Don't be afraid, we are already in hell

Kiel 2022-01-17 08:02:25

I don't allow marriage between brothers and sisters, neither the Creator nor the laws of nature. We are not brothers and sisters, we are cousins. I also loved my cousin, Jiangsu Sarah Bettehai. Our grandfather did not allow us to marry. He said that it is a curse for people of blood to get married. I love Valery and I want to marry her. "Thinking" is not the word we use. God "thinks" and we "hope". We must obey what God thinks. This is how I am. God wants us to stay away from rights and passions. They will make us ruin other people, and finally ruin On the other hand, God gives us knowledge, ability to read and write, and comprehension, and love of our family. In your arms, I feel like I am home, my real home. I want to go to the toilet. Me too. Don't be afraid, we are already in hell, enjoy it. When you judge others, don’t forget who you are, so that you can remember that this is your grandfather’s watch, the village chief’s watch, and it belongs to you now. And this... Put it on your desk. Don't believe it, seeing is believing, this is my father's advice. Emmanuel remembered his happy time with Sarah, and the afternoon when he asked his father to marry Sarah, but the request was rejected. Emmanuel has never been truly happy since then. When the children repeat the same mistakes, he can't help asking himself , How could it become like this? What price will I pay? Come to my clinic to see how weak the malnourished tuberculosis patients are, as well as the children who are about to die of starvation. In the damp and moldy room, three people sleep on one bed, and the elderly sleep on the kitchen floor. Why do people steal the bakery? The bread? Why eat hardened stale bread? You are talking about slums, and the government cannot change it. How can't it? We are proud of your position. It proves the value of your education. Good work is naturally respected, but even if someone is promoted, we should not climb too high, especially those who should be more vigilant. At that time we should stop working hard and accept reality. If we want to live happily, we must recognize who we are. You have shared the enemy's interests-exploitation; but you are still doing the common people's dream-revolution. Do you know what I think? I don't want to be accepted by the powerful, and I don't want to be oppressed. Do you know what I want most? I am proud of my language. I want to open the window to see the homeland I know and love. I hope to grow like wild flowers in a place that belongs to me. I'm working hard for you. You wouldn't even give me any salt. Why am I still alive? Didn't capture the heart? How does it feel to believe in Catholicism? like very much. My suitor wants me to convert. He comes from an old family and thinks Catholicism is very important. How about you? I love you. Thank you, I said that I was engaged. This will not change much. I am in love with you, and I know that you are attracted to me, your eyes tell me. What do my eyes tell you? You are in love with me, you can't deny it. You must have misunderstood the look in my eyes. I did not misunderstand you anywhere. I love you more than anyone, so I ask you to be my wife. I believe you will agree sooner or later. is it? Do you believe I will? I know you will, you see, if I want to win, I will win. What to win? Who are you going to defeat? Your fiance. You are crazy, I love him, and I reformed for him. I think you are for me. I really want to go. What do you want, Mr. Schorsch? No, I'm leaving now. Please, have another cup of coffee with me. no thanks. Two cups of coffee with cream. You took the initiative too much. No, I love too much, it's not true love, I can't understand it. Make some pauses, the speech will be more contagious. Do you still want me to be your wife? Willing, willing. What happened? He said he was a Hungarian military officer, but he refused to admit that he was a Jew. They kill him? How many people do they have? 3 sergeants. How many people do you have? I don't remember, maybe...two thousand. They only have 3? There are also 10 guards in the camp. How can 13 people resist two thousand? They have guns. Why don't you grab it? There may be two or three killed, and you will be able to escape in a minute. Where to escape? Anywhere. There is nowhere to escape. Others will hide you, and the French will help me. Others hate us, or they are afraid of us. If you want to survive, you have to be with your own people. You just watched your father die? No, they didn't know that I was his son. They are terrible. what have you done? I didn't do anything, I just stood there, I couldn't do anything, just stood there, I couldn't do anything. Adam Schorsch, the world's greatest fencer and a national treasure, died in a storm. What is "death in a storm"? Shosh was killed. We don't hurt talented people, don't worry, they will be our people in the future, and only half-hearted people will be dealt with. We are all one of others' choices. Do you know the