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She said, such lonely childhood. She said, my lonely angel.
Her life is his adventure for a few hours. She told Rose in the spacecraft that my life is always like this. The monster came with the Doctor. Finally, she said, Doctor is worth the monsters.
Regarding Renette and Doctor, I really don't know which one to sigh for.
For the little girl who saw the repairman for the first time by the fireplace, her life was a long wait. No matter how slow he was, he couldn't catch up with the Doctor who had never aged for a day. There are always so many questions, so many words, but they didn't even have a few minutes. When he was a child, he hurried away with the monster, so he went there for several springs and autumns. He came again when he was a girl, and left hurriedly for her this time. Then the passage of time was closed, leaving only the fireplace she had kept. The Doctor said one second before that he would stay forever, then he lifted his foot away the next second. A moment ago he said he would give her a star, and when she finished picking it happily, only the wall was left behind the fireplace again.
I always think Renette knows it. She knows that Doctor will be beautiful, and Doctor can only be beautiful. Just like the bond between Sherlock and Irene, getting closer, everyday, and that beauty is shattered. I guess she even had a foreboding when she kept the fireplace, that one day the Doctor would leave with this and never return. There was a nightmare in her childhood, half of the nightmare was a sweet dream. That beautiful dream kept appearing. Reason told her that it was just a dream. Once she opened her eyes, she would wake up. However, she stubbornly chose to believe in a miracle, the miracle she was expecting with her entire life.
At the moment when I close my eyes forever, does this uncrowned queen see the end of the dream?
In fact, the first time I felt heartache when I was touched by the role of Doctor was at the end of the first season. 9th hides the not-so-good reluctance. Every time the Doctor is reborn, he is no longer the same him, he is parting. The more places the Doctor travels, the more I worry about the heaviness of those long lives. Everyone is aging, all time and space are changing, only Doctor's life is being stretched indefinitely. He is always parting, and he will never find eternal companionship. Rose will leave at last, and anyone who has looked directly at his heart will leave, just like the tree girl of 102, just like Renette. When she saw the lonely little boy in his memory, saying "my lonely angel", she didn't know if the Doctor had caught the parting. He said he was going to pack a star for her, but after a few words, she had already left. Her hearse slowly drove out of the window, and it was another parting, a parting that had never been said. Her handwriting is still there, but her life has slipped away from his life. From then on, there will be no more 18th-century blonde woman walking in a long dress, no one will call him "my lonely angel," no Renette.
The Doctor could not stay, he never stayed. Looking at those partings, those legendary women who spent their entire lives waiting for heartbreak, but can only leave a trace in his long life, you will understand that he is not worth all of this stay. But when you just stare at those lonely eyes, you will know that Doctor is worthy of everyone and everything in the world.
Their adventure will of course continue, Renette will become another small spray in his vast memory, another door that he does not even want to open. He continued to make noise, going to many places, many points in time, the Doctor saved everything, and he left a happy ending.
However, he made a fuss just to hide the sadness in his heart. He travels just to avoid thinking about home and hometown. He saves the world just to see the laughter of others. Those laughter settled into his memory, so that when all the memories of parting invaded, he could hold on to it.
Only this time, there was a woman in his lonely reason.
That's enough, who can keep more?
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Renette’s voice and the tone when she said "my lonely angel" really broke my heart. It will also cause heartache, and the lonely look at the end of the 10th. Magic special! Will she see Doctor die before she dies? ! Will it die!
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