I watched the movie twice. The first time, in the office, I secretly wiped my tears, because seeing Peach is like seeing myself, although I didn't see the monster guarding me. I never did the same for myself more than ten years ago. My father died unexpectedly after a quarrel. That year was the last heavy snowfall in Xi’an. I didn’t receive any letters, nor did I quarrel with me or give me trouble monsters. Only when a heavy snow came, at a funeral, and countless years later, I thought he was still with me. Silently just looked at our mother and daughter. I have never cried in front of my mother. Since the death of my father, she has taken my hard life to a far place. Since then, we have been separated from the north and the south. The longest time, it should have been three years. It's like Momoko said to Ikuko, you are always not at home. Yes, I have said this to the empty room many times, and even hope that the empty room in the north side will have monsters to accompany me to wash and wash clothes slowly at midnight of insomnia. That year, I was fifteen years old and I was alone in the north. Later, I asked myself countless times whether the person who left will come back or not. Perhaps it is like the three drops of water that Peach saw, coming from the sky and disappearing into the sky. The person who left turned into tears and turned into rain to hit my head. On the face clothes. It’s just that I never noticed that it was their guardian. Until I became an adult, I wrote a long letter to my father. In order not to let people understand, I wrote it in traditional Chinese and hid it in a corner. As long as I think of him, I will think of what I want to say to him most. , Those contents, read silently repeatedly. At one time I believed that he would feel it, and at one time I would doubt that he had disappeared long ago, but now I think that when I write every word, he has already read it. The letter to Taozi is also a letter to his father. He stood in a place I could never see, stretched out his arms and hugged my mother and me tightly. Taozi finally learned to dive, just like I finally learned to swim at the age of 25. After all, one day I need to learn to face the things I fear, and then step over it, in such a form, writing long Let him understand and convince him of his letter. Some of them are good here. You are in the sky, please rest assured.
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2017.07.10
This film review was written four years ago. I was 25 years old that year. During these four years, I have successively received several encouraging postal letters. Thank you:)
Time really flies much faster than you think, especially after the age of 25, the five years to the age of 30, the moment has come.
I remember that at the beginning of this year, I had a deep-remembered dream. Since the death of my father, I have always stayed in the dream where I was. I remember that dream clearly. The me in the dream was the same age as I am now. I was sitting at the dining table with him. I was eating. After taking two bites, he said that he had an upset stomach and wanted to lie down for a while. It seemed that his body also followed his age, and naturally grew old in his dreams. I pulled the chair away and asked him where he was uncomfortable and whether he should see a doctor. He waved his hand and said that it was okay, so he went back to the bedroom.
This is the first and only time I have met him in the current state, although I know that such a picture is impossible to appear, I woke up from the dream, I lay in bed and thought for a long time, and then told myself to remember This dream, that dream is so real.
Thank you also for the encouragement given by the friends in this film review. Everyone must cheer!
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