1
“one thing I don't need
is any more apologies
i got sorry greetin me at my front door
you can keep yrs
i don 't know what to do wit em
they don't open doors
or bring the sun back
they don't make me happy
or get a mornin paper
didn't nobody stop usin my tears to wash cars
cuz a sorry."
― Ntozake Shange , for colored girls who have considered
suicide/when the rainbow is enuf
2
“without any assistance or guidance from you
i have loved you assiduously for 8 months 2 wks & a day
i have been stood up four times
i've left 7 packages on yr doorstep
forty poems 2 plants & 3 handmade notecards i left
town so i cd send to you have been no help to me
on my job
you call at 3:00 in the mornin on weekdays
so i cd drive 27 1/2 miles cross the bay before i go to work
charmin charmin
but you are of no assistance
i want you to know
this waz an experiment
to see how selifsh i cd be
if i wd really carry on to snare a possible lover
if i waz capable of debasin my self for the love of another
if i cd stand not being wanted
when i wanted to be wanted
& i cannot
so
with no further assistance & no guidance from you
i am endin this affair
this note is attached to a plant
i've been waterin since the day i met you
you may water it
yr damn self"
― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf
3
“i usedta live in the world
really be in the world
free & sweet talkin
good mornin & thank-you & nice day
uh huh
i cant now
i cant be nice to nobody
nice is such a rip-off
regular beauty & a smile in the street
is just a set- up"
― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf
4
“somebody/ anybody
sing a black girl's song
bring her out
to know herself
to know you
but sing her rhythms
carin/ struggle/ hard times
sing her song of life
she's been dead so long
closed in silence so long
she doesn't know the sound
of her own voice
her infinite beauty
she's half-notes scattered
without rhythm/ no tune
sing her sighs
sing the song of her possibilities
sing a righteous gospel
let her be born
let her be born
& handled
warmly ." ― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf
5
“Ever since I realized there waz someone callt/
a colored girl an evil woman a bitch or a nag/
i been tryin not to be that & leave bitterness/
in somebody else's cup..."
― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf
6
“my spirit is too ancient to understand the separation of soul & gender"
― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf
7
“And this is for Colored girls who have considered suicide, but are moving to the ends of their own rainbows.”
― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf
8
“i am really colored & really sad sometimes & you hurt me
more than i ever danced outta/ i am ready to die like a lily in the
desert/ & i cdnt let you in on it cuz i didnt know/ here
is what i have/ poems/ big thighs/ lil tits/ &
so much love/ will you take it from me this one time/
please this is for you"
― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf
9
“i loved you on purpose
i was open on purpose
i still crave vulnerability & close talk
& i'm not even sorry bout you bein sorry
you can carry all the guilt & grime ya wanna
just dont give it to me
i cant use another sorry
next time
you should admit
you're mean/ low-down/ triflin/ & no count straight out
steada bein sorry alla the time
enjoy bein yrself"
- Ntozake Shange, for the WHO have have colored Girls Considered by suicide / IS the when at The Rainbow enuf
(adapted from the movie theater because it found a poem written part of the original posted)
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