One night in the third year of the junior year, during the psychological film appreciation course, the teacher changed the usual gloomy or fringe or complicated style and put a love letter on it. What a simple movie, a movie that I watched alone in the tent in a quiet late night. I wanted to pack my things and leave, but when those quiet images came out, I couldn't bear to leave. So sit down and watch it again with a friend. The opening scene was a boundless snowfield. Bozi wore a black coat and looked delicate against the large white background. Gradually leaving this white area, there are trees, houses and the world in the distance. Those who left have been away for two years, so all the memories in the lively ceremony are nothing more than a quiet prayer at the tomb. Back at his home, those pens, easels and oil paintings in the dust are all familiar things before. His mother took out the souvenir book, so Bozi secretly wrote down his address on his wrist. Write a letter, Hiroko in the distance and Fujii Shu in the distance, two girls who live in the present and in the past. Bozi took the letter and said childishly, because I sent it to heaven. He knew that he would not reply to her, but still wanted to stubbornly believe it. As long as no one breaks it, it’s good to keep writing it down. Shallow sunlight came in by the bookshelves of the library. What is the mood of Fujii, who quietly reads letters next to an old book. For two loves, Hiroko grievedly wanted to be jealous of a middle school girl because she didn’t believe that true love was due to other reasons; Fujii recounted those bits and pieces, because all the details were originally remembered well. Yes, I have never forgotten. The one in uniform, writing quietly at the table where the sun is pouring in, reading carefully beside the white curtains blowing in the breeze, deliberately alienated because of classmates' booing and joking, thin, clean, proud and silent The boy Fujii always remembered that it was like the one that had taken the wrong paper, and it was always put in a big box and never discarded. Hiroko sent a camera and asked Fujii to take photos of the places he used to pass by, the once lively playground, the classroom with clear windows, and the library with warm and dim sunlight. In fact, that's where she once walked, jumping lively, laughing, angry, distressed, and silently paying attention, but only in a daze, they are all gone. The memory of the year does not need to be verified, even if it is full of names on the library card. When the teacher said that he died in a mountain disaster two years ago, the world was a dark, unprepared nihility. After that, the scenery was still a scenery. After leaving for too long, there were no tears. At that time he was just a boy and didn’t know how to bear it. When he When he grows up to be an excellent man, he will meet some other woman who may not be named, get married and have children, and die happily. Life goes on, nothing is bad. Perhaps the cruel thing is not the wind and snow, but the youth, always having regrets and tragic pain, and then grow up to become a member of a peaceful and calm life. There is never any youth, it can be restored. "How are you? I'm fine." Before and after the encounter, life is going to continue. Hiroko yelled his greetings in front of the vast snow-capped mountains, and Fujii Shu wrote quietly on the sunny platform, and their lives must go on quietly. I didn't expect to watch it again, as if I had first met, and moved quietly again. Quiet story, quiet picture. But there are some pictures that seem to stay in my mind like a thrilling one, and can't get away. For example, the sunlight in the library, the dragonflies covered in ice, the boys riding a bicycle to catch up with paper bags, the back of grandpa in the snowstorm... Maybe the thin story is moved by the director's delicate and delicate arrangement, light and light. Simple, without complicated special effects or bloody tremors, gorgeous scenery, those old sunshine, wind and vegetation, seem to be recorded with a pencil and pen, lifelike, warm, reaching out, there is It's like smoothing the texture of the curled corners of old photos. Those who used to be young and astringent, the deep and shallow handwriting in the diary have also been remembered. The reason for the sentimentality may be because of the scenes, memories, and emotions that seem to be familiar with the dim sunlight in the library. , Reflected in front of them together, everything is as yesterday. Thinking about love What is love in the beginning? Traveling through time and space, returning to such a long and clear boyhood. At that time, we did not know how to say clearly I love you, nor did we use means to create romance, and even deliberately alienate the girl we love, play pranks on her, and leave our love in a book that no one reads. The back of your library card. Love was once inlaid under the locust, willow, phoenix tree and the straight white poplar tree. We were so young at that time, and our young minds were shy and difficult to talk to. A secret love from a young boy's past, with the communication between Hiroko and Fujii, was gradually distracted, and the truth came to light. For several people involved, it was like digging a treasure. Suddenly, they discovered that there was such a twisting mind in the depths of time. In any case, it is like a cool spring water that slowly seeps out, still water flows deep, and it is a retrospective that can make people's hearts soft and clear. Regarding youth, as female Fujii Shu said, the things of the year are a lot of trouble when I think about it. The booing of classmates caused by the same name, the work in a row, the small things that are insignificant in the eyes of adults, are very disturbing in the eyes of adolescent boys and girls, and they feel that they are a kind of interference to their normal life. . This disgust was externalized in the fight between