At the beginning of the film, the girl Xia Li is in anxiety. Wear canvas shoes barefoot and walk back and forth on the floor. Her mother's sobbing sounded next door, more like a scream. As a parent, her father did not intend to hide his cruelty from her, and her mother did not intend to hide his cowardice from her. She lives in silence in a problematic family. The father was unscrupulously twisting flowers and weeds outside, and the mother broke down and cried in the morning, while screaming "Why are you with her", while holding back. And her father, while smiling at Xia Li, caring about her nonchalantly, stepped on her mother's dignity, and then walked away. Xia Li's lips were really thin, and she lost her carefree girlish appearance early by pursing it for a long time. She chatted with her friends, and her smile was like a layer of plastic sheeting. Through the plastic, she unreservedly declared that she was thinking. Such a sensitive and unremarkable girl would inevitably encounter someone like Sarah. On the first day when she transferred to Xia Li's class, Sarah helped her classmates solve the exercises on the blackboard. With brilliant blonde hair, smart, friendly, and a bright smile, she went straight to Xia Li's side. The biology lesson in the film teaches that Cuscuta is a parasitic plant that clings to geraniums for life until it absorbs all the nutrients from the other party and kills the host in the entanglement and attachment. Looking back now, Cuscuta can always find Geranium accurately. Just like Sarah, she hit Xia Li in the crowd with a glance. The middle section is too beautiful: the friendship between Sarah and Xia Li quickly heats up. Sarah told Xia Li that her mother was a member of a non-governmental charity organization, caring for vulnerable groups all over Africa all the year round, and she was forced to live with a terrible old aunt. She frankly learned from her aunt's weird laughter, which made Xia Li and her mother extremely funny. At this time, Xia Li's father called, and her mother immediately fell into the previous cycle: low voice/suppression of pain/retention... Xia Li looked at Sara and frankly confessed: it was my father. Sarah picked up the extension and listened to a few words, and immediately said: You bastard, hurry up. Xia Li might have wanted to say this, but she couldn't say it. So when Sarah blurted out, both she and Sara couldn't help laughing. Especially when Xia Li's mother came over to accuse her with a furious look, Xia Li and Sarah laughed in tears from the same enemy. Sarah at that moment was the only hero who saved the princess from ordinary. They are getting closer and closer. Sarah knits braids for Xia Li, puts on her lipstick, and takes her into a charming girl world. Two people lie side by side on the bed barefoot and chat, chatting until the daylight is gone, and there is still chatter in the dark. One day Sarah lied that she didn’t want to be alone with her on holiday. Mom passed, so Xia Li invited her to take a vacation with her relatives. The atmosphere between the two began to turn subtle. During the summer camp, Sarah began to alienate Xia Li inexplicably. Sarah fell in love with a boy, so she was almost provocative, and walked away with the boy in front of Xia Li. The camera described Xia Li's loneliness more than once. Standing alone in the waist-length reeds, he heard the roar of the plane overhead. Sarah and the boy were in the plane. One person picked up the corner of the skirt and walked deeper and deeper in the cold water. She was overwhelmed by her grievances, and she couldn't talk about it. At the dinner, Sarah was talking to anyone, Yan Yan, flirting with boys, Xia Li was sitting in the middle of a group of people, she was expecting something, as long as Sarah didn’t talk to her, then the dinner would be almost equal to Only herself. Sarah was hot and cold to Xia Li, reprimanding her for a little thing, but Xia Li was silent, and then quickly followed. Seeing this, I can hardly bear to watch it, just like seeing myself once, brave and stupid, at a loss in front of the lost "friendship". Xia Li thought she could be saved, and Sarah's inexplicable alienation and provocation could be healed. She persevered, followed Sarah home, and accidentally learned a big secret about Sarah. Sarah's mother is not a staff member of an NGO at all. She also didn't have an aunt with weird laughter. The woman who lived with Sarah and laughed terribly was Sarah's mother. She wanted to secretly exchange back to Sarah's close friend position. She doesn't know Sarah too much, or she is too incompetent to see through Sarah. Sure enough, Sarah was threatened severely: If you dare to speak out, I will kill you. Since then, the plot has taken a sharp turn, and Sarah will do everything to hurt Xia Li in the extreme. Write on the wall that Xia Li is a prostitute, and spread her phone number everywhere; tore and damage everything in her locker... Xia Li silently endured it, knowing that Sarah did it. Until one day she asked: Mom, why don't you leave my dad? Her mother said, because there is no other choice. Xia Li was combing her hair almost violently, and she felt desperate for herself. If she despises her mother and refuses to leave, she should also despise herself. Xia Li had asthma. After she was a stranger to Sarah, after a run, she suddenly struggled to surpass Sarah. As the speed increased, Xia Li’s expression became more and more painful until she could not breathe and lay on the ground. Surrounded by a circle of concerned faces, Sarah looked at the suffocated Xia Li, but slowly she smiled triumphantly. This smile is too strong, and I still marvel at the chill behind it. If not Of course, she pretended to reconcile with Xia Li, and then proudly tore through the disguise the next day, then changed hands and gave the precious necklace Xia Li had given her to another girl. Sure enough, Xia Li was defeated. She screamed and snatched the necklace back in public, turned her back to the camera, and cried as she walked. A girl like Sarah never regarded Xia Li as a friend from start to finish. From beginning to end, she did not regard Xia Li as a true equal soul. She is too beautiful and too smart. Friendship is like running water. When she reaches her hand, she can capture anyone with her charm, and she can easily destroy a person. She may Saved Xia Li, but then you know that it just went smoothly. She didn't care about Xia Li's fate. Sarah was too proud and too inferior, so she couldn't be honest with anyone in a friendly manner. She approached Xia Li, Xia Li felt flattered, but Sarah was actually jealous of Xia Li. Xia Li’s mother is weak and her father is romantic, but at least Xia Li has normal parental love and maternal love. Sarah approached Xia Li because of the lack of family warmth, but she was always guarded and jealous. Sarah knew Xia Li's kind of people too much, she broke Xia Li's closed shell, walked into her world to do whatever she wanted, and then destroyed it willfully. Like Xia Li, I was a very ordinary girl and I met Sarah. Even though I have pulled her black now, but thinking of all the past, my heart hurts like Xia Li. Xia Li’s friends question Xia Li, she treats you like this. Why don't you fight back? why? ! Xia Li didn't know why Sarah treated her like that. And now I know. We don’t understand the true meaning and shape of friendship. We mistakenly thought that it was “friendship”. Seeing this friendship slipping into the abyss inexplicably, there was nothing except reaching out to grab it, trying in vain to stop it, and hurting ourselves again and again. Other ways. We yearn for the light of friendship too much, so we mistake the light reflected from bitch's hand as the brightest star in the night sky. When I grew up, I learned that this kind of reflector and emotional trash can in friendship is not really friendship at all. In your youth, it may be difficult to avoid encountering such "friendship". This may be more unforgettable than a heart-wrenching love affair. This may be more devastating than the hurt in love. What hurts you the most is the one you finally realize that you don't deserve to be the word "friend" at all. Remember, true "friendship" is always heart-to-heart confession and sincerity, and equality without any partiality. Source: Official account has a crush on this little thing, id: mysoulisp
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