After watching "My King" in the evening, I felt so sad that I had to go for a walk in the community. It was dark as I walked, and the huge neon lights on the hospital building across the road lit up, and white lights covered my road.
The movie doesn't tell anything that I don't know, nor is there any earth-shattering miracle of love. It's just a story about a couple who have fallen in love for ten years. Of course, many of the details can be said to be a major event in life when they are spread out or changed from a different style. But you don’t even have to put it in the context of the entire human society or the grand universe, just put it in. In the whole life you have gone through, you will find that the earth-shattering things you once called are so common.
The heroine of the movie, Tang Ni, is also an ordinary-looking girl who looks very honest and not very conspicuous. Like many such girls, she has a low self-esteem and lacks confidence in her own charm, but she also has something that she didn't realize, which is very good, that is, the surging passion in her heart and the vigorous vitality in her body. And a huge energy.
I think this is also the reason why she can't believe it, she can attract Giorgio. He is handsome, free and easy, charming and artistic. He owns his own restaurant. He talks humorously. He is generous and generous. He is very sexy. His charm is male and female. His ex-girlfriends are all supermodels and celebrities, and after the breakup Still love him, and chase after him.
If it hadn’t been for drinking too much, Tang Ni would have no courage to seduce the male god, and he would have taken the bait, but this is not the most incredible. The most incredible is that he fell in love with her and used all kinds of Ways to please her, propose to her, want to stay with her for life, hold their son, and weep with happiness.
But when Tony was with him, she was completely changed. He not only opened her body, but also opened her heart. Once the old honest girl became crazy, even the male gods were surprised, and she became more and more Confident, he is also proud of her.
But...Yes, but here it comes. She gradually discovered his various problems. She was irresponsible. She always wanted to leave her to play with her friends. She owed a debt. She mortgaged the furniture her mother had left her. The ex-girlfriend repeatedly entangled and even made trouble. Suicide, he refused to refuse, and even quarreled with her about it. To escape the trivialities and quarrels in the married life, just rent a house and move out. Hoping to maintain her own independent space in her marriage, she went to see his newly rented house while pregnant, only to find that he was preparing for a party.
She is not to be outdone, often quarreling, drinking crazy in front of his friends, accusing all his friends, accusing him, embarrassing him... Relatives and friends persuaded her to leave him, he did not let go, but every time After the second, she couldn't help but apologize and go to him. Even if she knew that he was a drug addict, she still couldn't give up on him. Even after the divorce, she couldn't help but think about it. Chased him back and started to seduce him again, wanting to come back to him, and he would get the bait every time.
She resented him deeply, and her heart was full of grievances. In order to love him, she devoted everything she had to, lay down her self-esteem, suffered all the pain and torture, forgive him, accept him, and restore him over and over again, but why he couldn’t get rid of this turmoil What about the child’s habits? He obviously loves her.
In the end, it was Giorgiou who hit her to the point with a single sentence. He said that you seduce me first, and then you seduce me again and again, because you like someone like me. If it weren't for me, there would be other people just like me.
He asked her, wasn't this me who you loved back then? But you want to reform me again.
It suddenly dawned on her that Giorgio actually knew herself better than she thought, because she was too ordinary, low self-esteem, and her inner wildness did not dare to release, so she would be obsessed with that arrogant arrogance, with the self-confidence and pride of a king. The wildness is hard to find, bohemian, irresponsible, full of sexy fascinating Giorgiou. Because he is the person deep in her heart and hopes to be the person she wants to be, she hopes that she has his ability and charm, and she hopes that she is as dazzling and charming as him in the eyes of everyone.
It is precisely because she cannot reach it that she is deeply infatuated with such a man. She wants to use his power to release herself, so she cannot hate him, should not hate him, because he is part of her, her life, It's the self she aspires to be. And once she really got her, her other part of herself, the ordinary girl next door, wanted to find a good man to lead a secure married life, she couldn't accept him.
For him, she might also have the same meaning. He knows better than her. She only loves his glorious and glorious side like a king, but only spurs on his fragile side, because he would rather use drugs to sustain his hallucinations. She didn't want to let her see that she was just a common man.
He knows better than her, although she hopes that he will become the kind of ordinary man who loves family life, but if he really becomes like that, she will not love him anymore. As for him, the woman who made him fall in love again and again was also the self he couldn't be.
It's really embarrassing. The most heartbreaking thing about love is not that you love the wrong person, but the ideal lover you have imagined countless times since childhood. It is completely wrong. You completely love the wrong kind of person. The kind of person you like is simply not suitable for you, and you can't handle it. But you always think it's the man's fault, so you switch to the next one, and then switch to the next one, but you don't realize that you are actually falling in love with the same person every time.
The most helpless thing about love is not to love it, but to get it, no matter how hard you try, you can't be together. Until one day, you finally understand that all the people you have wrongly loved are nothing more than yourself.
But what if I understand, there is no ultimate solution to this kind of thing. If you fall in love with a king and enjoy the glory and dazzling, passionate life he brings to you, you are destined to be unable to live a trivial and mediocre married life together. She finally understood herself and what life is, but what the hell can she do if she understands it?
At the end of the movie, they have regained their new lives. They went to see the teacher in their son’s kindergarten together. She watched him walk in, holding his motorcycle hat, wearing cowboy cool, white sneakers, full of vigor, and So free and unrestrained, sexy and charming, she looked at his hair, his ears and nose, staring for a long time.
After ten years with him, she became him. She was more confident and stronger than before. She no longer needed a king because she got everything she wanted, and then lost it. She didn’t have it anymore. Reconciled, she can accept to live with an ordinary man, but she is destined to be even more lonely ever since. She will love his king forever, but they won't be together anymore.
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