the male Fujii tree and the class committee, and the female Fujii tree's forceful smashed vase. They are eager to be relieved from this kind of trouble, and even in this kind of expectation of relief, they have overlooked a lot of the feelings that should have been felt. But when we are grown up and look back on the past, we often feel that adolescence is so beautiful and all beautiful things. In fact, this is not the case, but our memory has choices. The regret left by youth can never be made up. Bozi Bozi has always been a kind girl with a calm smile and wearing plain clothes. The proposal of Qiu Shu was gentle and couldn't refuse. Send medicine to the female Fujii tree and ask her to get better soon. However, deep in her heart were the deep wounds caused by Fujii's death. Hiroko has a deep love for his fiancé, Fujiiki, and it is for this reason that she still cannot let go of him for many years after his death. It is this kind of feeling that has made her unable to accept the love given to her in the autumn field. It is this kind of feeling that has prompted her to Fujii secretly copied the address in her graduation book and wrote out the letter. She is not a rational person, but rather stubbornly believing that the letter was really sent to the kingdom of heaven and sent to Fujii. The only time she got angry with Qiu Shu in the film was not just because Qiu Shu rashly sent a letter to collide with each other, but more importantly, that a true copy of her ID card broke her remaining illusion of love. Female Fujiiki’s reply made her project this deep love into her fiancé’s youthful pursuit. She wanted to know his previous life, hope to see the path he has walked, and hope to hear his previous stories. But when she walked little by little into the memories of female Fujiiki's fiancé, she discovered the hidden love between them. This emotion may not even be discovered by them, but it has left Bozi in deep confusion. This confusion became unsolvable because no one answered. She didn't know whether the love at first sight she had always believed was just because she was an illusion of someone, and whether the love she had always depended on for survival was just a stand-in performance. The Sri Lankan has gone, and her suspicions are not a struggle for a certain benefit or someone from the life level, but just a suspicion and recourse to the happiness that she has always believed in. These things that seem to be meaningless to others are vital to bloggers. When she is complete Looking back at that memory of Fujii, I saw the mountaineering friend of Fujii Tree before his death, faced the snow mountain where his lover was buried, and shouted hello again and again in the early morning. When I was fine, I think she was truly free from death and doubt. And the life after that should be more beautiful. The boy Fujiiki is a handsome, proud, and stern child. He wears a snow-white shirt and rides on the golden road. He still doesn't know how to express his love, but he is willing to use his fist to defend the girl he loves. He is often stubborn, but he has a serious side. I believe that his love with Bozi is not entirely a substitute performance. When he grows up to be a man who can rely on, has a sense of responsibility, and loves challenges, the person he truly loves is really a bozi. He already knows how to say love and care, but there is still a bit of stubbornness. But the little details that Bozi remembers about the marriage proposal are ridiculous and sweet. They won't come from fiction, from false feelings, or from a pretended love. It's just that the girl of the same name who had loved him when he was young has a great influence in his heart, even he himself knows exactly. The female Fujii tree The female Fujii tree chose to be in the library. Is this related to her experience as a library committee? The library is the most suitable place for memories, but her memories are stimulated little by little. She has forgotten his memory for a long time, and needs to be touched slowly as time goes by, and she has an unexpected ending. She was a quiet and hard-working girl back then. Because I was afraid of the rumors of my classmates, I chose to wait for the male Fujii in the bicycle shed after school. When she dragged the girl Ohno to the male Fujii tree, she was jealous and dissatisfied, and when she heard that the male Fujii tree refused, she secretly had a small joy in her heart. She didn't care about the male Fujiiki, and it was not entirely due to the trouble caused by the same name as she wrote, but she thought it was her wishful secret love and refused to admit it. However, the memory has always been there, and when it comes to writing, it will last forever. The falling snow and cherry blossoms in the sky implies the message of death. Her father died of pneumonia, and her boy died of a mountain disaster. The two took away the love for her. When she was a middle school girl, skiing unconsciously, she saw a dragonfly frozen to death in the snow. She leaned down and knew sadly, "Dad is dead." When she had grown up and looked for the boy's past traces, she unexpectedly learned from the teacher that the boy had died in a mountain disaster several years ago. The joy of pursuing the past becomes gloomy. At this time she still didn't know the boy's love for her. But love lasts forever, until it extends to a girl who looks the same as her. In the end, she was finally relieved in tears, that exquisite pencil drawing gave her the best ending to the story of her youth. It’s not that there are no regrets in my heart, but I know that everything cannot be recovered after all, and knowing that my love back then turned out to be rewarding, there is a trace of comfort in my heart. So she wrote to Bozi this "good thing" in a happy style. She sat there with a smile watching grandpa busy in the garden, the sun was warm, and winter finally passed. The feelings of youth, although cruel, also gave