Where to start.
It was a somewhat funny scene, it was her birthday, and her father complained to her: her boyfriend should be stronger, no one dares to bully him, why, why is that kid.
Cai Rongxin was overwhelmed with joy, of course she knew that the kid was sometimes stupid in front of others, always sleepy, and with his sleepy eyes, he didn't seem to be able to protect her.
There are pictures of two people hanging in her room, the people in her heart. One is a well-known reporter, exposed in the public eye, brave, decisive, and wise, everything is her ideal self; the other is an errand runner at night, no one knows what he looks like, always haunting the roof.
Why do people have the feeling of "like"?
When she was a child, she went to several orphanages and didn't talk much. She said that she thought she was abandoned by her mother, so she was afraid of being disliked by others, and she was afraid of being disliked when she opened her mouth to ask questions; so at the beginning, she was not a good reporter when facing seniors, because she could not ask questions.
She often cried, but seldom cried for herself. She knew her life experience, and when facing her adoptive father, she couldn't help crying because she couldn't tell her father immediately, for fear that her father would not be able to bear it. Zhenhou chased her away, but she didn't leave. She cried and said to him: If you let me go, you will cry. She followed in his footsteps crying and told him: it's okay, come back if you can't find any evidence. She cried so sadly that he could not bear it alone.
She is also brave, and hopes to become a brave and wise reporter herself.
Why a reporter? In this way, she can logically say things that she could not ask or dare not ask before. She wants to be a stronger self. In this way, she may be able to find her life experience and find her parents who don't want her. Her heart is knotted.
Why Healer and Fengxiu?
When she saw Healer's picture on the wall, she was probably out of curiosity, maybe it was hormones at work.
It was not until later that he appeared frequently and protected her in various dangerous situations. She began to look forward to his appearance and took the initiative to ask him out. Like Dad said, Healer is powerful and can protect her. Like a little girl, she was addicted to such protection.
When she met Fengxiu, he was a junior who didn't understand anything, he was strangely stuttering, timid and pitiful, and when he was frightened, he ran away and left her alone.
Feng Xiu is too much like her when she was a child, the one who cried so hard that she was easily frightened and didn't understand anything. She couldn't help but want to protect him.
She choked him, never treating Fengxiu as a man.
When did it start to change?
Maybe it was something in her heart, she picked up the phone and told him; maybe he took her to the secret base on the roof, she remembered that she also had such a secret base when she was a child; maybe she was trembling in the elevator, Fengxiu When holding her hand tightly; maybe when Fengxiu appeared on the rooftop covered in blood, she was so panicked that she was afraid of losing him like this.
Therefore, she always takes him with her in her attendance and her life. In a sense, Feng Xiu is actually the one who was weak and helpless.
When she heard Feng Xiu's confession, she was a little hesitant.
This kid was completely different from her ideal type, but she was moved. She talks to Fengxiu more.
You can easily tell Feng Xiu what you can't tell your seniors, Healer, and your father, and easily reveal it to Feng Xiu's camera.
In front of Healer, she was passive, afraid that he would leave and could not even open her eyes; in front of Fengxiu, she could stay, leave, watch him, bully him, and even make a noise.
There is an ideal type in Cai Rong's confidence, which is the entrance to a better future, but she also needs an exit, an exit that is close at hand. And Fengxiu is her outlet, a part of her that is deeply hidden in her heart.
Therefore, when Healer and Fengxiu gradually overlapped, we met Cai Rongxin, a past and future. He has her past and also promises a safe and beautiful future.
He is a safe haven and her solid backing. He understands her helplessness; he resists her fear; he says he cannot live without her for her future.
Such a Xu Zhenhou, how could he not like him.
In the face of such a strong love, many people will lose themselves and "make".
Rong Xin would not, she could push him away rationally and with a smile, and get into the bed herself; she could throw off his back hug, order him to step back one meter, and ignore his "go to bed"; when he was worried about her, She let him leave with confidence; she wanted him to become ordinary, to see her father, and to live a solid life.
When he lost Healer's aura, she would still look at him with a smile, "complaining" about his snooze.
The most powerful thing about Cai Rongxin is that no matter how much he likes it, he will not overdo it.
What kind of person is Xu Zhenhou?
Healer runs errands for money, walking on rooftops and running between tall buildings. He can see the location of the monitor at a glance, see a person's weakness, he can also be nervous about seeing his father-in-law, and stare for fear of her disappearing.
He could easily shake off the group of people who were following him, or he could stick to Cai Rongxin's shoulder all the time, wrap his hands around her in front of her, and gently stick to her hair.
In front of others, he is always cold. Compared to Cai Rongxin, he is the one who was truly abandoned.
When he was young, dissatisfaction and resentment lingered in his heart. When he saw his mother crying sadly, he still gave in and picked up the clothes that his mother bought and put them on for himself.
When he was an adult, when he saw the master who had disappeared for many years reappeared, he was still relieved in his anger.
Facing Cai Rongxin, it was initially to protect her for money, but later it became a habit. He told the aunt: I entrusted myself to stay by Cai Rongxin's side.
Why Cai Rongxin?
More often, during the day and night, Healer and Fengxiu looked at her from different angles.
He saw her helplessness and also lost her mother. She insisted on her mother's old mobile phone just as he insisted on visiting her remarried mother; her adoptive father, like his master, constantly input positivity and optimism to them.
As he first met, when Cai Rongxin tried to discourage suicide on the rooftop, he knew that she was him, someone who had the same experience and mood, but was stronger.
When encountering a gangster, she protected him and told him: I will block it, and the younger generation should run away. He was a little surprised, but this should be the first time, he no longer left him righteously, but stood in front of him.
This is probably the beginning of love that Zhenhou himself did not realize.
He was amazed at her frankness, that he could directly say what was on his mind and the person he liked, which was where he was clumsy and could never speak.
Sometimes he couldn't say it, for fear that she would abandon him just like everyone else, and even more afraid to bring her danger;
sometimes he even expected her to ask: I can only answer you if you ask me.
He understood her preciousness, and before she finished speaking, he told her: I will not leave you.
He likes her, she will take care of Fengxiu like a sister, like a mother, and will seduce Healer like a lover.
Everything is so beautiful, when the lover, the person who is afraid of leaving, and the person who protects with force, comes to your room through layers of levels, gets into your quilt, and nestles in your arms.
It seems that he has been living in a cold room where he can breathe out white air, and she is a warmth in his longing that he does not know.
is that true? won't disappear, will it? He wants to hold that warmth all the time, so that he won't leave.
He has his own ideas, but if it goes against her, he firmly says: I will follow her, and I can't live without her.
It turns out that there is really a kind of love, there is no far-fetched match, neither tossing nor pretentious, it is pure similarity and sweet complementation.
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