Eternal loneliness

Jimmy 2022-01-24 08:03:44

At the end of last month, I watched "Phoebe in Wonderland" and I always wanted to write something. I haven't moved. I have insomnia tonight. Instead of staring in a daze, it is better to jot down my messy thoughts.

I like posters. Behind the petals of sunflowers, the sensitive face of the little girl is revealed. She seems to be a sunflower girl.
I like sunflowers, always facing the sun, the sun is all he has. Standing arrogantly, not connected with other individuals, there is a sense of alienation.

Who can understand Phoebe's world? She is so dazzling on the stage, but under the stage, she hides in the shadow of her own world. Even her parents can hardly figure out what Phoebe wants.
Phoebe was forced to live in his own world. Because no one can find the key to unlock it.
The young Phoebe said that she had thought about jumping from a height. A girl who blooms like a flower wants to fall to the ground from a high wall. It shocked my heart.
Although obsessive-compulsive disorder will respond in this way, there may be more reasons why no one can understand Phoebe's lonely heart. Too much imagination, unable to find the window to gush out, this is a kind of torture.
There are some things that adults can’t be told
, and they won’t believe them if they know them,
and they won’t be regarded as the same if they believe them.
Therefore, the inner world belongs entirely to one person.

When I watched this movie, I felt very lonely, and felt that I was the Phoebe in the movie. There are some secrets that cannot be said.

In front of my friends, I can’t face it calmly. Behind my glasses is the pain that hesitating and stopping, and I have to say some insincere lies. At this moment, I hate myself the most. However, even I don't understand myself, so how can I speak clearly.

Phoebe is happy. She believes that there is a world that is not so perfect, and everything does not need to be perfect. This is the most perfect.

Don't be so perfect, don't have too much so-called morality, don't have so many rules and regulations, I hope my morality is lost, and I can do what I want to do.

In fact, from the bottom of my heart, I am not so rich in justice or morality. Some things have not been done so far, perhaps because I have been drifting away from my own world and real life.

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Phoebe in Wonderland quotes

  • [first lines]

    Peter Lichten: Happy Birthday!

  • Miss Reiter: [to the class] What do we know about Good Job Jenny?

    Phoebe: [under her breath] She deserves a slow and painful death.