The unbearable emotion of life

Jaren 2022-01-21 08:03:10

2008-08-09 08:20:27 The vanity in the

ruins, all the glamorous, lewd, gorgeous, and incest scenes are intertwined, filling my mind.
That is his life.
A state of self-willing and depraved life.
There is only sex in his life, no love. He does not admit that he has love. But he just didn't realize it.
Love is a dialogue of the soul, and sex is just a need without affection.
All the tranquility was broken because the Gestapo entered the ruins and the blatant fascist police assassinated his sexual friend. The night before, Berlin was still a holy place for sexual freedom. The obscene carnival approached the excitement. Today, the Gestapo’s butcher knife has been placed on the necks of gays, and the end has come quickly.
He and his comrade lover began desperately. The running of the two, the impulse of the two to survive, the dispute between the two, the hiding of the two, the warmth of the two, the running of the two again. Not as lucky as the first time this time, the two were arrested.
His desire to survive overwhelmed his feelings, and he denied the fact that he was gay on the dark and humid train. He refuses to help his lover. He betrayed his lover and watched his lover die. Even to prove that he was not homosexual, he had sex with a 13-year-old Jewish female corpse, all in order to survive, in order to obtain a yellow five-pointed star representing the Jews instead of the pink triangle representing homosexuality, almost crazy to survive. He gained life from the torment of purgatory, but also concealed his nature, distorting his soul.
During the betrayal, he met Damon, the only person he had ever loved but he had only touched once in his lifetime. Damon is a staunch homosexual, and even the pink triangle marked "sexual perversion" on the prison uniform has stubborn self-esteem. The running-in between the two continued from the train to the barren life in the concentration camp. Under the cyclical movement of stones back and forth, under the monotonous and devastating mechanical torture, under the scorched earth filled with death, love It sprouted.
However, under close surveillance, they can only speak secretly, and even rely on the feelings gained through the description of the language to warm each other, meet each other, and experience the non-contact stimulation of sex.
In order to help the frail Damon obtain drugs, he did not hesitate to engage in sex transactions with the newly arrived Nazi captain. Damon chose to die in the end to express his strong and repressed love for him and to repay his care. The secret sign of the last stroke of the eyebrows used to express "I love you" made people feel painful. After Damon's death, he was in pain. And he finally chose to face his stance as a homosexual. He put on Damon's clothes and threw himself into the grid. It is a firm heart, a loving heart, a broken heart, peacefully heading towards death.
The unbearable emotions in life must be endured with life.
Watching him hold the dead Damon and repeat the phrase "I WON'T DROP U .I LOVE U", I will really be deeply shocked by the greatness of this same-sex love. He knew that at the last moment, he was in love, and he finally discovered that the same sex also has love, a love that transcends sex itself, a love that needs life to bear.
I don't know how to describe the feeling after watching this film. That is the depression and depression from the bottom of my heart. I don't know how to tell others about this same-sex relationship, they are too grand.
Perhaps, in the eyes of most people, homosexuality is abnormal, depraved, and mentally unhealthy. But I have been moved many times by them or their love. Because they are not accepted, they love more passionately, love more thoroughly, and get closer to each other's hearts.

We quickly corrupt, while our hearts are still pure.
We have never fallen, because we love each other.

As long as you love him, believe in your heart, and exchange your life for a love, why bother about the hustle and bustle of the world.

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Bent quotes

  • Max: I love you... What's wrong with that?

  • Gestapo man: Here you will work here.

    Horst: Yes sir.

    Gestapo man: He'll explain.

    Horst: Yes sir.

    Gestapo man: I'm watching.

    Horst: Yes sir.

    Gestapo man: I see everything.

    Horst: Yes sir.