I choose to die from the truth

Aliza 2021-10-20 17:29:56

"I calmed down for a while, and for a while I was able to laugh.
But when I saw you last night, you stopped to say hello to me.
Hold my hand tightly and wish me all the best. I
don't understand why, your touch makes me The tears flowed down.

You can’t see it, I kept crying these days.
For you. Cry. For you. You said goodbye.
I stood there alone, crying alone... crying...
because you don’t love me, I will cry forever, for you...
now you are gone, from this moment on, I will cry... weep..."
The showgirl of "Los Angeles Weepers"

fell down, and the singing is still endless. .
You are dead, still looking forward to flying in your dreams.
Because.
That song was recorded and has nothing to do with the singer.
My love is forever, it has nothing to do with you.

I asked myself:
Why do people always stubbornly believe that there is a soul after death?
No one says that a green grass has a soul.
Because no one loves it, because only the loved one has a soul.
The soul of the dead is the love of the living.

And it’s not the first time that I have dreamed of you. I have had many daydreams before.
Thinking of you late at night, I can't sleep lonely.
I sit on the sofa, dreaming that you are by my side.
You lie in my arms, we read, talk, and kiss.
I stretched out my hand to the emptiness of darkness, pretending that there was your silhouette there.
You look at me tenderly, turning your face to the palm of my hand like a kitten.
beauty, I am talking to myself, you are really beautiful.

I know very well that you are actually lying on someone else's bed at this time.
You have another lover, you want to marry him, you want to leave me.
But I don't want to believe it, I would rather love you in my illusion and satisfy myself.
Let me indulge in the scenes I made, and perform a one-man show in it.
Talk to you, quarrel with you, pester with you.

Why didn't the directors choose me as the protagonist?
I'm an amazing actor, I can even fool myself.
I am a great player, playing a cello that does not exist all day long.

Don't say that I deceive myself, no one is deceiving myself.
If the soul can be real, then why can't dreams be real.
Dream and reality, night and day, what is true or false? They are the poles of time.
In this pole, I killed you.
In the other pole, let us be together forever.

And I finally woke up.
Wake up from all the sweetness, sadness, panic, and confusion.
I can no longer distinguish between dreams and reality.
The world with you is real, isn't it?
When you are gone, this extreme world will disappear.
Your death announced the end of this world.
Your death exposed the falsehood of this world.

Love is fake. Dreams are fake.
Everything you hear is recorded in advance.
Everything you see is an illusion.

I choose to invest in reality.
I chose to die from the truth.

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Extended Reading
  • Barbara 2022-04-24 07:01:02

    #DocumentaryPhoto# The bold experimental style almost reminds me of Freud's "psychoanalysis" and Kafka's grotesque social novels. Perhaps in David Lynch's eyes, the world is inherently absurd and cold. . In this story with a little bit of les love, dreams are independent of reality and also a projection of reality. I finally realized that Dane played by Naomiwatts is the saddest character in the whole story, and the big-chested amnesiac played by Laura Harring Companionship is the love and hatred that she could not seek in her life, until she was completely mad and fell into a dream of spiritual imagination, until she destroyed herself. The dreamy life and encounters before, various images and characters, and even the entire story, are nothing but a mixture of her reality and inner desires. When she wakes up, it is still a stark reality that is a complete failure.

  • Vallie 2021-10-20 19:01:46

    It is Lynch's strength that image kneading can make reasoning less chaotic. We can’t walk into the director’s mind, or know for himself whether he is playing mystery or using the technique accurately: in this way, repetitive, illogical, ridiculous shots, analogous conversions and other conceptual content can be reproduced with a high degree of correspondence. The technique is superb, but the precision should be inspirational, or ingenious, or doubtful. Or the association brought by the other half of the precise design is ten times the original idea: this is also a theory of novel creation. I do not answer here about my closeness to it, but in terms of attitude, I despise it: either write a comment by myself, or fall into the vanity that creates a state of divergence.

Mulholland Drive quotes

  • Irene: Well, it's time to say good-bye, Betty. It's been so nice traveling with you.

    Betty Elms: Thank you, Irene. I was so excited and nervous. It was sure great to have you to talk to.

    Irene: Remember, I'll be watching for you on the big screen.

    Betty Elms: [smiling] Okay, Irene. Won't that be the day?

    Irene: Good luck, Betty dear. Take care of yourself. And be careful.

    Betty Elms: I will. Thanks again.

    Irene: Okay, dear.

    Irene's Companion at Airport: Betty, it was so nice meeting you. All the luck in the world.

    Betty Elms: Thank you.

  • Adam Kesher: I got the pool, she got the pool-man.