She was misunderstood, she was expelled from school, she ran away from home, her family severed ties with her, any one she loved gradually disappeared in front of her, the people she thought were not waiting for her, she was waiting People don’t want to see her again, and her lover ignored her... God gave her all the blows, she just asked gently or hard, why...
"The Tragic Life of Pine Nuts" saw the end and couldn't help crying. Not the kind of touch in the past, but a kind of touch from the bottom of my heart. I asked myself more than once, what if I were pine nuts? I think I will die. But what about pine nuts? Even though she had fallen so hard to even walk, she still thought, I can start again, and my life can be beautiful. In the end, the pine nuts that died silently in the flowers were ugly in posture, ugly in appearance, and ugly in everything, but she was really beautiful.
When Songzi was still a little pine nut, her beautiful understanding of the world started with her dad watching a circus show in the playground above the department store building. She saw the clown's face, and everyone around was laughing, only her father remained the same. Seriously, Xiao Songzi pulled his father's big hand and made a face like a clown, and his father finally laughed out loud. Dad hasn’t laughed for a long time, because Xiao Songzi’s weak and sickly sister, it’s also because this sister made Xiao Songzi unable to feel his father’s love for her, and only when she made a funny face to make her father laugh, did she feel that her father was paying attention. She, this makes her very satisfied. The grown-up Songzi still hoped to exchange grimace for her father’s smile. Later, Songzi was used to making such strange expressions whenever she felt at a loss. Maybe she thought that God would also be amused by this grimace, and then let it go. She, but the reality is ridiculously cruel.
Songzi went to school, graduated, and became a teacher along the way his father liked. The 23-year-old Songzi is so beautiful and moving, as beautiful as her singing. But in a ridiculous misunderstanding, her spring was gone, her youth was ruined, and her family was separated. In an instant, Songzi will lose her sanity and cause some irreversible damage. Is Songzi to be blamed? But who did the pine nuts blame? She was expelled from the school in order to protect the student, and then the student she maintained was the initiator of Matsuko's miserable life. Matsuko left the family who could not understand her, and silently endured all misunderstandings amidst hurt and being hurt. She wanted to be loved. , She has been waiting to be loved.
She chose a writer who seemed to be very talented but had a grumpy temperament. She felt that she loved him. No matter how he beat her or asked her to use money to support him, she didn't complain at all. For this reason, she put down her shame and went to the dance hall for an interview, but her only trace of dignity allowed her to escape from that place. However, she used her remaining trace of dignity in exchange for her brother’s loan. In the end, her brother could only propose to sever the relationship. Asked, even the man couldn't stand the tragedy, leaving a sentence: "I was born, I'm sorry." Then he stood in front of the speeding train and flew away. Songzi looked at all this, she said, my life is over. But she is not over. A few days later, without dignity, she went to work in the dance hall...
Once she lost her dignity, even love became humble, but she didn’t want to live alone, and kept trying to be loved and hurt, maybe you would Why must you find someone to laugh at her, that is that you haven't tasted the taste of being ignored by the whole world. Actually, I don’t know, so I laughed at the pine nuts at every turn, thinking about how this person should be like that... By the time I saw halfway through, I felt like pine nuts that I was born and couldn’t resist. Lonely. Songzi worked hard to make a lot of money, but was cheated by a man who ate soft food. She didn’t love him but didn’t want to live alone, but she still didn’t understand that other people didn’t need someone to accompany her, and of course they did. Not as miserable as pine nuts that there is no one to accompany. Matsuko killed him, stabbed and stabbed, and then ran away calmly. She originally planned to commit suicide, but by mistake, she survived endlessly and started a new life. Although it was only a short month, she was killed by the murder. After entering the prison, she supported her through eight long years in prison. During the eight years, she dreamed of such a peaceful and comfortable life all the time, and recalled the days when someone cared about her all the time. Eight years later, Matsuko returned there happily with a full of cherry blossoms, but the person she was thinking of already had children. She smiled and watched silently outside the door, and said softly, I'm back, and then tears came out.
In those times when she found it difficult, she thought about going home and returning to her hometown. The first time she went back, after the death of her father, she saw the diary book left by her father, which wrote that she missed her every day after she ran away from home, and her tears blew up and down, and she made a lot of money at that time. Qian, hasn't killed anyone yet, but she thinks she killed her father, and she runs away blatantly. The second time she went back, after her sister died, she saw her younger brother and her nephew. The younger brother said, the last thing her sister said before her death was, sister, you are back... Then the younger brother said again, you Don’t come back...her tears were still coming, no one wanted her at that time, and then she never went back. She found a place that looked like her hometown and hid, and didn’t contact anyone in the past. But it seems that she has nothing to contact.
She began to live like a pig. She ate, ate, and remained motionless every day. No one wanted her anymore. Even the last person who she thought really loved her stayed away from her because of Songzi’s extreme desire for love. That person was the student dragon she had maintained. Maybe Long is the only person who has loved her, but she has never realized that she is too lack of love. After getting love, she can't believe that she really got it, but she still uses her lovely imagination to imagine all kinds of things. Life. Even if the dragon mixed with the underworld, even if the dragon let her be like this, even if the dragon was beaten with blood, even if the dragon had been in the prison for several years, she had been waiting... But when the dragon came out of the prison, she saw her waiting in the snow and ice. , He punched her fiercely. He felt that her life was ruined by him. The first time he thought he had stolen the money and refused to admit that she was dismissed from the school, the second time he was expelled by the gang. The chase made her wait for him for so many years... He didn't want to destroy her a third time, so he chose to run away, but he didn't know that he had completely destroyed her by doing so. Later, she began to abandon herself, because she felt that no one wanted her, and even the dragon who kept saying that she would never leave her also left. It was 18 years after Long figured out everything, when Songzi had just been murdered, and he was considered a suspect by everyone when he came back to find her.
The pine nuts were beaten to death by a few junior high school students in a joking manner. At that time, the pine nuts were about to start again. At that time, the dragon was about to find the pine nuts. At that time, the pine nuts just wanted some children to go back to theirs Life, but those children regarded her as a nosy old lady, indeed the pine nuts at that time were already sloppy, the pine nuts at that time were already bloated, and the pine nuts at that time were really a mess. However, she was already ready to start again. God didn't give her another chance. A sap knocked her down, and even the opportunity to ask "why" was not given.
Don’t you care about Songzi anymore except Long? No, Ahui who stayed in the same prison with her, Sheng, the little nephew who only met her when she was a child, and didn’t want to see her brother...Unfortunately, Songzi is dead. She didn't know that so many people were still thinking of her, and she couldn't even see the love of Long for her. why? why? why? Because no one taught her how to find love, but luckily she always knew how to love. Through the eyes of Ahui, Sheng, Long and all those who knew pine nuts, we saw such a silly walking pine nut who loved everyone but didn't know how to love himself.
Sheng said: "Aunt Songzi is his god. Aaron said that. She was so clumsy and so unfortunate to the end, but Aaron said she was a god... I didn't know anything about God, and I never thought about it. , But, if... there is a God in this world, like an aunt, make people laugh, cheer up, love others... but you are always scarred, so lonely, not good at dressing up, so stupid, if God is Like my aunt, then I would...believe in him."
Pine nuts are a McDull whose luck has always been bad. She didn't want to hurt anyone, she just asked silently, why? Sometimes it's just a little louder.
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