"Have you ever thought you were such a tiny being on this earth? I felt that way, and I can't forget it."
"When I was in sixth grade, I went to a baseball game with my whole family, and when we got to the field, Before, I didn't have any interest in baseball or anything, but when I got there, I was taken aback, and I looked around, and all I saw were people. The people across from the baseball field were moving like grains of rice, and I I thought that at that time all the human beings in Japan were concentrated in this space. Then, I asked my dad how many people there were. Dad replied that if the place was full, it would be about 50,000 people. The game is over. Afterwards, the street from the stadium to the station was crowded with people. When I saw this scene, I was stunned. It seemed that so many people were actually just a tiny part of the population of Japan. When I got home, I used a calculator to calculate, The population of Japan is about 100 million and tens of millions. This is what I learned from the sociology class. If you divide it by 50,000, it is only 1/2000. I am stunned again. I am only 50,000 in that stadium. One of the people, so many people on that court was just one of those 2,000. Before that, I always felt like a little bit of a different person, having a great time with my family and feeling my own The class was filled with people who were more interesting than anywhere else in the world, but at that time I realized that it was not like that. What happened in the class that I thought was the most interesting in the world, these are actually in any school in Japan. It happened. In the eyes of everyone in Japan, these are just ordinary things. When I noticed this, I suddenly felt that the world around me had faded. I brushed my teeth at night and went to bed, woke up in the morning and had breakfast, thinking of These are actually extremely common things that everyone is doing, and they suddenly feel bored for some reason. Moreover, as long as there are so many people in the world, there must be some of them that are not common at all. I am convinced that there are people with very interesting lives, but why not me. I have been thinking about this issue until I graduated from elementary school, and finally realized that interesting things can’t wait. I just want to change myself, I'm not a girl who can only wait, I want to let the world know, I actually did it, but in the end I didn't get anything. By doing this, I unknowingly became a high school I still believe there will be some changes.”
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Everyone is different
, everyone is
the same, different is meaningless, it's new to me Experience
why live in someone else's world
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