that there are six bullets in the revolver . If you count it again, there are still six bullets.
But when Mitea put the muzzle of the gun to his temple, I hesitated. Is there really only six bullets in the revolver? Why is his expression so calm, calm and full of despair.
I still prefer it to be an empty gun, because Mitya would not choose to die at this moment anyway. He just got up, from the burning hell, he will soon be able to return to the best part of his memory. The place, even though those people seemed to have left him and he still had a good time, but he still wanted to go back and try.
He just... just don’t know why he was so painful for this decision that he entrusted his life to a nihilistic god. Standing in his sins, he constantly reminded himself of the past, past grievances and pains. Innocent, if I were guilty, there should be a seventh bullet in this gun.
He tried his best to pretend to be comfortable and keep reminding himself of his current success, but his hatred and grievances can never be restrained. The ghosts of the past continue to torture him. I could have a beautiful wife, I could have a beautiful daughter, I I could have lived elegantly and peacefully...I...really not reconciled.
So he is really in pain. He is like a child, just hoping that people next to him will suffer with him. When he confided in the memory of the past in the woods, he couldn’t restrain himself and wanted to drag his former lover into the yearning and longing for that year. , With the violent sound of the piano under his gas mask, he told stories to the little girl, so as to announce his last resort to the whole house. He was hungry for the sympathy in the eyes of others, hungry for forgiveness that he didn't know, he When announcing to the man who took his lover that he was about to fall into the same fate as himself, he hoped to see the same fear as himself, he hoped... he needed to prove that he was transformed into such a role because he was persecuted by the world.
At the moment the poisonous sun rose, he had even convinced himself that all this was for him to grow into a calm and rational person carrying out the sacred mission.
But when he looked back and saw his enemy crying with blood on his face, he turned his head away.
Deep in his heart, he will always be a young nobleman. His happiness comes from the beautiful flower room, clean enjoyment and music. No matter how "correct" it is, it cannot be distorted, just as he fears bleeding and Death is normal, and a nobleman will never get pleasure from bloodshed and death.
So everyone likes Kotov with integrity, and I like Mitya.
Kotov is a soldier. He has a sense of integrity and responsibility. He is proud of his military merits. This is beyond reproach. This proves that he and Mitya are different people. He is accustomed to gaining military merit from the bloodshed and death of others. He is accustomed to living in such a system. If he is not the victim in this incident, if the identity is reversed at this moment, he will execute the order without hesitation and be proud of it. No one will be because of Mitte. Ya's crying and cutting her pulse, that is the most true, deepest and most brutal, irreversible, hopeless cold night.
At least for now, Kotov's pain can still be mourned by a nobleman.
B station personal interpretation editing: [Poisonous Sun/Scorching Sun] Disgusted-Mitya personal interpretation
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