I have never been a humorous girl

Payton 2022-10-28 15:45:43

I have never been a humorous girlI
don’t like a sudden rain
I know that you are sad
but then leave silentlyI know you who is
raining on a rainy day
need an intimate tone
Say I’m going to pass today
Rain will stop and calm
me I have
to get in the rain for you
I have never been a humorous girl
not suitable for this kind of situation
I have never been a humorous girlIt's
unfortunate that the weather broke
-Chen Shanni's "I was never a humorous girl"

Before the winter vacation, I started to watch "Grey's" because of the recommendation of my friend Dean. "Anatomy", I watched a winter vacation without hesitation, but it was just like that to catch up to the third season.

It can be said that before yesterday — or more precisely, before I watched episode 13 of season three after I finished chatting with Pheobe — my favorite girl in "GA" is not sure who it is, but it certainly won’t. It's Christina Yang.
I once thought with a bit of prejudice: how could anyone like a girl like Christina Yang? She is not beautiful, gentle, stubborn, indifferent, and has a somewhat utilitarian enterprising spirit. Watching her come to the hospital early every morning just to get good patients, watching her try every means to be able to go to the operating table, watching her unshakable and dedicated to work, I think this girl is excellent, it seems that she can’t find anymore. It's a bit likable.
Even her love affair with the attending doctor Burke makes me feel that this is just a means for her to get a chance for surgery.

In the second season, a patient with a bomb in his body caused the entire hospital to panic. Geroge and Izzie moved to another building of the hospital, while Christina and Grey remained on the floor where the patient was. At that time, Geroge and Izzie were sitting in the corner talking about the two friends who were in danger. Izzie commented on them: "Because they are all activists, but we are mostly on the sidelines."
Christina's courage gave me a sense of her. Change. Whether the reason she stayed was worrying about Burke or just wanting to get a rare opportunity for surgery, she was indeed an undoubted activist. When a female patient whose body released unknown poisonous gas appeared in the hospital, Dr. Sloan refused to enter the operating room to treat the patient, but Christina immediately raised his hand and said to the director: "I can swim three times in the swimming pool without breathing." So I gradually felt that this way. A somewhat stupid activist, it seems that it should not be so disgusting.

It wasn't until Burke was accidentally shot and Christina flinched that I finally realized that this girl was not as strong as she appeared. It turns out that this girl who is so good and almost cold will eventually have a weak side. And this kind of weakness actually made me have an inexplicable affection for her.
Christina is indeed not a girl who is good at liking. When she and Burke were angry, she refused to give in to each other. She proudly reported her education to Burke's mother. She was desperate for a good chance of surgery... The proud girl would leave Burke's operating table like running away, and she couldn't help crying when she heard Burke say "marry me". I feel that she is the real and lovely Christina Yang hiding in a shell that pretends to be strong and indifferent in order to protect herself.

I remember that in the female literature class, the teacher once talked about female images in literary works: in most literary works, female images are simply divided into two categories-beautiful and gentle angel images and ugly and evil demon images.
Under the invisible influence of this classification, girls have been taught to be angels since they were young. They will receive gifts such as Barbie dolls and stuffed bears, and then they will teach themselves to themselves while teaching their dolls every day, saying: Be good, smile, obey...

Before I am young enough , When you can use age as a capital to show off, I like the little fox in "The Little Prince" very much, and feel sad because of the final choice of the little prince. But later, I gradually realized that girls like Little Rose are destined to be easier to be happy.
The author always likes to speak through literary works, and the ending of "The Little Prince" can be understood as Saint Exupery wants to say to the girls: Smart girls are only suitable for being confidantes, and girls who can accompany their lives do not If you are too thoughtful, you can have a sweet smile and speak in a soft voice.
Perhaps it is precisely this way that he will choose the prototype of the little rose in the article-the Kang Solo who left waywardly because "The Little Prince" was not dedicated to him.

So many stories, so many princes finally fell in love with princesses, and so many princesses are all gentle and beautiful.
Maybe it’s enough to be gentle and beautiful. It doesn’t matter if you can’t fit a pea on the bed with more than ten layers of down cushions. It’s so stupid that you can’t do anything but wait for the prince’s kiss to save yourself. It’s not at all. Question-gentleness and beauty are the qualifications for a happy life with the prince.
Turandot, the only princess with wisdom in the impression, was only defined as a psychologically deformed little girl who hated men and avenged the society because of her gloomy childhood. What's more unkind is that the author had to settle down and arrange a tragic ending for her. He seemed to be telling the girls with a smirk that all good adjectives were made for men except for being gentle, courteous, frugal, and conciliatory. Wanting to put them on women is undesirable.
No wonder Woolf sighed: "Who can calculate how much grief and anger a poet's soul is imprisoned in a woman's body."

However, girls in reality cannot be so simple and irresponsible. The land is divided into two camps, angels and demons. A girl like Chritina Yang, although not a demon, can't be an angel.
Even if you know that little rose is easier to get happiness, after all, not every girl has made little rose.
Some girls, they don’t know how to comfort people, they can’t learn how to please people, and they are not reconciled to be the little women with fuzzy faces behind the light of others, let alone those love soap operas that love each other and lingering...So sometimes they do. Can't help thinking, these paranoid and stubborn girls are really disappointing.

Fortunately, seeing Christina Yang have Preston Burke who is willing to put her heart in her hands, otherwise these girls, shouldn't these girls stand up hand in hand and bow to the world and apologize, saying, "It's unfortunate, the weather is bad."

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