Two weeks, five seasons of Prison Break—88 episodes plus a Prison Break special. I watched it all episode after episode in the mood to keep watching it slowly and couldn't keep it at all... Wentworth Miller Michael Schofield was amazed by the tense and ups and downs of the show, and was always addicted to it Mi Shuai's appearance, eyes, lips, voice and his hands... I will be completely obsessed with a person because of a drama, and I will involuntarily pay attention to all his life trends because of a drama. The satisfaction and loss after watching the play made me even more unable to explore more about his personal experience.
I watched all the short videos and interviews about him that I could see, including the Luyu appointment he made in China a long time ago.
Different pupils, multi-national mixed race, Princeton University... The ups and downs of acting career, the first love of the American drama hero, the rough and dark experience, the self-rejection of homosexuality, depression, obesity, silence, until finally I was able to openly and honestly face the Myself, announcing coming out, but you can still clearly feel his nervousness, anxiety, fear, and even overwhelm when you watch his speech... This kind of speech makes me feel very real, not a superstar with the spotlight surrounding the cult But ordinary people with real pain and unease, surrounded by despair and pressure... Showing sincerity, pain, self-examination... Unconsciously, it is really not that easy for a person to succeed, how much do you need to experience The external test and the recognition and honesty of oneself that others cannot see are required, which we call ability and courage respectively.
He referred to his dark times as "survival mode," a word that made me feel a little bit of that real choked desperation... the kind of desperation that makes you even think about survival. …When you are always afraid of a certain part of your body and mind, rejecting him, denying him, ignoring him, then you will never be able to truly please yourself, truly make yourself feel happy, and you will not be able to get the approval of the outside world, no matter how much you achieve in the outside world. The lack of self that cannot be made up for by any success, and even makes oneself more unable to accept their own shortcomings. Therefore, all success should be based on sacrifice and suppression of oneself. What about gays, we just want the people we love to really love us too. When you have a little something special that most people don't recognize, it really takes a little courage to despise everything in order to keep going until he becomes your armor, a memorable experience at the end of your story. I have always believed that whether it is a good or bad experience, as long as it is profound enough, it is the only experience in your special life period, the memory and wealth of your life. As long as I have experienced it and grown up~ I am grateful to have such a Mi Shuai for giving me a profound experience of watching dramas. It's been 14 years since the first season, but every day there are people who just start watching the show, so it's never too late for I love you.
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