In fact, it has been several days. It has been half a month since the first draft of the thesis was completed. Although there have been revisions over and over again, as well as classes, lesson preparation, meetings, and reviews, the overall pressure is still relaxed.
In my spare time, I can concentrate on listening to the events of the Ming Dynasty to the point of forgetting to sleep and eat. Xia Yan, Xu Jie, Zhang Juzheng, Gao Gong, Hu Zongxian, Qi Jiguang, Xu Wei, Yu Dayou, Yang Jisheng, Yan Song, Wang Shizhen, Li Shizhen, Jiajing, Longqing, Quan A minister, a counselor, a warrior, an emperor, a person jumps into his eyes, as if he only wrote his name, and the vivid stories in his mind are automatically staged. Really, I love love. Good love love. Countless times I wanted to open Word and put a pen to record these feelings, but I didn't implement them countless times, and those fleeting passions were not left behind. Really, it's a pity.
After the fanaticism of the Ming Dynasty subsided a little, there was an unusually strong animation wind, BL, BG, OVA or TV, theater, everything was beautiful and nostalgic. Pure Romance, Gravity, Student Council President, Garden of Happiness, Exotic Love, I've been fascinated by CLANNAD for the last four or five days, my eyes hurt and I can't bear to take a break. I take turns to stand guard and watch. , This spirit is really commendable.
CLANAD, family. Being moved, I cried with friends alone in the middle of the night. I really don't think that this is an anime for children. The things that are to be conveyed in it will definitely not be understood by children. On the contrary, I can't fully comprehend it. How can there be such a good animation, such a deep-rooted thoughtfulness and fit, everything between the little people, unbelievable reality and reality.
Finished "Clannad After Story". From the warm and sweet continuation of the upper part at the beginning, to the plot changes that are too fast to follow since the 16th episode, and also exhausting the body and mind, until the last 22 episodes, the overall situation turns sharply, which is painted in the most primitive tenderness and warmth. A complete rest. As for myself outside of the play, from the moment when Xiaozhu had to give birth to an accident at home, tears dripped exaggeratedly, until Xiaoxi searched for the lost robot among the flowers, the father and daughter hugged each other to the extreme, and then Xiaoxi fell ill and cried intermittently with the development of the plot for more than two hours until the end of the play. Even at the end of the big reversal, I couldn't help crying, as if the happiness that had been lost so easily had miraculously returned to my heart, it was too beautiful to believe.
When I watched the first season, I already felt that the family, friendship and hazy love described by CLANNAD were unsurpassable, but now I really found out that the real essence of the story lies in After Story, yes. Really yes.
At the beginning of AS, it still followed the unfinished campus story with a little sweetness in the first season. Continue to use light colors to render the life hidden behind others - whether it is the figure of bravely standing up to protect the younger sister in the sunset, or the unrenewed love under the lights of the autumn festival, it is as familiar as the exclusive mark of CLANNAD, which is soothing. Find the lost touch in the slow-moving plot.
Slowly CLANNAD developed at a rhythm that was completely out of our control. In the winter, Xiaozhu fell ill again, and the silence of the passage of time disappeared in the drowsiness all day long. After the graduation ceremony, Nagisa and Tomoya started on different paths. Nagisa had to re-read the third year of high school because of too many absenteeisms. The situation of being alone was only as lonely as the fallen leaves in the bleak autumn wind because he was separated from the support of his former friends, and there was no way to complain. Okazaki Tomomi also began to walk into the society, from a bakery helper to an electrical company maintenance man, working in the town from 9 to 5, and fell to the ground tired at night, unable to move...
People often say that the campus is a condensed society , it is true that there will be successes and failures, will communicate with different people, and will make their own choices at critical moments.
Therefore, Haruhara Yanghei, who has always been cynical and stupid, will honestly dye his black hair back. In the past, he would only spit out the mouth without any cover, but out of time to say "what the company wants me to do";
Therefore, the Fujibayashi sisters were too busy to squeeze in time to meet their good friends;
therefore, Okazaki concealed the fact that her right shoulder was injured in order to keep a hard labor;
therefore, Kotomi would pack her bags and be alone Traveling far across the ocean, even the wandering figure has never been missed...
Although the story has always tried to use a more beautiful and warm way to unfold the lives of different people, the hidden struggles and helplessness afterward make people even think back to the first season. No longer exists: Just because in front of such a real life, people will doubt whether the smiling and carefree memories of that year really existed or have always been just our delusions...
I remember when I was a child I was a fan of animation. From the understanding of the film, I always feel that those cartoons for children are definitely made by such young children. How complicated is the world of adults, how can they come up with such childish things?
But now I admire the level of Japanese animation. It is possible to create such good works. Different age groups can comprehend different things. Children will be driven by the polite, strong and loving image, and adults will be driven by the inside. The bittersweet and bittersweet experience.
