A handsome and slightly conceited photographer Laming fainted on the set. The hospital diagnosed him as having cancer. He may have only been in the world for a few months.
However, he did not choose radiotherapy, and performed treatment with a success rate of less than 5%. Instead, I chose to leave.
If you leave, you will have to break with all the people and things that have a relationship:
work first, which is the material guarantee for maintaining life, and you don’t need it now.
Next is the family, try to make himself hideous, although deep in his heart is always filled with the fog of the forest when he was playing with his sister, although he still let his elderly grandma share this cruel secret and the last fragile Tears;
later it was his lover, a young man who knew all his habits, a big boy who was as sunny and handsome as him, and like most gay men, their feelings were so delicate and gentle.
He also tried to reject a certain way to extend his life and plant hope for the future of a husband’s infertile wife, but then he compromised. No, it should be said that this later became a wish he wanted to realize on his own initiative. His legacy was left to this child he might never meet or ever see.
Ramin originally didn’t like children. In addition to his sexual orientation, there is, I guess, because he is a photographer by profession. Maybe he thinks that photos can help people preserve their lives. He was in the last dying time. Everything he loves is photographed in it: grandma, sister, lover, etc.
When all this was done, that is, after he had broken up with all his affectionate people and memories, he chose to leave alone, alone, by the sea in a strange crowd.
There is no more worry here, he can't choose when facing death, but he can choose the way of death.
I always thought that loneliness is different from loneliness, because loneliness can have no emotional color, it is completely a state of my own choice; but the mood in loneliness is really like a dead leaf flying in the wind, desolate and desolate.
Therefore, sometimes loneliness makes a person stronger. Without contact with the outside world, there is no expectation, and there is no pain of desire, and without the feelings of the other side, death is about to come. There is less tearing and more calmness. It is better to forget each other than to forget each other.
At the end of the film, Laming comes to the beach again, as blue as the sea where he played when he was a child at the beginning of the film. His childhood life has constantly appeared in the memories of Laming's dying time. Has the past really passed? It may constitute an integral part of our lives. Although the lingering time is short, it still requires courage to choose your own way. Leaving alone seems to be more calm, far away from the pain and retention of loved ones and loved ones. In the noise of strangers, before entering the dark future world Preview for loneliness.
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