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Dawn 2022-10-16 14:36:46

I only wrote rambles to one person. Nothing to do with the movie. Welcome onlookers, enter with caution.

I don't know what I'm thinking about White Day. This city that you hate, but is tolerant of me, is snowing heavily, from morning to night.
Truly White Day.
My guy, told me it's a day for girls to do something for boys.

Although that traditional authentic Valentine's Day, you did nothing for me but abandoned me again the first 2 days and made me cry silently until my pillow was soaked in the cold night at my grandma's house.
Ahem...

but I'll do something for you anyway.
Not even doing anything.

This is just a review written for that person. Everyone is welcome to pass by, but I just hope that it will not get in the way of everyone's eyes...
and don't beat the bricks...
because I just wrote to that person.

I ignored you within 24 hours, only 8 calls were made and 8 were pressed by me, and only three or five messages were not returned. Just texting me saying I'm so tired.
It makes me feel cold and want to sneer and pity you.

Like a childish threat. It's like a cold determination.
I don't care which one it is.
I'm afraid of breaking your heart. I am also afraid of breaking my heart.

The heart is like origami, how can it stand rubbing.
I can't bear to put you down no matter what.
I don't want to be like what Chen Qizhen sang in the superficial peace, I'm afraid you will hurt my heart.

However, anyway, you said tired, not once or twice.
Even if it gets worse, you let me go, not once or twice.


You are not tired alone.
Holding hands for the first time, you don't love me, you pretend to love me.
The first time you let go, you quickly have a new relationship, with a passion I've never had the pleasure of getting.
Once again to hold hands you hesitated at the last moment and gave up again.
I want to hold hands again, you said that you can't lie to yourself, making me cry like an idiot in your arms.
I want to hold hands again, I drag that body to drag you here and there, afraid that the road is too short in the cold night.

These are all of my own will. You never asked me.
When I do these things, although I am very unhappy, I am also very happy.

But please see clearly, it's me who never let go after repeated defeats and battles.
I was the one who took my hand away and held yours with all my strength.

These are all of my own will. You never asked me.
It doesn't rule out that possibility, you'll be happier if you let me go.

Just please don't blame me for always being suspicious. Please don't blame me for not believing you. Please don't blame me for always torturing you and yourself.
Please don't blame me for being so stupid.
Please think about it, after so much experience, how can I gently hook your hand with peace of mind?
How can I not hold tight until it hurts you and me?

I am also very tired. I am also afraid. My heart is also very fragile.

I shouldn't be so arrogant and cold. I shouldn't always say things you don't like to hear.
I don't pretend to be pitiful. I don't pretend to be pure. I don't try to please you.

Frankly, I don't really want anything from you either.
I don't have money to eat, I can pay for it. I can't pay, then we don't go out to eat.
I don't need you to send me gifts. You are also not graciously sending gifts to your ex-girlfriend. Ha ha.
I don't even need you to give me a topic that much. I can find others to help me.

Maybe it's because she's not devoted enough to you that you're so keen on her?
I also don't want to dig deeper.
This woman once said the following remarks: A boy is like a puppy. If you wave to him, why won't he come? If you ignore him, he will follow him.
I think she is higher than me.
I also thought about whether it is really human nature. Should I learn something like this.
But after thinking about it, it was really boring. I'm not interested in playing tricks with you, ignoring you is not to whet your appetite, I just feel confused and can't figure out myself.
As Xiao s sang, I don't need means and scheming. I do not want anything.
I just want to watch a movie with you hand in hand.
I just want to pester you every day to listen to your sweet words.
I just want to listen to your breathing in your arms.

The girl who was with you after me and before me came to our dorm yesterday.
what did she say. In the end it made me totally angry. Although it is still calm on the surface. But I'm ready for a protracted battle.
I'm even more angry than when she came to me before you were together.
I just can't bear to be bullied by others and look down on you.
I'm just stupid.

I think I need to find something to end my conflicted state.
I wandered around, looking at this and that, hoping for a little hint of God. I called Zhang San and spent a lot of money, just for the silence on both sides, which made me feel the pain was temporarily relieved. I didn't even write my homework. Oops.

I can't see you, and I can't see myself.

I'll go see later.

