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Moriah 2022-11-19 17:26:56

I hate this kind of weather.

clear sky

and thunder and lightning

Half and half.

I've been into endless fidgeting again lately, as if everything was going well, but it's actually sucks. I can't really focus on what I want to do, and sometimes I just want to be lazy, "Forget it, that's it".

In the evening, I watched the movie that I stopped a long time ago. I originally learned the language to understand the words in the movies and the books, but I only found the Mandarin version. Indeed, there are many flaws, and the look and feel is a little bad. I would rather watch it. A silent film.

Before watching the movie, the most memorable one should be Mrs. Michelle's secret base, a small study with cats and tea, which is extremely comfortable.

But after reading it, I found that there is more than one thing. She is talking about "death", which is something I have been wandering about. Originally, it was pretty good. It was very comfortable for two people to have the same hobbies. It should be very enjoyable to do one thing together. In the end, the person who was prepared did not die, but a person who had just started a new life died. Isn't this like when I was young? Why is God so unfair?

But it all ended like this, it ended all of a sudden, life came to an abrupt end, and I would never see the person I love again, and I would never see the person who loves me again. She said it was a tragedy, and I felt it was a tragedy, too. The people who died happily died, but the living people have to bear the pain, and I still can't accept my mother's lightness in front of me mentioning Fa Xiao, "The dead xx said that big data is easy to test" and so on, I even thought it was outrageous and impersonal that the army cremated his body that day, and none of us saw him one last time.

I haven't finished drinking that bottle of Bamboo Leaf Green. I can barely remember what he looked like. I don't want to repeat this kind of thing again.

But I can't stand it anymore.

"It's not about death that matters, it's what you think about when you die." "You're preparing to love someone."

But I think the important thing is death, because when you die, you have nothing.

I need something sweet to bleed back and forth, it's so depressing.

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The Hedgehog quotes

  • Paloma Josse: Planning to die doesn't mean I let myself go like a rotten vegetable. What matters isn't the fact of dying or when you die. It's what you're doing at that precise moment.

  • Renée Michel: Happy families are all alike.

    Kakuro Ozu: Every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way.

    [Quoting from Tolstoy's 'Anna Karenina']