Both of us are single. For a while, she called me at intervals and then came up to me to sit and chat. They were talking about people and things in the company. She was very good at chatting, and she was able to talk endlessly and talk happily, she It's a beautiful woman, and I generally don't reject beautiful women, so I naturally become neighbors. But she and I can never talk about a certain topic. Sometimes when she talks constantly there, I will feel that she is a TV set, just sending messages, regardless of the kind of object received. .
In fact, I have never believed that interacting with people will alleviate loneliness. Most of the time being with others will aggravate my loneliness. So I still prefer to be alone and quiet. Not being understood is something that makes me feel inexplicably gratified.
I watched a movie in the evening: The Little Girl Who Lives Down the Lane. I think I found a friend. Although the movie is a 13-year-old girl, I think many places are the same as me (except for the secrets in her cellar, of course. I do not have). She excludes herself, does not integrate into this human society, she lives alone, and she has her own life. She said: "I don't want to play their games. You have to know that those games are just pretends, just superficial actions, not real life. The school just tells you what life is, not let you discover life." So she even Nor do you go to school.
People who are afraid of loneliness do not have to talk about freedom. Even if they are not afraid of loneliness, they may not be able to get what they want. People cannot truly stand on their own. In a social structure like a relational database like China It's even more difficult to be alone. They always have a way to break through your fortress. You have to contribute your talents, and you need links to survive. Therefore, most people choose a lifestyle that is bound, entangled, and prosperous on the surface, because there may be no other choice. I forgot what a philosopher said, saying that human beings are gathered together like a group of porcupines. If they are too far away, they will be cold, and if they are too close, they will make the thorns hurt each other, and they will have to endure the smell of others. gas. But everyone is reluctant to go out alone, because it's too cold outside, and one person can't bear it.
There will still be people going out, even if it is icy and snowy outside, it may be easier for them to survive outside than inside. Whether the people living on the outside are stronger or the people inside are stronger, this matter is still inconclusive. People who may go out have a thin skin and a tendency to cleanliness. In order not to be harmed, they have to learn to live alone.
In fact, most people do not have their own lives, and most people are not themselves. I have worked hard but I can only go out and walk in from time to time, and my identity changes from time to time. I envy The Little Girl Who Lives Down the Lane. Even if she lives cruelly and tragically, she can always fulfill herself by herself.
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