I think she was going to commit suicide, and it was the day she went home early.
The last five minutes of the plot: The
camera first shows a close-up of her seat empty, and then she walks out of the campus, looks back at school, turns around and walks home,
saying in her heart:
"Today I have to go home early, and
after the morning class is over
I went home directly. I think the kids would look at me with strange eyes.
How should I explain it on Monday?
That’s the one that worries the most.
If I’m healthy , I’ll be fine." When
he got home, his dad just finished the night shift and was on the signboard. Replaying the ball game (indicating that the family has no plans to travel that day),
Sowon went back to her house, then looked at a table of toys on the table, and said, "Today I finished the plane, because it was for my younger brother, so I made a special effort. OK..."
Take the plane and walk to the living room, teach Dad not to buy lottery tickets, and spoil Dad the score yesterday (it means she didn't sleep last night?).
Entering mother’s bedroom, mother fell asleep next to the baby (it is not the day to pick up the baby), Soyuan smiled and lay next to the baby, teasing her brother, and saying, “It’s great that you can be born. ".
(End)
Why is the first shot a close-up of her empty seat? Because she is going away soon, that seat will be vacant on Monday.
Why do you have to look back when you leave school? Because I won't see you again, so take a look.
Why do you want to go home suddenly? Going home early means that at least it is not often that she goes home early. There must be some reason to go home early this time, perhaps because she has to go home early in her plan.
Why do "I think children look at me with strange eyes"? If the subtitles are accurate, it means that this is a future tense, and it's about how children "will" see her in the future. Teachers and classmates should probably know about her special situation. This worry means that something else will happen.
Why is "most worried" "how to explain Monday"? If nothing happens, why do you have to worry about it? I was just worried about how to explain why I went home early. Moreover, this "how to explain" does not limit the subject to herself, it should be worried about how her parents will explain things to her on Monday.
Why do you make so many toys for your newborn brother? Because there is no time.
Why do you say "It's great that you can be born"? Because the family has a new blood, I feel relieved, even if I leave, my parents will have new hope.
From start to finish, Suyuan is a young girl who is very self-reliant and does not like to cause trouble to others. She insists on going to school by herself, and is eager to compete with the little fat man. After the accident, she called the police to prevent her father from going to work. She was left alone when she was hospitalized. Cocomeng hurry up and go back to the refrigerator to accompany your friends. If you go to bed early, you should leave Cocomeng with a message on the drawing board "I will go to bed today, you can go back soon", hug your father in court to prevent him from committing crimes, etc. . Her considerations have always been centered on others, and she herself has undertaken too much compromise and pain.
In the movie, Suyuan’s parents repeatedly said, "It’s not your children, you can’t feel the damage." Yes, Suyuan’s injury must be much greater than what we felt in the movie. Many, but she took it all by herself, didn't say anything and didn't cry much. How strong is the psychological endurance of an eight or nine-year-old girl? How strong is the resilience? Didn’t the counselor’s daughter commit suicide at the age of 16? I think Suyuan would think that as long as she dies, her parents won’t have to take care of her forever, and don’t have to worry about what will happen twelve years later. After a few years of sadness, they will put their love on her younger brother. Teachers and classmates will also There is no need to deliberately take care of and avoid her, and she doesn't have to suffer unspeakable pain all the time. In this way, she won't cause trouble to the people around her, and she doesn't have to suffer anymore. Her last indifference, I think, was her relief after she figured out that she was going to die.
Film Title: Sowon=Wish=HOPE=Hope,
Perhaps the director has already hinted in the title that he is "hope" that Suyuan will eventually be ready to commit suicide. He "hopes" that he said "Oh, dying, oops, dying" is "people live in this world" "The reason to go" Suyuan can survive. Perhaps the director deliberately refused to film this suicide ending. What he expressed was "hope" that Suyuan could not commit suicide just like he did not film this ending.
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