I finally watched Le Rayon vert last night, watching a woman go to those embarrassing places again and again in order to avoid the loneliness in the eyes of the world, and be embarrassed with many people. There is really nothing to talk about. As long as a person walks silently in the forest and walks on the road, he will not meet anyone. In this way, a person weeps because of the insignificance of nature, or because of his own insignificance and loneliness. Give yourself an unnecessarily long explanation at the dinner table, or to someone in a hurry. But what to explain? Explain why you are always alone? Why be vegetarian? Why don't you like to chase people? Why can't you get out of the shadow of lovelorn for a long time?
Maybe there is no way to explain everything, and explanations only give people mental and psychological comfort. In the end, she still won't casually chat up people on the go, dance together and get drunk together, spend the night together, forget each other, and separate from each other.
How lonely are people themselves to do such things? And alone at home, living alone, is it lonely?
For me, a Gemini Sun in Capricorn, seeing Rohmer's green light last night resonated too much. It makes me feel that there are still people in the world who can perceive the most subtle emotions of human beings, not rashly or impulsive, but quietly lay out in front of the audience. Now a person is celebrating the festival in Brussels, but what festival? Family and friends are gone, and I don't want to go back to Rotterdam to be with people who don't like them that much.
Watching a movie quietly and warmly alone at home is really better than drinking a group of people who can't play together, have no chat, and not enough fun to be with crazy people.
Of course, G said to me, what's your New Year's plan? Are you always going to find friends to spend time with? Otherwise, you're not home alone while the crowd outside is jubilant. Aren't you going to be lonely?
Then I thought, this is the difference between me and him. Some people will find other people who also want to solve their loneliness in order to solve their loneliness, just to not look lonely; and I have experienced too many alone moments since I was a child, so I feel that it does not matter.
And the scene where the woman met the Swedish female tourist on the beach was so familiar to me. There are always those people who will meet other people who are easy to be happy and entertained as company, aren't they? But I, but I, will not be like that anyway.
I also hope to meet someone while reading quietly at the station. Yes. Encounter, instead of looking for it yourself, go after it. Just met, arranged, and destined to speak together and exchange a period of time with each other.
I feel more and more that everything happens for a reason. Like women, I believe in many coincidences. Green is my brother's favorite color, and when I woke up this morning, I suddenly found that the bar opposite my house was called L'Ane Vert.
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