It was as if God had put a thought into my head.

The previous part has been read several times on and off.
Different people have different loves, like warm water in a wine glass full of beautiful symbols.
The more I look at it, the more desperate I feel.
I have always believed in true love until now.
It's just that I probably can't believe subconsciously that true love is happening to me now.
True love for something as sublime as it sounds. I don't believe it will happen to me, like I don't believe someone proposes to me with a five-carat diamond ring, like I don't believe you pull a ring out of your pocket and say you can't live without me.

Whenever I think of you, I don't know if it's because of the accumulation of sadness in the past, or a bunch of superstitions about constellation fortune-telling or something, I always can't believe that you love me.
I have never felt safe. I've never been really happy.

Thinking of you dealing with such a person makes me feel sorry for you.
But thinking about the past between us, I don't think there is anything wrong with me.

But the more you think about it, the more likely you will not love it. It's the legendary law of attraction.

I've been calculating tradeoffs.
My love for you, I need your presence in my life force.
Your love for me, do you have to have me in your life force. Converted to my risk.
external resistance. My parents and friends. Converted to resistance.
If true love really exists, then I have to bear the loss of missing a right person after being with you.

I've been confused for so long, and today I suddenly realized that what I'm converting is just such a little thing.

This kind of thing can be very simple and very complex.

Refinement, what is the probability that I meet the right person? What if you don't meet?
How sad will my parents and friends be? Will you give up on me?
In fact, it is all about fear of the unknown, and astrology and fortune-telling are so prevalent. I've always been obsessed with horoscopes, I've been avoiding my responsibilities, and I've always wanted someone to tell me that a better future is bound to come.
Now I try to let go of this fear.

and also. How much of my need for you, how much of your need for me is animal instinct, how much is my unwillingness, how much is inertia, and how much is because we need a person to accompany us.

If there is true love in the legend, then these should not be considered love.
But without these, there is nothing left.

It is said that the feeling of love, the happiness that love brings, is only the effect of chemical substances in the body. This source doesn't sound very noble either.

Actually you are right. Maybe it's just wishing the other person well.
Then you must love your sister more than me.
I'm mortal, and I'm just jealous. Ha ha ha ha.
It's really not easy for me to get it...

so I'm going to find an answer.
I guess I found it. Play a little bit of my escape and fear and say, presumably God, put this thought into my head.

I think people should follow their own feelings.
People in the movie are saying that, heart throbbing, looking into his eyes, some kind of feeling, tossing a coin, hahaha.

My drawer master said that love is always frivolous. The Lord of Drawers has always been the greatest! !

Why should I live so heavy like a miser holding on to love?

We are together because we are happy together. We feel warm together.
We are together because I will miss you. You will want to circle with me.
= = Of course you might just because I was the only woman around at the time and willing to talk to you...

I think I have to listen to my true feelings. Not so much calculation.

No sincere feeling is ever full of reason. This is what I once told you.
You'd better tell me with certainty and certainty whether you really listen to your own feelings and think that I am 96 drops of blood.

After all, it's not so easy to overcome your own bad character...you have to be on my side.

The lyrics of the old song popped into my head. I didn't experience it before, but now I think there is a reason why everyone still loves to sing in KTV after all these years.

Love really needs courage ,
as long as your eyes affirm my love, my love has
meaning . If my strong willfulness

will accidentally hurt
you That strong ending. i don`t care life is too short to be wondering what if sometimes you just gotta live and see what happens even if you get hurt sometimes you could only feel something if you take a risk and i I`m taking the risk. Although in the end Michal and Yi are separated, but we are not them. Even in the end we. I'm willing to take the risk and make a public confession post, don't scold me. If you see it, better call the tenth and take me to dinner. I haven't eaten anything since noon yesterday. I want to eat grilled wings~





















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  • Charlyne Yi: What is true love?

    Little girl: Love is when you love each other so much, like us girls love Chris Brown

  • Nicholas Jasenovec: What are you and Micheal Cera instant messaging about?

    Charlyne Yi: He says... I don't know he's being annoying. He said he wants to elope and I said...

    Nicholas Jasenovec: He asked if you wanted to elope?

    Charlyne Yi: 'No, I don't know you.'