Through a small detail, I understand a little why CLannad is read as life
Looking back, I have always been prejudiced when looking at literary and artistic works, even though I know that this is only a common problem among young literary and artistic people. The downside of this disease is that it's hard to tolerate opposing opinions and things that you don't like. Although this is not a bad thing, it does occasionally stab you like a thorn.
This daily work is bound to be accompanied by a lot of barrages. Among so many barrages, the most disgusting thing is: "Writing CLANNAD and reading life".
why? In the final analysis, it is my wishful thinking, and the mainstream evaluation is generally moved. Therefore, I am very worried, whether the audience's moving is really moving. For example, maybe it is just because the tragic fate of the protagonist gives the audience a deep sense of substitution, but in the end, the audience is just tortured by the tragic and irresistible fate. And weep. If this conjecture is correct, then instead of being touched, we should collectively send a blade to the original author of the script, Mr. Ma Zhunzhi.
The above are just the reasons why I hate some symbolic stuff including this sentence.
But if I don't forget it, there will be echoes. After two months of reading the original, I suddenly have the opportunity to turn around and have a little understanding of CLANNAD's life. Because reading an article The Tail End, the article listed our life in a visual way, made me realize what is left in life after the age of 25.
Now that I have graduated for more than two years, even if I am still in the second year of secondary school, I will gradually feel some loneliness. This loneliness may also be mixed with the confusion of life. (I will explain a little here. It is not so easy to find out even if you are confused in the crowd, so it is not difficult to understand that loneliness is accompanied by confusion.)
Then I suddenly thought of CLANNAD. The first part of this animation is very lively, a bit like a unit drama mode. Although one plot after another is a daily routine, it is also very lively to play with friends.
However, although graduation is logical, the style of painting after that has completely changed. And in reality, in order to prevent spoilers, I deliberately closed the barrage here. So I felt even more lonely. To be honest, it took me several episodes to realize that I was really separated from those friends. Tomoyo, Hinata, Kotomi, Xing, Muku... These once familiar figures can no longer be familiar, even if I can watch them in the future Here, it's just a few scenes. Judging from the animation time, the time added together is only one or two minutes.
Yes, just inadvertently, you have almost finished your life with your old friend. It's like this in animation, and it's like this in reality... In the days to come, if you are not a very good friend, then you will not meet again. If you are a good friend, then the time you meet may only account for a small part of your life.
In addition, let's talk more, not only your friends, but in fact your siblings, your parents, the situation is similar.
what can we do about it? For the rest of your life, if you are not a celibate, then you are likely to spend it with your partner, so for the past friendship and affection, is it okay to marry a good friend or marry your parents, obviously not possible.
This is probably the absurd side of life. Your time is limited and you are in different stages of your life. The best choice is to accept or enjoy it, rather than nostalgic.
Finally, the loneliness and contradictory feelings I experienced in the animation, I want to name him a new name, but it is obvious that this feeling is very complicated and it is not a pure substance, so what is it good to call it? I'm anxious about not being able to think of the right name, and I hope you've felt my anxiety now that I can't find the right name.
Then why don't you "write CLANNAD and read life".
May 26, 2018 at 2 am
In Shanghai · Yangpu
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