I feel like I need to spit out the words in my heart before I can sleep

Nikita 2022-10-29 20:17:36

In the killing space, the mother of the male protagonist often asks her son what else do you need since I gave you everything, you should not give birth to other clues. Her question is always what she never thought about why. The activities of the drivers, the charming smiles, the appropriate behavior, and the dignified appearance are the daily routines of the upper-class people, but in fact, the son faces the ridicule of his classmates, the mother steals the joy, the father finds another new person, and they have their own helplessness and loneliness. The home is on the verge of being broken, and the parents think The main thing is how to maintain your face, you must have good looks, you must have a perfect resume, and there must be no other shameful things.

In the "killing space", the male protagonist is attracted by the pink girl step by step. The medicine appeared in the bar, I want to be on the current online task, I hope to meet the pink girl, the

male owner locks himself in the bar toilet and pours out a handful of medicine in the palm of his hand and pours it back into the toilet. Repeat the action for the second time. The rest is out of curiosity. Psychologically motivated to swallow the medicine, but no immediate effect appeared, and then swallowed two or three pills one by one, and took a gulp of wine and sent it to the stomach

. Before he died, the male protagonist repeated his parents and his own The dialogue was crying and laughing until the drug took effect and the pain was so painful that I rolled on the ground. Finally, I didn't think of the pink girl anymore, but called out over and over again for the mother and the

male lead. After the death of the male lead, the mother hesitated or entered the "suicide space" and told them that the pink girl came back to reality Ouch, crying, and at a loss,

mother and new love continue to live, sitting in a slightly cold opera house and looking back, just to meet my father's gaze, she is still that lady, but she lacks the name of mother,

the indifference and sarcasm of others, sometimes hurts a lot Sensitive, suspicious, cautious, feeling that the world is dark, breathing is solemn, we don't need friends, we don't need relatives, lock everything up, it's fine This is really a wonderful additive to suicide.

Severe Internet addiction will really make you cry when you can't get in touch with the Internet. I'm so restless, I'm like oxygen,

sensitive , pessimistic, and suspicious. I really feel like I want to become another non-human being.

I forgot how to go from a pessimistic and timid person who feels the world is black to a person who accepts himself calmly. There are not so many optimistic genes. Only know that locking yourself up is the road to death, whether it is riding a bicycle until you are tired Or keep looking for books to read, but not reading chicken soup for the soul. You can also understand in conversations with people that everyone has his joys and sorrows. Every tragedy has so many similarities and mediocrity. How true is the old-fashioned truth? Going

back to the entire plot of the movie, narrating, questioning, dissecting, torture, I think of many records, some good sleep, good sleep

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Suicide Room quotes

  • Sylwia: I hate reality, right? I don't go out into the real world.

    Dominik Santorski: But you've got to go out.

    Sylwia: What for?

    Dominik Santorski: To live.

    Sylwia: I don't want to live.

  • Sylwia: Everything you need is inside you. You don't need school. You don't need parents, your loved ones. You don't need anyone.