What God loses is his qualifications

Camylle 2022-01-24 08:01:24

At the end of Songzi's life, he wrote repeatedly: I'm sorry to be born. It must be reminiscent of Osamu Dazai's "Lost Qualifications".

Pine nuts are a typical bitch. After being expelled from being a teacher, I became a Turkish girl. After killing someone and going to jail, I can still be a beautician. Pine nuts are very tenacious. Therefore, she treats every bastard man "even if she is beaten every day, even if she is someone else's mistress, even if she goes to hell with him, she will die." Objectively speaking, there is no need at all. The motivation that drove her to repeatedly commit mischievousness is said to be "realm-type personality disorder." The writer Dazai Osamu, who died in the water, is a famous case of this mental illness, and the protagonist Otami Yezo in his "Lost Qualifications" wrote that he himself.

From my unprofessional understanding, an important feature of this mental illness is the fear of being abandoned. Osamu Dazai fooled his lover to commit suicide with himself five times, but he never took the poison that was enough to kill him. He did not die until the last time, which is to express his extreme fear of dying alone in a show-like process. When Songzi was a child, she used grimace to make her father laugh repeatedly until her father reprimanded her boredly. When she grew up, she was unprincipled and never introspective to please her tolerant lover, all because of her morbid mentality for fear of being abandoned.

Songzi lived a humble and shameless life, because she was a patient, and Songzi lived a noble and selfless life, because she was a patient. When Matsuko died in the chagrin of "I'm sorry for being born", Matsuko's younger brother concluded: No matter how you look at it, it is a meaningless life. But her last lover Long Yangyi said: Pine nuts are God.

Songzi lost his qualifications to be a man, but became Long Yangyi's God.

Matsuko never thought about being someone’s god. She just wondered why she “looked forward to such a lovely fairy tale as Snow White or Cinderella, but didn’t know where something went wrong, and when she woke up, she clearly hoped to become a swan. But I found myself turned into a black crow."

People are too ugly, and the pine nuts are so sick that they lose the qualifications to be humans, so they cultivate to become gods.

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