It suddenly occurred to me that last summer, I was also wearing a backpack and a pair of sunglasses that I bought from Paris and hadn't changed. California is no stranger to me. Both times in the United States, I spent a long time in the warmth of the West Coast, which makes people want to stay for a lifetime. It's just that every time I come, I still come like Patrick, with the determination to say goodbye to the past, but leave with the past that I can't let go.
In fact, people want to change. Sometimes the change is not for others, but for oneself, and wants to get the happiness that belongs to oneself. But when it comes to change, you will become very hesitant. The real self in your heart immediately jumps out and tells yourself: If you don't stop, it will be too late.
I don’t know if it’s my own problem, or everyone is like this, always like Patrick, too afraid of taking risks. The sudden end of the relationship is not because of avoidance, but that it may be a more responsible choice to end a relationship with no future early. But in fact, I didn't dare to hurt myself at all, because I was too weak, because I was sentenced to death for a relationship when I didn't even dare to try. So Patrick is not worthy of Kevin, not a Kevin scumbag, not a Patrick bitch, but the person who is the first to be weak many times, always bear the consequences for his choice.
I have always felt that persistence requires courage, and giving up requires determination. It now appears that determination is actually easier than courage. Often we can find many reasons for determination, but it seems so difficult to find the courage to persevere. Even Patrick finally made up his mind to say goodbye to the past and chose to meet with text Kevin. But the moment he met, he felt that love is so easy to say goodbye.
I especially understand that in the last nightclub, Patrick is leaning against the mirror, and everyone around him is in pairs, only himself alone. That feeling is so familiar to him, that kind of loneliness is unfamiliar, it makes people want to escape, it makes people want to go to a completely new world and start a new life, such as Denver, such as Texas, but can it really escape? The body ran away, but the heart still remained in the memories of Ruoyouruuowu. Dare to love and hate seems so extravagant, but there is no return for not paying, because I am afraid of not paying back, and I will always die alone.
Think about it this way, cut your hair, pack your luggage, it's nothing. Patrick found a reason to stay or leave a city, but I haven't yet.
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