Feelings of watching "The Eucharist of Christ" --- self-reported prayer: "Where you come from is not important, the important thing is where you are going..." You have taught this way. Here I pray to you religiously, my anger, my pain, and my grievances. May you forgive my sins. I also want to be as loving and compassionate as you, but I am a sin. It seems that everyone needs to deal with their own affairs first, but I can't wash away the sins. It binds my hands like a heavy chain. I longed for forgiveness from my companions, but they were obsessed and blamed me on my past. I seek forgiveness from the powerful people who hold the dogma, but the rules are the rules. I dare not be angry. Haven't you seen it? The abominable mediocrities are posing as your laws and trampling on your old ideal country. When they put on Roman collars and uniforms, I can only succumb to this game of power. I bow down in front of you without being shy. I hope that my sincere confession can get your forgiveness. I also long for you to be honored as a holy master. I have killed people, but with thoughts, I killed what I did in my thoughts, I ran away from it, and even wanted to forget it, I also killed what I didn’t do, I erased it The possibility of the future, I ruined my future. The sins of the past will become indestructible testimony. I am afraid I can no longer imitate you, nor can I imitate you. You are too pure, and I can only see you with these dirty things on my back. Who will wash away my sins! host! Who will redeem my soul! host! Why hasn’t the love and freedom you confided so often show up yet? But you must be with me, perhaps you are incarnate as the Holy Spirit around you, overseeing the good and evil in the world. You have said that there are many good deeds, which are often simpler than doing evil, and I have embarked on a pilgrimage. You are with me, and I am the Eucharist of Christ. ———Geally 2020.5.22. 12: 37
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