As we all know, the feelings between Yukiyuki Yuno in the second week were not pure love at first, but a mixture of many complicated personal feelings.
The relationship in the front was pure mutual use, and then it became true love after the duel.
Yuno’s most classic and heartfelt sentence is nothing more than this: “For me, as long as I can rely on, it doesn’t matter who I am. Axue, the same is true for you, as long as I can protect myself, It doesn't matter who it is." These two sentences both show that Yukuki Yuno's love is full of contradictions.
Yuno Ai Xuehui is not the kind of girl's love that we usually have. The reason why she loves Xuehui is not because she likes some of Xuehui's advantages (Xuehui's character is withdrawn, and even with his studies, he said that he is not gregarious. Just ask this kind of solitude, aloofness and indifference, blindly immersed in the world of bystanders. Who would like someone who likes?), but because Xuehui and her "are the same people who fell into the world", he accidentally made a joke that made Yuno rekindle the fire of hope. (The first time Yuno talked to Xuehui, it happened when she killed her parents by mistake. Her heart was both feared and collapsed, and almost lost the courage to continue living. This also proved why she racked her brains and couldn’t write when she was filling her dreams. Come out) She, who is extremely lost in her heart, meets Xuehui, who is also extremely lost in her heart (Xuehui's parents have just divorced, and his wish to watch the stars with his family has vanished), and at this time, she has the same loneliness as herself. Xuehui, who was in a lost situation, looked like a mirror, and saw Yunogata’s single, sin-fearing soul. Because of the same situation, Yuno found a resonance point in Xuehui. Perhaps it was "coming for the same sickness", or he was able to overcome difficulties together. Longing, Yuno gave birth to the idea of "being Xuehui's future bride", and Xuehui's joke completely made Yuno walk out of despair (it was the first time to gain the approval of others, it turned out to be so happy). From then on, Yuno fell in love with Xuehui.
However, Xuehui's position in Yuno's heart was not a lover, but just a spiritual support-a person on whom his soul could rely. The reason why Yuno desperately protects Xuehui is because not only because she has suffered too much before, she is too lack of love, she really desires to grab a mutually encouraging love from a person who is in the same situation as herself, and she will Xuehui regarded it as a spiritual pillar. If the spiritual pillar fell, wouldn't it mean that his soul had collapsed? There is no solace in one's own life, what is the difference from the walking dead? This is why Yuna became sick Jiao: What she embarked on was an "extremely self-interested" road. In order to satisfy her own interests-to provide a minimum support for her spirit, her selfish desires surpassed all kind desires, especially in the presence of survival games, her selfish desires are extremely amplified and out of control.
What is obvious at this time is: Yukie Yuno's love is not true love, but extremely dependent on a protected relationship.
No matter who it is, as long as the other party gives me the courage to continue living, he is a person I can rely on, and this person is not necessarily just Xuehui; no matter who it is, as long as the other party can protect me from harm, he is The person I rely on to protect me, and this person is not necessarily just Yuno. Therefore, what happens to love is not that I really like each other, but the partnership that I relied on and reluctantly formed in times of crisis.
Yuno is not innocently in love with Xuehui, but Xuehui happens to be the one who gave herself hope and made herself dependent; Xuehui does not innocently love Yuno, but Yuno happens to be the one who desperately protects herself. Xuehui was forced to use Yuno (explained in the last few episodes) in order to satisfy her own "selfish desire" to live, and she "liked" her because she slowly discovered the benefits of Yuno.
If it is someone else who protects Xuehui, Xuehui will still fall in love with others; if it is others who give Yuno the desire to live, Yuno will still fall in love with others. The reason why the two love each other is because of the survival game, because the other party just fits their own desires.
In general, Yukuki Yuno's love is a forced love.
The analysis of the last two episodes: First, Yuno promised to let Xuehui live to the end, to take care of Xuehui and his confidence. Before the other holders were killed, the two were afraid of losing each other, Xuehui If you lose Yuno, you will lose the person who protects him. If Yuno loses Xuehui, you will lose her spiritual support. There is a premise for Yuno's "Let Xuehui live to the end", and that is to stay with him until he wipes out everything. Other holders.
