As a person in the cabinet, perhaps when watching such a film, he will feel more empathetic. Especially in those scenes: After the protagonist Tobi kisses Achim for the first time, facing the resistance and escape of his beloved, he dives into the water just to seek a brief escape from reality, making himself feel suffocated , But reality is reality after all, and Tobi can't hide in the water for a lifetime. The moment he gets out of the water, he completes his initial identification with his gay identity. And in the storm later in the film, two rowing teams hid in the small building. After Achim drove Tobi out of the room, the curly-haired man found Tobi and took him back to the room, kissing Tobi’s sunburned skin, those Scars are also burned on Tobi's body just like the identity of a comrade. When the old skin fades and new skin grows, Tobi may also be reborn. The curly-haired man said at this moment, "If you hide in the closet for the rest of your life, you will lose yourself." I was full of emotion. As a comrade, I also fell in love with a straight man like Achim. I have been loving it for eight years. That kind of repressive pain and loss is even worse than Tobi.
Maybe the first thing gay has to face is self-identification. This process may be difficult, but it can be alleviated by time. One month, two months, six months, one year, or even longer. I don’t know how I am right. How long I have been staggering in this identity, maybe 3 years or more, the buffer of time did not make me feel much pain in it. However, the real painful process is the process of obtaining external identification, including the identification of parents, the identification of friends, and the broader social identification and so on. In such a social environment, the general public has a more objective and tolerant evaluation of the concept of a comrade than in the past, but for a certain individual, it is infinitely difficult to obtain tolerance from the entire society. Things. As far as I am concerned, I still don't have the courage to face the pain and pressure that I will bring to my parents and that I will endure in the future. I have to admit that I am a coward. I am accustomed to the feeling of hiding in a closet. I am constantly losing myself in life, which makes me even less courageous to face it. 24 years old, no history of love, maybe will continue to be lost.
It's a bit off topic. This movie almost completely presents the process of coming out of a young comrade in a cabinet, especially the description of the relationship between the surrounding environment and the protagonist’s psychological changes. The details of the characters in the movie are also described. It is very unique, but it is not very relevant to the theme I am expressing, so I don't want to comment on it one by one. It is heartbreaking to describe the film in four words.
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