The phone still contains the things I have written down the most in my life, and I also recorded all kinds of good books to read later, but after procrastination, time flies, so many things I just stop thinking about. I want to try and do, but I always feel that there is something blocking me... I'm like an ordinary girl who has been writing obituaries in the newspaper, and I can't get out of that circle. I know that I am in a terrible state now. I can’t wake up and no one wakes me up. I struggled over and over in the mud, trying not to paralyze myself by thinking so much, but a part of my mind has been awake, reminding me. So I can't go on like this anymore. In the movie, the grandmother said that how to live a day is very important, don't live in nothingness, live to the fullest, and do what you want to do. I also heard her words in my heart your life has just begun, you have a lot of things to do. We all should not live our every day in a comfortable way. I don’t know if I can start a real life now , Follow your heart, do what you want to do, have the courage to do it, feel lonely, be brave, don’t be numb and evade, to torture yourself, don’t let yourself live in a comfortable circle, because it replaces it with a short-term comfort After that is endless boredom and boring
Just record my status this half semester, I hope it will get better.
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