When the survival game progressed until only the two of them were left, Yuno began to seriously consider the life and death of the two. We need to know that Yuya is sick, and when we analyze her, we must first start with her selfish desires. Her desire to like Xuehui is becoming stronger and stronger. At this time, she has an idea: Xuehui is definitely unwilling to kill Yuno. He can't bear it. If this continues until the world is destroyed, Xuehui Yuno has not yet competed for the position of God. , This will easily lead to the destruction of the Er Zhoumu world, and Yuki Yuno will also disappear. If this goes on, Yuno’s lust will be given priority, and Yuno thinks that she will not get anything by doing this (she is all perished, so why Stay with Xuehui forever? Talk about having your own bright future?)
Since this is not a good move, is there any way to satisfy one's desires? According to Yuno's idea of "self desire first", of course, Yuno will think about herself first. At this time, she has a plan: why not kill Xuehui at this time and turn herself into a god of the second week, and then follow the time and space of the first week to jump to the third. Zhou Mu, met Xuehui the third week of the eye, so even though the second Zhou Mu Xuehui was exhausted, but he could be with the new Xuehui again, wouldn't his wish be satisfied? Rather than both of them losing their lives, it is better to abandon Xuehui and keep yourself, and you can bring happiness to Sanzhoumu Xuehui again. So Yuno decided to kill Xuehui, paying attention: Xuehui at this time was no longer the object of Yuno's love, but the hindrer of Yuno's desire. Yuuki is immortal at the second week of the eye, and Yuno can't realize her wish at the third week of the eye. Her attitude towards Xuehui took a turn for the worse, thinking that he was the enemy who prevented her wish and must be eliminated.
However, Yuno's plan is ultimately too rational, and she is not an emotional machine. You can find that when Yuno killed Yukie, in Yuno's phone language, she still admired Yukie, which shows that Yuno has actually fallen in love with Ershume Yukie, and she seems to think that Erzhoume Yukie is stopping herself. He still hesitated to kill Xuehui in his heart-that person was also called "Xuehui" after all, he was someone he had tried his best to protect him, and now he is making enemies immediately, and he is somewhat reluctant. And passive.
Yuno had a turning point, and this turning point was created by Xuehui. Xuehui once broke through the fantasy space and returned to Yuno. Yuno: "Compared to the fantasy world, did you choose me?" Xuehui: "I'm here to save you, and I will find you a home." Xuehui wants to save her from Yuno's heart. Yuno was very touched: Even though she had become so cold-blooded just now and wanted to kill Xuehui blindly, Xuehui still understood her and selflessly wanted to save her. Compared with Yuno's selfish desire to kill Xuehui, Xuehui is even more selfless. He is willing to give up his life to make Yuno happy. Imagine: I have regarded the other party as an enemy, and the other party is still digging out his heart and lungs for himself, trying his best to save himself. Can I not be moved?
At this time, Yuno understood that this two-week eye Xuehui had truly fallen in love with herself, and she had truly fallen in love with this Xuehui who had transformed into such a deep love for herself. Since she had fallen in love with him, she abandoned him, and countless others. What's the point of the second reincarnation? How many times can you get true love?
Yuno's heart changed from selfishness to selflessness, and she finally understood: This Xuehui really likes herself, after all, she can't bear to kill a person who has true love for herself. As a result, she finally chose to commit suicide, thinking that only by ending her tragic reincarnation can she bring a happy ending to Xuehui and the other worlds.
Yuno's decision was a gradual process in her heart. In addition to being influenced by San Zhoumu's own happy family, she knew that she would not be recognized by any world after all. Her extreme behavior also confirmed her tragic life.
From extreme selfishness to ultimate selflessness, Yuno's changes sublimate the whole drama. At the last moment of life, Yuno gave up her happiness and created happiness for the people in the future. For the first time there was no selfishness in her humanity, and the pure heart returned to the body, and she "finally found her home."
Pure wishful thinking may not get real consolation, love and true feelings are the most noble foundation. I think this may be the truth that the diary wants to interpret to the audience.
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