the female Fujii tree warmth and tenacity. I think she will never forget it. Autumn Field Autumn Field is a man standing next to Hiroko and Fujii, a man who loves Hiroko, a man with introverted affection. It seems that before Fujii was alive, he never thought that his love for Hiroko would be rewarded. However, when Fujii died, Qiu Shu hoped that he could take good care of Bozi, love her, and accompany her, but he did not want to force Bozi. He helped Hiroko go to Otaru to complete the memory of Fujii, because he knew that only by doing so could Hiroko completely forget Fujii. It is not that he has forgotten Fujii. He misses his friends deeply. From the words of him and his former friends, he can feel that they once shared a common ideal. What Qiu Shu did for Bozi was out of his love and understanding of Bozi. For his friend's girlfriend, he once felt that the meeting could not be earlier, but now, he hopes that Bozi can live in reality again and be happy again. A affectionate and gentle kiss with Bozi in front of the furnace, surrounded by a leaping fire, that kiss, there is no shocking weeping, and some are just tenderness, in addition to tenderness or tenderness. The ending is the same as the opening scene of the film, but the location is different. It's still the vast snowy world, or Bozi's black hair and black hair, but now Bozi is not alone, because he is accompanied by the autumn field. After the heart-wrenching shouts, Hiroko completely abandoned the pain and good memories Fujii had brought him. Recalling the end of the movie, when the big e-segment classroom lights up again, the current classmates have stood up and clamored and walked out. I sat in the position and the story finally ended. My life , In reality, still continue. However, there is a vacancy in my heart, a touch of regret, maybe it was the yesterday that was just lost, it was a certain old feeling that could not be found, or a young and sad love that would never return. The human mind is the most exquisite container. All the past will make a mark on the heart screen, which will more or less affect the various decisions we make today, and perhaps we do not know it. A good movie is like a mirror, allowing us to clearly analyze these mixed emotions in other people's stories, see where they come and go, and see people's choices under the control of emotions. And isn't our life the same? Back to the bedroom with a bag, the street lights on the roadside of the school are warm yellow light, and the air is slightly cool but not cold. Looking at the familiar people, those who buy things, those who study by themselves, those who take a walk, those who come back from playing... For a free university life, the plane tree has big leaves. Is this quiet and beautiful campus unimaginable and enviable to me eight years ago? After all, the little girl in a blue and white school uniform with a smile is gradually backing away, and all the memories, like handwriting written in pencil, are gradually blurred in the oblivion of the years. However, the color of sunlight and the smell of grass that I once memorized with a pencil, when I look back, still exudes the warmth of kindness.
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More than ten years later, Sanlitun was crowded in early summer, and I couldn't help but watch the movie again with people who had walked through the thick snow of Otaru in previous years.
I am surprised that the familiar narrative is very different from the memory. The story in the impression is more literary and misty. I reread it and find that every detail and the ins and outs of every step and the role are explained in detail and truth, similar to reading the Red Mansions today. Financial breakdown, maybe the movie hasn't changed, but my eyes have faded away that hazy and beautiful filter.
Bozi stubbornly said, "When she is not the enemy", he understands the stubbornness of knowing vain but wanting to persist, knowing that it is unreasonable and anti-intellectual, but prefers to firmly cling to a certain point to support it. Bo Zi is more gentle than remembered, but feels that she has actually done a lot of rude and even cruel things. The sadness of the survivor and the sympathy of the world concealed such selfishness, and the real estate agency who drove and talked about the death of the relatives made ho ho ho ho and laughter, enthusiastically greeted all acquaintances and arranged the itinerary that forced her to come out. At the scene, the thin female teacher who can recite everyone’s student ID and name, she clearly remembers the grandfather who spent 38 minutes walking to the hospital more than ten years ago, the only son who died but still had beautiful hair, remember that the festival was also there The mother who brought wine to her husband in the car, the bald man who guarded the mountains and reminded later generations to pay attention to safety, everyone had their own grief and regrets hidden in their hearts, but instead turned into a daily smile.
Whether the old memories that have been evacuated are the reunion that seems to be a long-lost reunion, then what is the final farewell, it does not seem to be death or deep in my heart, maybe there will be no waves when I think of it one day.
Weakness is probably also a kind of privilege. It is blessed to be well taken care of, without realizing that there are so many in one's hands. I still don't know which one is better, whether it is the final destination who has not been proposed but can have the name of grief, or the first mark that Qingqianqian can hardly remember. But I like the sunshine of the last day so much, it is the saddest time in life, but the female Fujii tree smiled while holding "Reminiscence of the Water Years", it seemed to be the beginning and at the same time the farewell of this life. But that moment contains all the meaning and ending, all the answers you want.
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