I just want to be a child

Trevor 2022-01-21 08:01:26

Approaching the evening, I saw the recommendation of this film in the cat's lane. Said it was about the evil boy, so I couldn't refuse the gloomy heart.
The story begins with a new life in the home of 9-year-old Joshua. Grandparents, parents, and mother are all around the little sister, talking about who the nose looks like and who the eyes look like. Only the uncle sits with him and plays the black and white keys at random. You can see that his uncle likes him very much. The freak product of the incest between the uncle and the mother is quite reasonable.) At the end of the film, only he and uncle are left sitting together and playing the piano, as if he had planned all this in the dark. What is he planning? Who is allowed to stay in planning his own world. Just like Joshua’s worship of Seth, the powerful king of the Egyptian gods, from the beginning, he clarified the means to establish a new family order: when his mother gave birth to himself, she suffered from postpartum depression, and now she gave birth to a younger sister. She, unqualified, chose mental shock to rule out. Grandma's religious fanatic, without distinguishing herself, instilled in herself the desire to satisfy the preaching. She, unqualified, chose a physical attack to rule out. The father evaded responsibility and cared about himself out of duty, but did not understand himself. He, unqualified, chose legal means to eliminate it.
Is the evil boy really evil? He just chose his own way and did what he felt was right. He repeatedly asked his parents, how am I as a child? how am I? In fact, in such follow-up questions, I think what Joshua wants his parents to think about is whether you are qualified as parents? Did you understand me? Or is it just fulfilling my duty to feed me and don't care what I think? He also expressed his love for your parents very seriously. Perhaps he hoped that the relationship between his parents and him could be changed. Including when he was alone with his mother, he hugged his mother and said that mother and father have different meanings. It can be seen that he is looking forward to his mother's protection, love and security from the bottom of his heart. It was as if I was blaming my mother, playing hide and seek once, completely driving my mother crazy. The fly he played at the end of the film seemed to be telling his uncle all this. Uncle's face suddenly changed, looking at him with horror, but he still smiled coldly.
Share the lyrics of the fly, you can understand all the psychology of Joshua, You know they didn't ever have to love me. No, no, no,And no one ever will ever love them now ,Oh, oh, but they they always wanted somehow to save me. Why, oh, why, For pit 's sake, they should've saved themselves .Oh, oh, but you, You always said I never missed a note, I only ever wanted to be with you, I only wanted someone to play.
You Knowing that they don’t have to love me, and no one will love them now (still cold, full of the pleasure of punishing the wrong person’s “parents”), they always want to save my soul, don’t know why, please, they should save it Own. But you (Joshua's uncle), you always say that I never missed a note, (you are the person who understands me best) all I have always wanted is to be with you. I just want to be a real kid, I just want you to play with me.

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Joshua quotes

  • Homeless Man: Can you help me out, little man? Just something. Anything. I'm no chooser here.

    Joshua Cairn: I'll give you five dollars if you let me throw a rock at you.

  • Brad Cairn: I think you're sick, Josh.

    [experimental sniff]

    Joshua Cairn: I don't feel sick.

    Joshua Cairn: Not at all.