That day, Xiao Si came to invite me to watch a movie and took me to the tennis court. I was a little surprised how he seemed to be enlightened, and I knew what it was called a real miss. I hugged him gently and was surrounded by him, and my hands started to wander around the two of them. All of this is too familiar to me, and I don't need to refuse to accept it.
Suddenly he said, it's good to have a comforting feeling, is it good to be together like this all the time, he's here to protect me.
I find it kind of funny. And funny.
If I wanted to be protected, would I come here to secretly develop a super friendship with you? Look down on me and come to me again, who doesn't know what you want to do. Those who really understand these things will never say.
The moment I pushed him away, I thought of another woman. Her name is Xiaoming. I think of her white face, which makes people feel like a spring breeze; her pretty short hair is full of youth; her plump body hides the restlessness of the boys in private. She is such a woman who clearly satisfies all men's pure joy and secretly contains all men's fantasies of desire. I really don't like her.
How could I like her.
Slicker came to me before, this man was obviously cheating on him and Xiaoming was secretly ambiguous, and he wanted me to top it off. Okay, this coward is afraid that Hani won't dare to openly pick up girls, and fights with the woman who protects the boss and that little tiger, secretly doing good things for me to help him cover. I really want to greet his ancestors and let him find whomever he likes.
Later, the guy named Xiaoma seduced me, and I thought it was funny and naturally agreed. Originally, everyone was just having fun. The pony was handsome and generous, and the powerful family members could not offend anyone, so why not follow him for a while. I want to cheat on the bullshit, get rid of his benevolence and morality, that's it.
But who knows, Xiao Si, that Xiao Ming you like is so smiling and got together with your good brother Pony while you go to church K book. I jokingly looked at his people, wondering if I would get a little revenge if I pierced through his last disguise. Take revenge for the self-righteousness in his savior's mind, tear down Xiao Ming's hypocritical mask of being a bitch with a torii, and pony, and slippery head.
So I locked him in the stadium and told him triumphantly, that day you saw that Slick was on a tryst with Xiao Ming, you know her, why don't you tell her these things. When I finished speaking, I was really angry, everyone is the same rotten, why is everyone revolving around that woman, and I can only be looked down upon. She's beautiful, she's so pitiful, so what, why are these people's minds only visible to the eyes, why am I still angry about these vulgar things, what I want is obviously that I am happy, I just want it .
Later, when I went to the church to book K, I never saw Xiao Si again. Sometimes when I see Xiao Si's second sister, she is full of tears. In fact, everyone has heard of these things, Xiao Si killed Xiao Ming on the street. It was only when I saw his second sister's tears that I was willing to believe that this was true. This fool, ruining his life for such a woman. The world and others can't be changed. I didn't tell him before. Should have locked him up again on the court that day.
However, there has never been such a person who sincerely told me to redeem me, Xiao Si, maybe he was just rehearsing. I sat in a corner of the church, opened the book and started to read, the voices of the choir fluctuated, not very real.
I want to go to his redemption. This group of people only see fakes in their eyes. Who cares if you are a bitch or not and if you like reading books. Xiao Si asked me, and I said, play when it's time to play, and read when it's time to read. What an idiot, why did I tell him this, and he obviously looked down on me the same way.
My name is Xiaocui, I am fifteen years old. I tell myself that I am happy.
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