Inside I'm Dancing, Inside I'm Freedom-remember the movie "Dancing of Life"
As I expected, it was another film that plunged me into it. I can't stop thinking, so I can't help but say it.
He has the soul of a bird, so he is destined not to be trapped in a cage. He yearns for a free embrace, so he is destined to be extraordinary. In the eyes of ordinary people, he is no longer ordinary, but this kind of specialness is not what everyone wants. He could only live in a wheelchair forever, without the help of others, he could not even get into the bed. I don't know how a person with only eyes, mouth and a finger can feel the world and how to live. That's him. He appeared on the stage with blond hair like a hedgehog, and his eyes hide his disdain for everything around him, that kind of arrogance, that kind of incompatible with the environment, the kind of music and language that should never appear in a nursing home, that Kind of different, special mind...
Seeing him, I don't know why I thought of Andy in Shawshank. They are all strangers among the public, living lonely, walking the way they want to go, not even afraid of the world. The difference is that Andy lives in silence, continues in silence, and erupts in silence. And he, always radiating vitality, doesn't seem like a person with a disabled body at all. Andy has a long time to realize his wish, and he might not have the chance to bathe in the sun tomorrow. Therefore, when the reviewer asked him to apply for an independent fund in half a year, he couldn't stop yelling and he had to hurry up for himself. His desire is to have freedom, to have an independent space like a normal person, and to bid farewell to those fking rules.
Such an alien will not be liked by the nursing staff in the nursing home. They are unwilling to help him with the hedgehog hairstyle, and they are unwilling to let him keep his free attitude. So he met such a child, one that only he could understand the true meaning hidden in the child's vague pronunciation. Maybe that person shouldn't be called a child, his name is Michael. It is no longer necessary to hold an anxious spelling card, like a normal conversation between friends, which can be understood by someone and no longer be regarded as a fool. For Michael, it is already a kind of happiness. Therefore, they naturally became friends. Facing the official father who had abandoned him since he was a child, Michael could only stare straight, unable to utter a syllable. He didn't know what emotions, puzzles, expectations, or hatred were in his heart... I don't know, but I think Michael is not a person who hates others at all. And he told Michael loudly, you have to speak, tell him that you are not a fool and that you have dignity. Dignity, it was the first time he felt this kind of power.
The first time I felt the difference, the first time I drank by myself, the first time I received a kiss, the first time I saw that even in a wheelchair, I can be like a dancer. This is a world that Michael has not experienced before, a world completely different from a nursing home, in fact, a world that everyone should enjoy. So, starting from messing up that fundraising, maybe it was the beginning of his real understanding of Rory, maybe it was the beginning of his desire for freedom.
Their free life is not as smooth as imagined, but as long as they can go out as long as they want to go out, and listen to music if they want to listen to music, this is actually enough... The appearance of that girl may make them look more affectionate, although If you can't express yourself smoothly, you can also have your own love. This is something that no one has the right to take away. However, this is destined to be fruitless love.
Yesterday I was angrily driving a fast car with a group of children and was blocked by the police, clamoring that if I didn’t catch me, I would discriminate against the disabled Rory. Yesterday I got out of the police station in a wheelchair by myself. Rory, who successfully escaped by himself; Rory, who complained to the sky yesterday that the city hall did not allow them to leave a wheelchair suicide passage on the bridge; Rory who laughed and said yesterday that he went back to our home, has already left today. When he said the last words of his heart to Michael, Michael caught Rory's only finger that he could feel with his hands that he could not move freely. Everything was no longer important, and Rory would follow His hand pointing to the heart lives in Michael's heart. Because he taught Michael to embrace freedom bravely and live a brave independent life, he has put his free soul and made Michael feel it all.
Maybe in heaven, you can run freely, drink freely, dominate your life as you desire, and live in free time forever. Therefore, there is no need to cry, for him, it is enough.
Inside I'm Dancing. Inside I'm Freedom.
postscript:
It became like this again. It felt like I was writing a movie. It’s just that kind of clip that made me think about it, and I didn’t feel sad when I thought. On the contrary, it was a kind of happiness, which was different from the excitement in joy, but it was One sees another
The inspiration of life. Just two simple people, simple stories, not vigorous experiences, but let me see a state of mind. Perhaps following one's heart is a happy choice. Many people may think that Rory's personality is very arrogant and don't know how to consider others, but this is actually just a way for him to survive. There is not much fun that can be obtained from other places, and occasionally wanting to live in style, may hurt others.
I originally looked for this movie because I watched X Men: First Class and I liked Yimei very much, but I didn't expect the first movie I found to be so great. Without too much modification, just see the character of the character itself, it is simple, but it has the magical power to move normal people like us. Actually, I don’t know why. The most touching place was the finger that Michael held. The only contact, the only sensory receiver. For a moment, I felt that we were really happy. The translation of the film's name is "The Dancing of Life", which is actually quite good. At least the dancing can also be a dynamic of the soul.
Having said so much again, my postscript is really, well, long-winded. I don’t know why when I write the main text, there are all movie scenes, so I don’t know how to add my emotions.
It will destroy the overall beauty... I think I am the product of the decline in language level. I haven't written a film review for a long time. Maybe it is because there are too few good films, and there are even fewer feelings. This time the film was only halfway through and I felt very excited, calm and excited. I was angrily wrote what I wanted to post on Weibo in English, but the text message was popped, saying that it was successfully sent out and the result was blank, and my manuscript was gone. Later, I took it down from memory, but I just wanted to keep that mood. It's really not easy to meet a good film, let alone think of it, and have the urge to write. So, it's over, it's over, finally, it's over. I'm going to continue watching Mai Mai's film, um, Fasha also keep looking for it~
So the following is the restored version of Weibo that night. It is definitely for myself to watch. By the way, my profanity in English is not sure if I can encourage everyone to watch the film. Forget it, anyway, it is a literary film, and now there are fewer and fewer people watching it. In the end it counts as self-comfort, just to yourself, to yourself!
Watching Inside I'm Dancing, I didn't feel excited, but peace, freedom inside heart. It's a literature movie, but not boring. Although I didn't finish this movie, I'm sure I like it!
Written on Dec.01.2011
Suddenly I remembered that I had written this kind of stuff 6 years ago. It was fun to send it over as a souvenir...Because I was writing about the 30-day movie challenge, and I happened to write about which movie you fell in love with, Yimei It’s also one of my destiny, hhhh, at first glance, it’s because of the first fight of Fork Man, but I’m afraid that I’m going to count this one if I like him...
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