Elegy of Desire

Jermain 2022-01-24 08:01:40

In the film, the boss of Bingdou boss said something meaningful to Bingdou in the car: young people, if you want to be successful, there is nothing else, you just need to find the person you need, and then know what he needs.

Throwing this sentence over, like an icicle sticking straight into my chest, it impressed me deeply, and I thought about it all day and night.

"The person you need" refers to the props that can help you solve your desires, and "knowing what he needs" is the only effective way to help you.

I tried to find counterexamples, but returned in vain... I found that this is really the stereotype of human behavior: if desire is the ultimate puppet master, then we are his loyal subordinates, and the invisible thread draws everyone, and then we They may use others intentionally or unintentionally, and others do the same, just to satisfy all kinds of desires, big and small, in their hearts. No matter what the relationship is-friends use mutual benefit as a platform for you and me, lovers use mutual attraction and care as the prerequisite for loving each other, and even relatives must support each other as the basis of harmony and unity.

From this point of view, perhaps we should more or less get rid of the derogatory color of the word "utilization", and be more mature and sensible, treat it as a simple verb, and let the sadness in my heart dissipate a little.

But the gully of desire is like a deep sore that can't heal for a long time. The rotten ditch has been exposed to the air for a long time, and we begin to breed restless, anxious, and hungry flies eggs in our hearts: those who live badly, think better, and then better; if the right is small, think the right is bigger. , Bigger; no one loves, want to find the love of others, the more people the better... Each and every insatiable heart is in the endless abyss, one after another, one after another. Running towards a new goal, we can eradicate the memories of the past, discard the people of the past, and start a new life without turning back and forth, but remember: When you become a victim of others on the way, please don’t be surprised, don’t be sad , Don't be disappointed, don't die in perplexed tears like Bingdou.

When he thought he had family-like brothers, pure and precious friendship, and the first taste of love, the lament of desire sounded-it turned out that all this was just his wishful thinking. Gangs are just like the original version of human society. Only naked desires fight, and despicableness is the pass of despicable people.

At the end of the film, an old song rang: "Old and Wise" by Alan Parsons Project, which sang:
……
And someday
In the mist of time
When they asked me if I knew you
I'd smile and say you were a friend of mine
And the sadness would be lifted from my eyes
Oh when I'm old and wise

As far as my eyes can see..
There are shadows surrounding me..
And to those I leave behind
I want you all to know
You've always shared my darkest hours
I'll miss you when I go
……

This should be the voice of Bingdou's death .








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