Ron said to his affectionate female doctor Sachs: "Why are you always white?". Jennifer Garner's completely plain face and the white uniform that she never changes make her really look like white paper, a pure, well-educated, science student girl. Later, the two were dating in the bar. Ron brought wild flowers painted by his mother as a gift for the saxophone. The flower patterns were not cumbersome, but the colors were colorful, disturbingly gorgeous and contrasting.
"My mother is a painter and a gypsy woman." This self-statement has a similar meaning to the source of life. The bohemian life of Texas cowboys, surrounded by dense women, like them exposing their huge breasts in their clothes Surrounded and oppressed him in the same way, and then he fell in love (not even love can cover) a "always white" woman.
But this is not a love story about a handsome Southwestern prodigal who can't stop feeling tired and wanting to stop. Matthew McConaughey made his sculptural face disgusting, skinny as unclean as a big smoker, not at all the vigor of a young golden cowboy game life, but more for the intemperance of his youth The appearance of life paying the price. Some time ago, a distant relative and uncle was hospitalized for a tumor examination. This uncle was known in his circle for being able to play and play when he was young, but what about it? The cousin who helped him be hospitalized said that he seemed to be looking at the writing of Gu Long. The character has collapsed, is old, has no money, can't play anymore, still needs medical insurance, and needs a stupid wife who has passed away with her not beautiful years to accompany her in bed.
By now, the black hole in Ron's heart is no longer something a white woman can fill and save. The whiteness is at best like a thought and comfort, let him imagine the possible ending if he chooses another way of life, so He has a restrained liking for her, a restraint he has never had with other women, because his life has reached a situation where he must be restrained: unlike the sudden injury and death that his bull riding partner may encounter, he is A slow death process, this slowness cannot be avoided by having sex with someone.
The thought of this whiteness aroused his love for color in the last stage of his life. Colors including white, and even life itself is no longer the color that he used to be self-righteous, but in fact it is very singular. It wasn't that the prodigal son turned his head. He himself said that he wanted to ride the bull again, and wanted to try to return to the fierce life of himself again. What he did afterwards still retains a strong cowboy style, and sometimes he is still very uneasy. Although he later said something similar to "want to do something meaningful", he always felt that his anger came more from "why can't you live like before" instead of regretting "why did you want to live like that" (really I don’t understand that because of certain things, I’ve seen everything through, feeling that my previous life was a nih, meaningless person. I feel so frivolous. I look down on time and look down on life. Wang Xiaobo said:" Any kind of negative life can produce a lot of messy details, making it quite interesting; people just sink into this kind of fun, and fundamentally forget that this kind of life needs improvement", although I think it is true. So, but I also faintly feel that the interesting and messy details alone cannot completely conclude that that kind of life is negative), however, life is no longer limited to this: he is essentially a cowboy, but he is no longer just Drinking, promiscuity, fighting against the administrative and profit-oriented morale of medical institutions also began to become his style. His cowboy style became a revolutionary temperament, making him a tough guy.
One of the colors that entered his life came from Raymond, played by Jared Leto, an extremely gorgeous color, a flower-like, beautiful gay who thinks that his biggest mission is to dress up when he sees God. Ron was initially severely homophobic, but in the process of repeating it and Raymond became a life-and-death acquaintance (I don’t think this is an exaggeration). Apart from the shock of death, I don’t feel any enlightenment. Things changed Ron’s values to make him acceptable to homosexuality. The harmony between one group and another group may not only be a discussion of the three viewpoints, but also a discussion about how to stand and talk. It depends more on getting along, Ron and Raymond, it is a kind of gratitude and kindness in the process of getting along (my two tears are in these two rival scenes, the first time was the supermarket scene, Jared Leto was happy, pitiful, and tearful Looking at my expression, I was so distressed. The second time was of course the hug. It was useless to say more. Raymond said to his father, "He is kind to me". In the environment of treating homosexuality at the time, this was really true for him. Kindness). So maybe it’s just like the change in his attitude towards the so-called gay. He is not so much a civil rights fighter as he is just a person who wants to live, and then helped a group of people who want to live like him. He has no theory. The height of the confrontation, his confrontation comes from the instinct of life, from personal experience, he feels that some things are fucked, he cannot tolerate these fucks: he is not just a person who wants to live, he is a person who wants to live The cowboy, with his cowboy and even rogue style against the completely opposite of the so-called high-end elite style.
Therefore, the butterflies in the room near the end of the film are truly beautiful colors, golden like fallen leaves, and endless golden dusty in hot weather in Texas: land, wasteland, or in the wind, in extreme sports, Cowboy's hair.
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