I used to meditate like this, I am meditating like this, I will meditate
like
this It is very frightening to
face all the good and bad of life
no matter if you are brave or not
, time will wipe out everything
and then smile to see if you can stand up or not,
if you can walk
on when Kim Yong-ho was heartbroken at the class reunion and was in pain on the bridge When I was screaming,
I was thinking about what he had gone through that made him feel so desperate about his life.
When he saw his first love who was stuck in a tube and couldn't wake
up, all the flaws in his life were awakened one by one. It became clearer and clearer
. Sending people an extreme hatred of this uncontrollable life,
"Why have I experienced such a life, I don't want such a life! I want to go back!"
When he punched and kicked his wife and then made peace with his
lover When the prisoner's methods were cruel and vicious,
I was thinking about his subsequent career failure. Could it be his retribution ? Then I found out that it 's
not that simple.
Everyone has a different life . You don't know the world, you think everything is beautiful , you firmly believe that everything will be beautiful, and your life will be so beautiful, but you grow up, life shows you its true colors, it shows you its green face and fangs, it shows its teeth and claws at you, and you are still I really want to stick to my "good life", but you suddenly realize that you don't know when you've been mixed up with the ugliness of the world. You're annoyed and regretful, but you can't stop or go back.
Maybe it's the law of survival, it's also an instinct. In order to survive, sometimes you need to be bad, even if your heart is pure, even if you can't adapt to the darkness of life, your hands have to touch the ugly
, you're so embarrassed When you grow up, you are dragged by your life.
Whether you like it or not,
one day you are no longer young . You may be
relieved when you look back,
maybe hopeless - like Kim Yong Ho
when he first entered the police station to deal with colleagues and prisoners At
that time, he didn't even dare to take a second glance
. When I saw this, I was thinking that he used to be so innocent and peaceful
, but if he continued to be so innocent and peaceful, he would become a police officer. So the elders
gave him the "opportunity" to "transform",
perhaps because he felt that he had no stronger power to question it, so he had to change himself, bite the bullet and stretch out his fists
The evil in life spreads more and more strongly from here Kai never got used to it until it became a habit
. His hands were stained with ugliness and could never be washed away.
When he teased the clerk in front of Cheng Ren in the restaurant, his future wife,
when he sent Cheng Ren away, he looked back from time to time. When looking at the distant train,
he may just want to keep his "good life" forever
and the way to keep it is to keep his first love - the one who gave him the beginning of the "good life" - away from him and away from what has changed. The bad one is far from the darkness he's been through. Maybe only so that his "good life" can survive and stay in the best of times
, so that the best of him can never get dirty with his dirty hands
. When he panicked and cried and poured blood from his boots during the Gwangju incident,
when he hugged the innocent girl who died because of him and cried to convulsions
At this time, he was still a kind and even cowardly young man, and his eyes were pure and innocent.
He would think that one day he would become a person who would play tricks on the lives of prisoners.
When the military vehicle left the camp and met Chengren and everyone sang on the way.
His focused expression and the way he sings hard is showing Chengren
whether she can see it or not.
This is his first love as pure as a child.
At this time, he will think that one day he will carry his wife to fool around
with him . I packed my things in a panic, but the jar of mints was kicked off by the officer, and
then these white and beautiful mints were smashed by everyone.
I was thinking that Kim Yong-ho's beautiful life was broken. It was not completely broken, but it started to break
. In the beginning, the ugly side of life swept through the waves one after another, eroding Jin Yonghao's life and distorting Jin Yonghao's nature. He was transformed like this
and finally returned to
the classmates' reunion twenty years ago.
Jin Yonghao is a shy and pure big man. The boy is full of beautiful reverie about life and shyly gave out the first bunch of wild flowers in his life. The
demure success gave him a beautiful and ignorant first love. Maybe this beautiful first love made him mistakenly think that a beautiful life has begun.
First love is his beautiful life. The beginning
was also the tiny but enough flames of despair that made him want to end his ugly life.
When he lay in the clearing under the railroad tracks,
leaning against the wildflowers, looking at the blue sky and white clouds in front of him, the happy songs of friends in the distance made
him cry. Are you sighing for the beauty of this time?
It's just that these tears
may have become a tribute to his regrettable life twenty years later. This is
where
he wants to go.
If he can start over, start from here. All life after the change
How wonderful... Who
among us all has
not thought this way?
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