You Are The Apple OF My Eye

Jessika 2022-10-25 14:06:01

The first time I watched "The Girls We Chased in Those Years" was in a high school class a few years ago. At that time, I buried my head under the desk, and read those shallow words with trepidation but very seriously. I remember a moment when I also engraved my youth into the novel so hard that every story and monologue seemed to be marked with its own unique code. I still remember that the ending of the story made my heart feel suffocated after being hit hard, and I haven't recovered for a long time.
Until today, the person I imagined walked out of the book and appeared on the screen. Those fresh lives were once again unexpectedly brought into those distant stories.
Even if he is not Shen Jiayi, there may be a boy in his life who has waited for him for many years. He may not like to study hard, and sometimes he is a little childish and ridiculous, but he is very passionate and sunny; even if he is not Ke Jingteng, but There may have been a girl who made herself willing to work hard to become better. Even if she didn't have a high ponytail, she still looked very cute when she smiled. Maybe she also has impressive results and will know how to do it. Sometimes it's stinky.
In fact, no matter who he liked in those years, what he still likes is that young self.

Well, I want to ask, if you are replaced by him.
Have you ever sat one after the other? Actually, this kind of plot is quite ambiguous when you think of it. When you want to call you, use a ballpoint pen to poke your back, and when you respond to the other party, you can turn around naturally, sometimes you can curse and say "you're so bad", and sometimes you can smile and pat The other party's head called out a "fool" in his heart, and sometimes he didn't even say a word, just looking at the other party's eyes and smiling was enough.
Have you dialed that string of well-known numbers in the middle of the night? I always think that using the phone to shorten the distance between two people is also a very delicate thing. Sadness can still easily pull his emotions. You talk about the fun things on your side, and she will follow along. When she talks about the person she hates, you can't wait to rush up to bite him twice. I agree with someone who says ambiguity is the best part of being in a relationship. Because she is not by your side, but can be in your heart. An unspoken relationship is buried deep in memory like a little secret, occasionally throbbing but not lacking in joy. It seems that the next step, with or without results, is worth it. "Well, you are not allowed to be held by other boys." "Okay."
Have you made a similar promise to her? When you know her dream, let her know that you are working hard to get closer to her dream, and let her know that you are waiting for you to get better. This way you can confidently hold her hand and tell her that you will always be together, then get married, have children, and slowly bow your head. So you run non-stop to the future like this, growing up unknowingly, but you don't know that one day your beloved will spread his wings and fly to a farther and wider place. In the movie, during the girl's wedding banquet, the boy said, "When you really like a girl, you won't be completely blessed when you see her marrying someone else. This is true love." Not so generous, in fact, in the end, all I can really do is my heartfelt wishes, wishing my beloved girl a happy wedding.
Have you ever tried to confess, telling her in any novel or vulgar way that I really like you. Like the boys in the story, chasing after her in their own way, will you pretend to be magic to make her happy, or go downstairs to her dormitory with a flute or a guitar and sing a love song? One by one, I delivered to her with tireless and affectionate texts, still jokingly saying that I have liked you for a long time, but I don’t need your answer, because I didn’t ask you if you wanted to be with me, so you can’t refuse Oh me - then I can keep liking you. I think that no matter what kind of confession it is, the girl's green years will be full of happiness, so that as Shen Jiayi said - after being liked by you, you don't feel that other people like you as much as you do I, just some confessions have no text, and some are abruptly missed in the years of contact. For example, some people are the first to draw but are not destined to wait for the moment when they can make a hand. Some people have to wait for their own draw when they can make a hand. Some people are happy when they finally do it, but they find that it is just a bluff. In youth, no one will lose embarrassingly, those unending loves are just a cold that has been drenched in heavy rain.
Perhaps, after all this is marked with a symbol like the end of a period. This can be a phone call before parting, and the words you and she have buried in your heart for many years finally poured down like a heavy rain at the last moment. Together, we recalled the uneasy emotions when we had a secret love, the complicated emotions that I could not guess, and the big and small things that happened over the years. Maybe you will also talk about such topics - "Why didn't you stay with me at that time?" "..." "Actually, I liked you at that time" "..." "But you didn't listen to me. Brave" "..." "But now there is no chance, promise I'm going to get married" "..." "Maybe the other one in the parallel time and space is already together with you, so I envy them." Then she was on the other end of the phone Feeling relieved, you continue to sigh about those beautiful years that you can't go back to, but you are smiling silently on the phone until you burst into tears.
Yes, everything started without a plan, and finally had to end in a panic that everyone was caught off guard. It's never been fated that you will be with whomever you are, it's only fated that you will meet someone and fall in love with that person. Just like the last dialogue between Shen Jiayi and Ke Jingteng -
"Thank you for liking me."
"I also liked the me who liked you back then." That's


about the story. He narrates the past and future of each person in a plain tone, and uses words to freeze their faces from childishness to maturity, as well as the appearance of being far away and gradually getting closer to each other. When the people in the play were laughing and laughing and it seemed that everything was close to perfection, I cried like a mess. With the words "Happy Newlyweds, My Youth" slowly appearing in front of my eyes, my mind is desperately searching for those who have collided with my youth like crazy, and I can't express how much I am. I want to be as faithful to the past as the author is to write a story for my enthusiastic sixteen or seventeen years old as a memorial. Brother Pig told me when he was in high school, you have to record the story between us, and then she has to write a preface, and then she will become famous one day, and then she laughed hahaha. Looking back on it now, it was absolutely beautiful. Shorty said, if I can write down the story and give it to her on her wedding day, it will be the best gift she has ever received. It seems that youth is indeed indescribably precious and unrequited. In post-adolescence, what we can do in addition to recording and retaining memories is to turn the present into the best and sweetest memories for the future.

It was said in a movie that the good thing about getting old is that there is nothing left to lose. When we grow old, even if we are empty-handed, we will embrace the rich past to death. Live, love, cry, laugh, and we won't be left with nothing.

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  • Principle: Jerking off right in class! I have been a teacher for so many years. Have seen strudents who cheat, get into fights, blackmail or even those who beat up teachers. i have seen all kinds of problematic students, but just no perverts like you!

    Ching-Teng Ko: I didn't even ejaculate.

    Principle: And that's an excuse!

  • Ching-Teng Ko: I'm not interested in boys. I'm not interested in girls either.