Escape the world to live

Alanis 2022-08-25 21:10:50

Calm daily life, dark tide surging streets (transitions achieved by ticking background music), the last second is a foreign film of wine opera, the next second starts give a ride, this movie is stubbornly clichéd The stereotypes once made me feel at a loss.

However, after Nolan confessed to his father that he had hidden his sexuality for more than 40 years, the film began to exert its strength, and the previous rigidity and deliberateness seemed to be self-contained to some extent (the plot setting and plot rhythm are still the biggest problems. , The film seems to take Nolan’s life in the first 40 years of life, and concentrates all the conflicts in the period of time presented in the lens).

Two touches. Leo is distracted and overwhelmed by Nolan's lust and asexual tenderness. Leo, who is already familiar with the cruelty and cruelty of the world, would rather have mechanical sex than be embraced by others. At this moment, I feel very sorry for this child named Leo. Since Normal People, the word "unlovable" has been lingering in my mind. How many people have lost the ability to love themselves and others in the face of the desolation and cruelty of the world. Why did Marianne choose abusive sexual relationships? Why did Leo choose a soliciting industry subject to pimps? This has never been as simple as "Life is not easy, you can't help it". Maybe I was born not worthy of being better, maybe my body is the only self-control I have, maybe only in sex and violence, I can get rid of the insensitivity of the world...

His wife Joy knew Nolan's secret from the beginning, but she still married him without hesitation. She married him because she loved him, because she loved the illusion of literature, because she diden't wanna be in the real world. Philip Rose said that literature put him in a difficult position, and only literature can get him out of it ("Literature got me into this mess and literature is going to have to get me out of it."). People who are addicted to the gentle country of literature must have had all kinds of illusions of escape from the world, but the so-called illusions are destined to not escape the fate of collapse and fragmentation. It's like forty years of appearances and spirits will eventually come to an end. So where does literature eventually lead us to?

Maybe Joy and Leo, who seem to be different from each other, have been doing the same thing all the time-to escape the world and live.

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Boulevard quotes

  • Nolan Mack: It just can't be nothing, you know? It can't. Because you're here for a reason. You came in for a reason.

    Leo: [trying to leave] No...

    Nolan Mack: NO! You gave me that videotape, you told me about your mother, about leaving. It can't be nothing, Leo. Look at me. Just look at me. It can't be nothing.

    Leo: It can be, alright. It can be. Cause it's nothing. Cause it means nothing.

  • Nolan Mack: I need to talk to you.

    Nolan Mack: I need to talk to you about something, Dad, okay? And I need you to listen, 'cause I know somewhere in there, you can hear me.

    Nolan Mack: I wanna talk about that time we went to the beach.

    Nolan Mack: Summer of 1965, I think it was.

    Nolan Mack: We checked into this little motel.

    Nolan Mack: 12 years old.

    Nolan Mack: You, me and Mom.

    Nolan Mack: If you had any idea what a journey that was.

    Nolan Mack: Still sticks with me to this day. Ridiculous.

    Nolan Mack: Something happened that summer, Dad.

    Nolan Mack: At first, I couldn't figure it out. I didn't want to.

    Nolan Mack: But I knew. I knew that all the wishing and praying in the world couldn't change the fact that I was gay.

    Nolan Mack: I didn't do anything about it.

    Nolan Mack: I didn't tell you... or Mom or anyone. It was my secret.

    Nolan Mack: And suddenly I'm 60 years old. It's like I'm still there, like nothing happened.

    Nolan Mack: Like I'm still waiting for something I felt was promised to me that day, something that never came, and I'm angry about it.

    Nolan Mack: And I'm still sitting on that beach, and I'm still 12 years old, and nothing's changed, and I'm still sorry about it.

    Nolan Mack: That was some summer, huh, Dad?