Finally waited for you, finally you changed your mind

Kamille 2022-01-21 08:02:24

Waited for a lifetime and finally waited until you remembered the memory, loved for a lifetime and finally loved until you fell in love with me again.

When the innkeeper told me that you were looking for the cabin we used to rent, when I saw you wandering outside our cabin door, when I called out the Smith who hadn’t called for many years, when you looked back affectionately When I looked at me and called me Bona like I did before, the waiting of my whole life has meaning. All the sadness in the past has turned into tears of happiness. Finally, when you wait for you, you finally change your mind.

I met you in a cigarette shop many years ago, how stupid and clumsy you were at that time, but how handsome and cute you are in my eyes, I fell in love with you from the first sight, no matter who you are, no matter what you do, I have fallen in love with you.

You said that you came out of the mental hospital, I don't care, you said that you are actually not sick, I believe it ten thousand times, you said that you have lost your memory, I am really sorry for you! You have a fever, and I almost delayed the show with worry. The look of you lying weakly on the hospital bed makes people feel distressed. You keep saying that you are not sick, I know, but even if you are sick, I will still love you. When Sam promised to take you with me, I was so happy and crazy. I didn't want you to leave my sight for a minute. I wanted to be with you all the time.

But the guy from that nasty psychiatric hospital came, and Sam regretted not agreeing to take you away, but so what, I resigned, let's find a quiet village together to live a new life together, as long as you are here, I am not afraid of anything , As long as I'm with you, I don't care about anything.

That day when you first told me that you fell in love with me and begged me to marry you that day, I was so excited that I almost fainted. I fell in love with you at first sight. I have waited for so long, and you finally love I am, finally begging me to be your bride. Is this true? I have to promise you right away, because I am afraid that happiness will turn into a dream in a second. I am so happy, it turns out to be true. Yes, I can be your bride, your bride who is so handsome and gentleman and so talented!

After we got married, we rented a small house and finally got our own home. I was pregnant with your child. What a wonderful thing. Although the process of having a child was painful, I gave birth to a child for you. It is your child.

The newspaper sent you a telegram asking you to take up the post. Smith, I knew you could do it. I have always believed in you, supported you, and admired you, but I was a little worried. We were separated for the first time. Is it safe for you to go to Liverpool alone? Can you take care of yourself!

I have been thinking of you since you left, but you didn't come back. Why didn't you come back? Are you sick? Is there an accident? Was it taken away by someone from a mental hospital? God, I am so sad that I am about to die, how can I live without your news. Because I missed you so much, I fell ill and our child died. I lost you, and lost a child. I have no home anymore. Smith how much I need you, but where are you!

In order to find you, I spent all my savings. I want to go back to the stage to perform, but I can’t go back anymore. I’m a waitress, a salesman, learn shorthand, and work as a company secretary, but I never stop searching. you!

God, I actually saw you again. In the newspaper, you became Charles. I finally understand why you disappeared and why you left me behind. You were in a car accident, you restored your previous memory but you forgot about me, but that’s okay, the important thing is that I finally found you, and finally found you again!

I quit my original job and apply for your company. Smith, do you know how much tolerance it takes? You are right in front of me, but I must control myself and not let the phrase "I am "Your wife" blurted out. Do you know how sad it is? I love you so much that I am crazy. Every time I see you, I get very excited, but I have to pretend that I don't pay attention to you at all. We are just a pure superior relationship. .

How many times have I couldn't help but want to rush over to tell you the truth, but I'm so afraid that I won't win your love back, but instead get your hate. Because now I am just a strange woman to you, if I tell you I am your wife, maybe you will take me in out of morals, but you may also resent me because I dominate your life. . What I want is not your property or your status. I only want your heart and your people!

When you told me you were going to marry Kitty, I was almost desperate. I thought I really just lost you again. Smith is dead and will never come back to me again.

But how lucky I am, you canceled the wedding and went back to Liverpool to look for memories. I saw a glimmer of light again. I thought I would accompany you back to Liverpool to help you remember the past a little bit. Maybe it can remind you of something, but reality Let me down again, you can't remember anything, the hotel you stayed in, the suitcase you forgotten, you don't know all of them.

When you proposed to me again, I finally couldn’t help crying in front of you for the first time, but I didn’t know if it was happiness or sadness, how happy I was that you even proposed to me again, how sad I am, you Say you are just friendship with me, you just need a virtuous housewife, and I just happen to be right, you don't love me!

But so what, as long as you can continue to stay by your side, even if you don't love me, it doesn't matter, I want to marry you, marry you named Charles!

You ask me if I feel happy, I really don't know, I feel very happy to be by your side, but every time I see your strange and distant eyes, I feel very sad. You brought me status and wealth, you gave me so many precious jewels, but you don’t know, all of this is not worth the string of worthless necklaces that Smith gave me, because he said that the beads are The color is like my eyes.

You ask me if there are any other people. I know you are out of guilt. You think it is your selfishness that delayed my happiness, but do you know how much it hurts my heart? I only love you with my whole heart, and there is no place for others.

The more I see you, the more I miss Smith, the small village where we used to live together, and the short and wonderful time we spent together.

I returned to the place where we lived together. When I left, the lady of the inn told me that a husband was looking for a hut close to the church that he had rented a few years ago. I'm crazy, really crazy, this surprise came so suddenly I can hardly believe it, is it really you? Is it really Smith and not Charles? Do you really remember it? I can't wait to run to the hut to find you, you are there, with your back to me. Smith, at that moment, it was the time when I loved you the most, because I waited for so many years, you finally came back, and finally came back to find me!

My heart has been waiting for you all my life, countless times I thought, I would never wait for you again, countless times I thought you would never fall in love with me again, but now how happy and happy I am, you are back , You are my Smith again!

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  • Smithy: Isn't there something morbid in burying one's heart with the dead?

    Paula: That's a strange thing for you to say. Your capacity for loving, your joy in living, is buried in a little space of time you've forgotten.

    Smithy: In some vague way, I still have...

    Paula: ...hope?

    Smithy: Yes, I suppose that's it.

    Paula: Have you, Charles? Do you feel that there... really is someone? That someday you may find her? You may have... come so near her, may even have brushed her on the street... You might even have met her, Charles. Met her and not known her. It might be someone you know, Charles. It might... it might even be me.

  • Smithy: [Rainier proposed to Ms. Hanson] You and I are in the same boat, Miss Hanson; we're both ghost-ridden. We are prisoners of our past. What if we were to pool our loneliness, and give each other what little we have to give support, friendship? I'm proposing marriage, Miss Hanson, or should I call it a merger? A Member of Parliament should have a wife, Margaret; so I'm told on all sides. He needs a clever hostess; you have exceptional gifts. Would it interest you to have a wider field for them? You need have no fear that I would make any emotional demands upon you. I have only sincere friendship to offer. I won't ask any more from you.