The reason I think comes from the simplicity of
my best and happiest days, that is, the days when I watched "Norwegian Forest".
At that time, I found the music of the Beatles, the music of all kinds of old rock and roll, listening and
watching those cassette tapes in a daze, thinking about the days of my love affair, and
dreaming about being a programmer in the future and supporting myself and my family. In those days when
I was with the one I loved, I had an equally stubborn dad
who would tear up my comics, my novels, and tell me how terrible it is not to go to college. I am actually fully capable of getting more than 211. A good school, but because he was worried about me, he kept occupying my weekends, learning English, supplementing mathematics, and even after going to university, he planned to go to France. Every weekend, I would learn French with him.
I don’t know what my
childhood education tells me, I owe them, and my task is to learn
what my grandfather did not bring him, for example, to help him and guide his life, but how much Some are laissez-faire. They just write to him every month and every week, and only talk about the books they have read recently, but don't point out the way.
Therefore, in my opinion, it may be a kind of psychological compensation. He hopes that I can get what he didn't get from his father.
The day before yesterday, my mother told me that his mother felt that she would not be able to live for a few years, and said she wanted to see him during the Spring Festival. She didn't let me tell him. She said that your dad is a strong-looking person, but in fact, sometimes he is very fragile. These words will make him unable to sleep well in the second half of the year.
He is very strong and stubborn
. There are Zhouyi, Tao Te Ching, Chaos Theory, and Discrete Mathematics on the bookshelf. He has the title of senior engineer. Just recently, he wanted to jointly apply for a patent for the rest of my life.
But he is nearly 60 years old after all
Now when I go to work, I walk behind him and see him wearing a suit that he really likes to wear in autumn, a pair of cheap sports shoes, and those slightly longer trousers. I always think he is old. Up.
He is really old.
Last year, the two of them took a detour to go around the campus. He loves to take pictures again, and took many pictures of the young people's animation festival. Come back and let me see~
I smiled and felt sour.
In the era when he loved watching anime the most, he regarded all my passion for anime and science fiction as a heresy and outrageous business. He always told me that if you want to be successful, you must focus. The day I fell in love with D, I began to say that until today, I still want to prove that I am right,
and now that we are old, we two don’t have to quarrel anymore, and he doesn’t need to tear up my book anymore, when he denounces science fiction as infamous.
In fact, I have really grown up with
animation, science fiction, and those music. What I carry is nothing more than my memory.
During that time when his self-esteem was extremely hurt,
he always said that my uncle was ignorant, he was an ignorant child, and he had been quarreling with his father for almost a whole life. The reason was that he was hurt by his grandfather's derogation when he was a child, even at his wedding. Only the parents are like coping with the scene. They sat down and left. The uncle’s wedding was completely organized by the woman. They opposed the marriage and didn’t like such a lively scene. They thought that the other party was a comrade in the market, and The scholarly family is not so matched.
So they twisted the rest of my life, until now, my uncle nearly 50 years when he himself figured, one day, he said to my father: [I think dad is old]
Yes ah
they are old
old Until the previous stubbornness and persistence are meaningless
, the music, the reasons for opposing marriage, comics, suppressed romances, science fiction, and EVA discs
are all gone, and they are no longer a reason for my sadness. the
father, still your father
And what you can do is to forgive him, forgive yourself, and continue to live
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