deliciousness of coffee heated with milk? We are afraid of the truth, and the truth sees through you and me. Do you know the difference between workers and Jews? The workers were dissatisfied and left immediately, without a goodbye; the Jews said goodbye, but stayed. You have entered a new world, knowing that determines your success or failure, and learning is always our Jewish rule. Judaism teaches us to doubt the world and recognize the connections between different things. If you feel your own power, it is yours. Illusion, if you think you can surpass others, because you know more, then you are wrong, keep yourself away from vanity, vanity is the most evil, the source of all evil. Always adhere to your beliefs, not for God. God represents all beliefs. If you spend your entire life pursuing external approval, you will never get happiness. Although beliefs are flawed, it can steadily carry you to the other side. Life is like a boat. , Floating with the waves, vacillating, if you judge others, you must first understand that everything they do is life is peaceful, they are mortals just like us, don’t judge people by appearance, avoid listening to slander, don’t be credulous, everything needs to be practiced, Stay away from power, despise authority, and keep a low profile. The so-called wealth is actually worthless. Wealth cannot withstand fire and flooding, political plunder, and no pie in the sky. Unrighteous wealth makes people ugly, so we must be principled. Two thousand. They only have 3? There are also 10 guards in the camp. How can 13 people resist two thousand? They have guns. Why don't you grab it? There may be two or three killed, and you will be able to escape in a minute. Where to escape? Anywhere. There is nowhere to escape. Others will hide you, and the French will help me. Others hate us, or they are afraid of us. If you want to survive, you have to be with your own people. You just watched your father die? No, they didn't know that I was his son. They are terrible. what have you done? I didn't do anything, I just stood there, I couldn't do anything, just stood there, I couldn't do anything. Adam Schorsch, the world's greatest fencer and a national treasure, died in a storm. What is "death in a storm"? Shosh was killed. We don't hurt talented people, don't worry, they will be our people in the future, and only half-hearted people will be dealt with. We are all one of others' choices. Do you know the deliciousness of coffee heated with milk? We are afraid of the truth, and the truth sees through you and me. Do you know the difference between workers and Jews? The workers were dissatisfied and left immediately, without a goodbye; the Jews said goodbye, but stayed. You have entered a new world, knowing that determines your success or failure, and learning is always our Jewish rule. Judaism teaches us to doubt the world and recognize the connections between different things. If you feel your own power, it is yours. Illusion, if you think you can surpass others, because you know more, then you are wrong, keep yourself away from vanity, vanity is the most evil, the source of all evil. Always adhere to your beliefs, not for God. God represents all beliefs. If you spend your entire life pursuing external approval, you will never get happiness. Although beliefs are flawed, it can steadily carry you to the other side. Life is like a boat. , Floating with the waves, vacillating, if you judge others, you must first understand that everything they do is life is peaceful, they are mortals just like us, don’t judge people by appearance, avoid listening to slander, don’t be credulous, everything needs to be practiced, Stay away from power, despise authority, and keep a low profile. The so-called wealth is actually worthless. Wealth cannot withstand fire and flooding, political plunder, and no pie in the sky. Unrighteous wealth makes people ugly, so we must be principled.

For the first time, I walked on the street and felt that I don’t have to be evasive. Probably only my great-grandfather, Emmanuel, could lead this kind of life. I understand that the only way to find meaning in life is to be honest.

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  • Ivan Sors: For the first time in my life, I walked down the street without feeling like I was in hiding. My great grandfather Emmanuel must have been the last Sonnenschein to feel like this. I knew the only way to find meaning in my life, my only chance in life, would be to account for it. My grandmother's words return to me; "Try to photograph what's beautiful in life." By the time I finish this story, the third tragic misadventure of the 20th century was over. After the monarchy and fascist rule, the communist regime also went up in smoke. I remembered the recipe book that we had lost and suddenly realized that the family secret was not to be found on its pages. It was preserved by my grandmother. The only one in our family who had the gift of breathing freely.

  • Valerie Sors: My darling, you are not in prison. They are.