CLANAD, family. Sanae's tutoring is really in place, is it because of being a teacher? He cultivated Nagisa Furukawa into a kind-hearted and strong-hearted child, and moved Tomoya and Yangping with his sincerity, and played a crucial role in promoting and encouraging their growth. Such a warm family is the most ideal. The image of "home".
When the 5-year-old Xiaoxi lost her mother and her father regarded her as the murderer who took her mother's life, he never saw her, so 5 years of indifference means that he can still maintain such a pure and kind character without a father, and he can still be like that When the father who loves her doesn't complain at all, she is so strong that she wants to travel with her father, and when she attaches so much importance to the first gift her father gave her, it is not only Tomoya who is moved, but also me off-screen, saying " Sanae said that there are only two places to cry, one is the toilet, and the other is in the arms of Dad", "Mom loves to cry, but she still works very hard to give birth to Xiaoxi, Mom is Dad's favorite person",,,, ,, child, I really love this child, and I love Zamiao and Qiusheng who can spread the seeds of love in such a child's mind.
Why are there always such great parents in Japanese movies and TV shows, the great ones are not contrived at all, and suddenly I feel that the aunt in a liter of tears is like this.
CLANAD, family. Unlike previous memories, it is not just a family matter. The whole town is a big family. There are many, many lonely people living in it. Many children are lonely or have a bad relationship with the family. At first, I didn't understand the little orphan girl and the robot puppet in the shattered world. It was only in the end that it was discovered that it was in the heart of every lonely person.
The children grew up one by one, realizing their childhood ideals. Kindergarten teachers, nurses, school dormitory managers, electrical workers, and restaurant waiters did not have those noble occupations that were glamorous in the eyes of the Chinese, but they were all simple laborers. However, I think such works will have a positive impact on the hearts of children. On the other hand, the current domestic doctor-patient market is full of smog, killing doctors one after another. The thinking of the Chinese people has reached a dead end of all evils. is heartbroken.
I feel very strongly that we, whether we are single, in love, married or with children, should take a closer look at CLANNAD, there are really many here, what is home, what is family, What is love, what is a child, what is motivation, what is hope.
Watching Nagisa Furukawa and Tomoya falling in love step by step, relying on each other and working hard for each other, Tomoya has changed from the most bad student in the school to a mature, responsible, hard-working, and loving mature. Man, in addition to lamenting the tempering of time, I also keep thinking about my real world, my he, after going through such a busy and tiring work, after realizing the transformation from a student to a social person, is he? Isn't there a series of psychological changes in Friends Ye? Has become a friend too? or something else? At this time, have I achieved the love, encouragement and strength of Xiaozhu?
If the initial relationship between Tomoya and Xiaozhu was love, then it extended to family later. ——Home is an immortal legend that continues with love and hope.
Yes, we are family. No matter what happens, the fact that you are a family is suffocatingly powerful.
When I think about the future life, I am sometimes excited, sometimes worried, sometimes longing for, sometimes resisting, but no matter what I think, the wheel of time will never stop turning, and he will unstoppably push me step by step to that place in the future.
All I can do is to enrich, improve, satisfy, hope, strive, and welcome myself.
I hope all is well.
After the seminar the day before yesterday, we had dinner and chat with Wu Na, Pinguan, and Lei Lei. When there was only one table left in the huge restaurant, we were still talking about a topic: men and women. Sometimes I am very grateful for the existence of Pinguan. The existence of such a not very obvious male characteristic has really given me a deeper understanding of boys. Wu Na's image is still small, and the current synchronization work seems to be many times more reliable than that of Kaobo. I think I will have more in common with this pair in the future. However, there are bound to be many differences between Aries and goats, and between goats and goats.
Sometimes I feel confident in myself, and sometimes I feel a little lost. When I finished the 6-hour operation class yesterday, Teacher Chen said: I have the least status at home. Everything at home is mine because I earn less money. I remember that Mr. Chen said this sentence more than once. He has no status at home because he earns less money.
Maybe I'm being unfounded. I am very concerned about this issue. I also seem to vaguely see my own life scene N years later, running around between work and family, tired.
Hey, don't think about it, it's really a bit of a waste of time and meaningless. We'll talk about the future things when we arrive. The world is changing so fast, it's really hard to fathom.
Relaxation season. A rare relaxation season. Probably the best time of my life. Students, without family ties, without the pressure of academics and projects, have nothing to do except for a few classes during the period of waiting for graduation, and their psychological relaxation is unprecedented.
I know that people should go out for a walk. There are many beautiful rivers and mountains on the south bank of the big river. No one has come to play for a week or two for three years. I know, I know very well, it's time to get out and about.
Well, the last time, use the small time one by one, go out, feel the spring, feel the sunshine. Enjoy the best days of your life to the fullest.
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