remember that C brother told me two years ago that he was looking for a wife who was "docile in appearance and fiery in heart". As a result, he was dumped twice in a very short period of time. As for whether what he was looking for at that time meets this requirement, I won’t show it yet. At that time, we were all ambitious little kids. The girls all came to the door, crying and crying, kneeling and begging me to fall in love with them. Now, as long as I can have a job with a monthly salary of 8000 before I finally retire, a gentle wife who treats me well can accompany me around the park to watch the sunset when I am free, I feel that this life is worthwhile.
Having said that, I now feel more and more that things like love and happiness are always something that can never be met. If you meet it, you have a good character; if you don't meet it, you can only wait. Whatever you do these days, you have to rely on RP, regardless of the power or power of the genius, stupid, the RP is always better than the RP. This is fate, and people will become more and more faithful when they get older. My mother talks about fate and destiny all day long. She is still a high-tech university professor. My dad is good, because he is a party member, but when he travels to a temple, he must rush to worship. . Sometimes you can't help but don't believe it.
In the future, I also have dreams. For example, when I was 7 years old, I wanted to be a special soldier. When I was 14 years old, I was quite a reporter. When I was 15 years old, I wanted to open my own shoe store. When I was 17 years old, I wanted to go out with a backpack. Now think about it, if the dream can be realized, it will not be called a dream. Like I dreamed of wanting to take the Fudan exam, it is not here yet. It's RP again. I've been thinking about it. I have only been in college for a year, how could my outlook on life and the world have changed so much. I used to believe that hard work can change my own destiny, I believe that I will fight against my destiny no matter what, now I am like a dying old man sitting in the house looking at the photos in the past, fantasizing about my dreams, thinking about it or sitting It's better to wait quietly on your sofa for death to take me away.
This article serves as an article that I miss my youth. I once liked Guo Xiaosi's article in my second year of high school and felt that youth should be like this; after reading "Reminiscence of the Years", I felt that I was too much. To be simple, the prosaic and messy era like the flowing water in Proust's works is the most beautiful.

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