you crazy screaming at the door of
your anger, your frustration, your sadness, your pain
that you turn iron into steel
you sad Why am I so desperate
that you still knocked on the door screaming
I can not wait Cut off your ears and
don’t want to hear any of your voices.
Don’t ask me what’s wrong. I don’t want to say a word to you.
What will happen if you say it?
You have your expectations of
me and I have my own ideals.
you go fast you go leave me
until I have a reason I just want to be alone
boo
I heard you called the number on the door
you are to the outside world for help you tell your pain to others
you say you Your child is not sensible. You said you are helpless.
You also said that your child doesn’t understand your hard work
. They comfort you on the phone.
He is just a child and he will understand when he grows up.
Hey,
I think so. Shout to the door,
you fucking hung up the phone, do
n’t be smart anymore to infer your child’s mind,
don’t say your child knows this kind of stupid thing,
but
I didn’t do it
because I’m real now do not want to be with you any exchange
I hear you whisper sobs
still boot the computer voice
you what you want to rummage rummage what
the vast online world you find it very helpless
but you know me ah
My social, my entertainment, my taste, and my sustenance.
So are you trying to search for my name on Baidu? Do
you know me? Really understand
I'm sleepy lying in bed ready to sleep cried enough
bang bang bang
you began to break in
flavor heart shares fury surged up suddenly want to solve their own
to solve the world
you had to calm down and let me become irritable Get up,
I try my best to restrain myself so as not to hurt your heart,
but
you are still challenging my endurance
. Do you hate me at this moment? Do you want to kill me?
I'm so annoyed that
I am so sorry for you now!
I have given you everything, are you still not satisfied!
I spoiled you!
Who treats you well, you go to whom! I can't keep it, I can't keep it!
Fuck off!
What do I want you to do! !
You furious
you always think that my right equipment melancholy
You always say I do not know how much all day Kudachoushen things
you always said I bear fluctuating emotions always makes people uncomfortable around
you always say my negative energy affects the people around
you always say I am silent when you wanted to kill me
you always say a quarrel with me I could not help but to brandish a few slap in the face
you see me so bad you so why should
you say that because you It's my mother,
how should I refuse your imposed goodwill
, how I can't bear my pain will hurt you,
so I hide and
let you not see and not bother
you
What can
I do ? I really don’t want to communicate with
you. I used to think that having a boyfriend affected my studies. Later, my grades did drop. My
boyfriends didn’t have grades and didn’t come up
. One day I told you that
I seem to like women.
You didn’t take it seriously and smiled and said that you were thinking about what you were thinking about again.
Believe it or
not, how else do you want me to talk to you?
I want me to tell you that
I just watched a movie as if I saw a sensitive one. own
actor finally died
so I felt very sad grew more and more sad
to me because I just saw a movie so now so depressed
if I so told you
you believe it?
So
please be sure to show up when I really need you in the future instead of when
I call my mother but you say I'm naive
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because a face and turned my head to see, because some men and men kissing fragments while watching
until the last
handsome boy, same-sex love, the temptation body
can not stop at that lonely music spewing out of
loneliness.
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