benefit/cost

Come on, this time it's my turn to stroke it.

First of all, there is no doubt that this is a double male lead drama, the first male Freddie, the second male Jimmy. Women are similar to things, and they serve the plot.

Who is Freddie, in a nutshell, a twisted Jimmy chef.

Does Tang Tian cry in everything she plays? Freddie is a fiery child, stubborn and selfish, because the existence of "brother" represented by Jimmy in his world is overwhelmingly high. F and J are both blood brothers and brothers in the gang, so F trusts J more, and accordingly has higher requirements for his loyalty.

F first of all is the kind of person who will not bow down to the pomegranate skirt, whether it is perfunctory and domestic violence to his wife, injured or trying to get information, he will go to his lover to have sex, or there is no love at all, see me and Maggie together The retching rape, even the attention to the dancer's body in the bar and the mischievous woman in the mouth, can be seen under the behavior of changing women, such as changing clothes, revealing that F does not treat women unequally, nor does he How to pursue the love between men and women is more about the satisfaction of the desire to conquer the bestiality.

Secondly, F has a twisted parent-child relationship. F's father is a big boss of the previous generation, and he is cruel and romantic for a long time. If he were to put his father's position in his heart in order, it should be lover > son > wife. Because his father not only let go of harsh words to his son for the sake of his lover, but also after hurting his wife, he was able to talk and laugh with his son when he thought he was recognized by his son. This kind of scum might think that his son can still share his happiness as a man 8⃣️There is nothing to say?️. As for F's mother, she is also a ruthless person from the side. Of course she understands what her child will do, but she chooses to incite rather than restraint; later, her father is blind and paralyzed, and she is also The way the devil mother sells face masks, a little sweet and stable, and even a little pity, isn't this a real-life joke: when he was young, he hooked up everywhere, so I broke his legs and pushed him every day. Get out in the sun. And the family established by F is inevitably influenced by his parents. Like his father, he does not care about his wife and is romantic, but he will not be serious about women outside (the kind of seriousness that promises and pays the price), I Presumably because of the shadow his father left him, he looked down on men who were serious about San'er at all. As for his own children, he is actually indifferent, because he lacked his father's love in his growth, so it seems that he never learned the ability to love his own children as a father. In conjunction with the previous point, he does not cherish love Therefore, the situation of "the child is the crystallization of the woman I love and my love (I know this is a vulgar metaphor)" does not exist because the premise does not exist.

As he said, he began to mix socially when he was very young, and coupled with his lack of family belonging, the capitalist brotherhood became the most sacred relationship in his heart. What kind of friendship are gangster brothers? A deadly relationship. Means complete trust and trust. But after all, they are a bunch of stunners, and they can't help F become mature, especially in terms of self-control and emotional intelligence. If you think about it, your parents tell you what you can’t do. No matter how much you love to eat, you can’t overeat. If you want to eat, you should not grab it, but earn it. And friends, being with friends is unlimited indulgence, and friends always agree. Your decision, encourages your desire, and maybe even if you're full, he's not full and asks you to eat two more bites. It's cool to live like this, straightforward and simple, but it's hard to grow up, and you've really become an adult like a "blown up child". And the missing sense of family belonging (lack of love) makes him always in a state of extreme insecurity, manifested as suspicious and irritable, superficially strong and irritable, and even evolved into a self-destructive tendency, irresistibly overdoing it madness.

So what does a child's world look like? A child's world is pure, black and white, and hysterical. The gangster relationship occupies the vast majority of F's life and growth, which is pure; even if it is a decision made out of mature considerations (for you, me, and everyone), he easily and even a little inexplicably feels Being betrayed, translate and translate, as long as you don't tell him, you are betrayal, regardless of the motive or the result, it is black and white; he kills, gougs his eyes, beats his father, robs, rapes his best friend's wife, everything In fact, they all exceeded the price the other party should pay, and they didn't even care about their own interests. This was hysterical. And there is no doubt that Jimmy, who is both a blood relative and a good friend, is the most cherished and trusted by F, but too pure and strong emotions are too much, and the ensuing backlash hurts the feelings of both parties. An unequal relationship, and people who are connected at both ends. F's resentment, intolerant of explanation and reconciliation towards J's seemingly fussy or even naive attitude is because he loves (big fog, broad love) J a little more, and J sees the relationship between the two as a win-win situation Partner / strong alliance, relatives are relatives, business is business, I work with you, just want everyone to make money together, if I am not ruthless enough, you will come, if you are not skilled enough, I will come. Therefore, J's consideration has always been the consideration of maximizing interests. F is different, even if he doesn't do it, the various factors in the previous article have shaped him today, and he may not be able to control many things in his subconscious. J is a rational person, while F acts intuitively (in this kind of family environment, he must always think about it, and it is easy for him to become depressed, which is also the way of F himself).

In fact, F was just making a fuss, and J didn't coax him well. The two of them also twisted their tongues and didn't talk about it in time. At the same time, they felt that how could you hurt me so much, and they didn't come to explain and say good things, and they didn't realize their mistakes; at the same time, they felt that I was doing this for your own good, you I have 8⃣️ with a B number in my heart, it is obvious that I have the same feelings for you as always. Look at it, explain it, bros, let you all make big news with your muffled voices.

I'm so tired, there are still many papers, and I'll come back and make up later. I thought you all needed a second brush, the plot has a lot of details, and Tang Tian handled a lot of it himself.

And the dividing line ———— The first part of the update is as follows

Charlotte is very good, only she can give me the feeling that Tang Tang and I are evenly matched, and my love brain always thinks that they are the reincarnation of Heathcliff and Catherine in England in the 80s.

The characters are very three-dimensional. Even if Freddie is scumbag, he still has the person he can't let go of the most. It should be Jimmy. He is like a irritable child, stubborn and selfish, he hurts people recklessly, and he can't tolerate the slightest disappointment.

In the end, it is not the wicked who live to the end, but the ruthless. Freddie is just ruthless in killing people, but his heart is not ruthless. He is indifferent to people who don't care, but he has people who care; and the people he cares about, I don't know if they care about him that much.