The loneliness of Rio Futaba

No one likes being alone, they just don't want to lose friends, they don't want to be disappointed.

——Haruki Murakami, "Norwegian Forest"

The Futaba chapter of "Youth Pig Head Can't Dream of Bunny Girl Senior Sister" is over. The story of this spectacled girl is only two short episodes, and the completeness of the plot is slightly lacking compared to the previous two chapters, but in her story The word "loneliness" is written from beginning to end.

The word "loneliness" is often used in youth pain literature. Adolescent boys and girls have vigorous vitality, and excess hormones drive them away. They looked around, hoping someone would stop and listen to their inner distress.

People who are willing to stop and listen, we call them "friends."

In Futaba Riyo's story, she has only two friends. One who always stands out, like a funny penguin. The other one shines brightly in the crowd, a warm and handsome young man.

And she herself, like a child playing hide-and-seek, hides deeply, but waits for the one who discovers her.

Penguin and Pippi find her, and the three of them become friends. Three people with very different personalities have a harmonious relationship and get along in a strange and interesting way.

That penguin is called Azusagawa Sakuta, and the elegant son is called Kunimi Yuzhen.

Penguin is a troublesome guy who always gets into something inexplicable, which he believes is the so-called "Adolescent Syndrome", a strange disease that can cause strange phenomena.

Liyang Futaba and Young Master Pian Pian often rack their brains for this penguin. Although they hurt him, they still do their best for him. After all, they are friends.

For Shuangye Liyang, Young Master Pianpian was the first person to discover Shuangye Liyang.

At the end of get out of class when the weather was fine and the sun was shining brightly, the young man brought a piece of chocolate bread to find Liyang Shuangye who was hungry, like a prince with a sword hanging from his waist, and opened her heart with a kind and warm smile, so she His eyes could no longer be taken away from Young Master Pianyan.

People, it has always been difficult for the sea to be in the water. If the first one is the best, the later ones are no longer ranked.

Two friends, Liyang Shuangye silently likes the elegant son among them. Penguin was always laughing and teasing her, letting her confess, but she could say it with her frankness. Besides, this kind of friendship is already precious.

Friendship, how beautiful, it is the mortal enemy of loneliness.

In just two episodes of the animation, we know that Futaba Riyo's parents are often away from home. Before she went to high school, when she didn't meet the two of them, Liyang Futaba was always alone, and it was always natural to be alone, and loneliness did not seem to come to her side.

But once she knew the beauty of friendship, loneliness grew in her psyche. The cruelest thing in the world is not not having it, but losing it after getting it.

Finally one day, Young Master Pian Pian has a girlfriend. In order not to destroy the relationship between them, Futaba Riyo deeply buried his heart. After that, Penguin also has his own girlfriend.

The two friends have their own lives, and Liyang Futaba feels very scared, wondering if they will go away. Whether it's the handsome boy or the penguin, they have already become an indispensable part of her life, and she doesn't want to go back to a world alone.

Riyo Futaba felt the fear of being alone. She didn't want to hold back her two friends, so she secretly signed up for a social media account and posted private photos of herself on it, trying to get new people to find her.

Her strong self-esteem cannot tolerate such a shameful manner, yet she longs for the friendship of others. Contradictory psychology has contributed to Futaba Liyang's "Youth Syndrome", and she has become two people.

Are there identical people in the world? In those urban legends, there are three people with the same face in the world.

Both of them are Liyang Futaba, and one has a ponytail and put on contact lenses to represent her desire. One still faces the sky, with a strong self-esteem. One of them lived at home, commuting to and from school, and the other was boarding in an Internet cafe, fearful and anxious.

Penguin discovers their secrets, and as a friend, he runs between the two, trying to stop one of them from posting pictures and trying to make them back to one person.

How can such a thing be simple? Two extreme personalities, but the same indifference. The penguins swam frequently, and the young man also noticed.

Young Master Pian Pian said to Penguin that if Futaba had something to do, he must be notified in time, he would arrive immediately, and the two smiled knowingly.

The Futaba Liyang who was going to and from school was harassed because of those photos. She clutched the penguin's shirt tightly and hid behind him, like a bat exposed to the sun, with nowhere to run.

Frightened, she told the penguin everything, and the penguin picked up the phone and called the young man out in the middle of the night. Looking at the smiling penguin and the dashing young man, she suddenly realized that she was not alone.

They played fireworks together by the sea, the fire was warm and bright, and the faces of the two became clearer. In this dark night, the three of them made an appointment to watch the fireworks display together.

And another Futaba Liyang disappeared on the night of heavy rain, and the penguin came to the empty classroom against the storm. The dark and dark room was like Futaba Liyang's heart at this time, inferior and sensitive.

Penguin offered her an invitation to a fireworks display, and she yelled at him angrily, venting her emotions, hysterical like a child who lost a toy. The penguin, however, passed out due to exhaustion from running in the rain.

In the ward of the hospital, this Futaba Liyang finally let go. She picked up the phone and said to her other self:

I also want to go to the fireworks display

The same wish turned the two Shuangye Liyang back into one person. She sat on the steps with the penguin and the elegant boy and looked into the distance. The sky was covered with dazzling fireworks like shooting stars, illuminating everyone's eyes. Who is there? Looking at the twinkling stars? What kind of wish do you make?

She expressed her intentions to Young Master Pian Pian, but did not ask for an answer. The past seemed to appear in front of her eyes, yes, on that dark night, on the long sandy beach, the graceful boy and the clumsy penguin who were thought to leave surrounded her, blocking the whistling The wind ignited the warm fireworks.

Yes, you never left because we were friends. If I get lost in the rainy night, you will find me in the dark classroom and take me out of that lonely cage.

It's great to have you as friends.

Haruki Murakami wrote in "Norwegian Woods": No one likes loneliness, they just don't want to lose friends and be disappointed.

We are always rejecting others, why is it not because we are afraid of losing? Who would want to be alone? In fact, each of us is a stubborn dead child, showing his teeth and claws to passers-by on the site we have enclosed, but we hope that someone can reach out to us and lead us out.

Until one day, someone reached out to us. We froze in place, wriggling, undecidedly stepping out of our predicament, tasting something different from loneliness for the first time.

That kind of thing we call friendship, and the people who reach out, we call them friends.

The Futaba is only two episodes long, and it's a harder story to grasp than those teenage romances. But when I was watching, these words of Haruki Murakami always surrounded my ears, so I wrote them down.

Regarding Shuangye's feelings for Guojian, some people say that Fenglingdu is Guo Xiang's unforgettable, and Tie Luohan becomes Zhang Sanfeng's empty melancholy. It's probably the same for Shuangye Yuguo, who has a grave in his heart, where the widow is buried.

This is the end of the brief review of the Futaba chapter. I wrote two paragraphs based on Jiangnan University's "Dragon Race", and we will see you in the next issue.

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Author: Deer Beast

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