From the film itself, the general feeling is rough, the director tried deeply, but the plot is very abrupt, and the characters' inner portrayal is not enough.
Just tell me how you feel about some of the episodes.
I think if a person who is not delicate in his heart and who was relatively well-behaved in his student days would not be able to understand the attitude of the male protagonist to deal with problems, would he feel it? Why bother with such a big deal. The male protagonist's extreme sensitivity is for sure, but his anger, fear, shame, collapse and hysteria are completely understandable. It's really just a sensitive child dealing with his wounds.
I don't think the protagonist is GAY, and that affectionate kiss is just a picture. In school days, crazy people were always cool, so all kinds of weird things made sense back then. For all of them, I think that everything that happens in school and among classmates is far more important than the problems in the family. It can be said that the school circle is everything to you in your student days. And in this circle, you have good grades, a wealthy family, good looks, many suitors, hang out with cool people, do crazy but cool things, think about what you thought of as a man in your school days, man The protagonist is definitely the coolest talking point character at school. And a key character did a very humiliating thing. If it was me, I was not necessarily calmer than the hero. From the attention of everyone to the ridicule of everyone, from the heights to the bottom, when the world you are in is all in Attack you, laugh at you, and you are extremely ashamed and unable to forgive yourself, do you also just want to escape from this world and start anew? The Internet has become the hero's escape, and the school is his shame and wound.
The idea of dropping out of school is firmly denied by parents, and can only be faced with shame. When the male protagonist listened to the female netizen's suggestion to "make them fearful and take control of everything", he wanted to rely on a more bizarre and rebellious attire, and return a contemptuous smile to the mocking people to show that he doesn't care, he doesn't care. The fear in his heart required him to have the strength to support him to return to school to face all this, so he kept his father's gun in his pocket and held it at any time, so that his heart could always rely on him. This detail is actually very real and accurate.
But he still couldn't let it go, because being strong and fearless was just a disguise, and he still cared about it. He's still scared, and he knows he's still not "in control of everything and scaring them." So when he observed that the classmates were still laughing at him secretly, his heart broke again, the anger and shame still existed, so there was also a tear in the taxi. In the real world, he still can't turn around the failure and shame, and in the other world, facing the coolest "she" in the virtual world, he can't lose face anymore, so he lies and says he feels good and in control And making them terrified made him very happy.
The incomprehension of the parents is also one of the reasons for the protagonist's pain, because the parents come from the adult world, and they do not understand how urgent their son's desire is to escape from the world he has screwed up. In the adult thinking, the son's entanglement and Despair cannot be explained logically. So they asked him to face it, to clean up his mess. In fact, it's really not that easy to face.
No one understands that reality is extremely screwed up by himself, and female netizens in the virtual world seem to be the only support. And when the female netizen wanted to commit suicide and let the male protagonist get the medicine, the male protagonist did not want to lose the only life-saving straw, and cried to discourage him. The reasons were real and touching. That is to say, the male protagonist has never thought of committing suicide. In his own view, no matter how troubled the reality is, it is not to the extent that he needs to die to get rid of it.
In the end, he still swallowed all the pills in the bar toilet. What was the motive? Maybe it's just a momentary impulse, and the conditions for suicide are too sufficient, and the brain swallows it when it heats up. Or they don't even know what it means to commit suicide by taking poison. The girl downplayed the description of death as escape or relief, but did not say how painful the process was, and once it was implemented, it could not be reversed. People who wanted to die did not come to die, but people who didn't want to die committed suicide instead. It seemed ridiculous. The hero's cry after a drug attack, his desperate efforts to survive, and his call to his mother, were completely like a child. Very sad.
I don't want to die, I want to live. This is how the hero is before he dies. I don't know how many people who commit suicide, like the hero, have a reality they don't want to face, and when there are excellent conditions for suicide, they end their lives in a moment of brain fever. Will they regret it before they die? Did they regret falling from a tall building a few seconds before the ground; after taking the poison, when the pain caused by the poison; or a few seconds before suffocating and drowning in the water?
If female netizens take the medicine, I think they will regret it. The so-called single-minded desire for death is just a statement that paralyzes herself, and she does not know what suicide means. If she didn't know the severity, it would actually become the cause of another person's death. This girl would be burdened with huge guilt in her whole life.
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